Chapter 162: Resignation
"Our Miss Yingying is back." Jinghu and Qingrou beckoned.
The smile on Qing's soft face became more and more gentle, as if she was still immersed in the charm of talking to her beloved just now. She was wearing a pale pink gown today, embroidered with soft and weak peach blossoms, just like her complexion.
Hearing Jinghu say this, she dropped her bookbag again, ""The Legend of the West Chamber" is adapted from the book "The Legend of Yingying" compiled by Yuan Zhi in the Tang Dynasty. ”
In "The Legend of Yingying", Zhang Sheng became famous and abandoned Miss Yingying. After finding another mate for each other, Zhang Sheng also wanted to see Yingying as a 'brother', which was extremely shameless. ”
"County Lord, it's better for you to read less of these miscellaneous books in the future."
Jinghu didn't think it was disobedient, "It's a big deal that I won't talk about you like this in the future, what I do doesn't care what books I read." ”
Even if Li Yi didn't understand it, he would understand what he heard about "Yingying" and "Zhang Sheng". Although she didn't understand these things, it didn't prevent her from listening to these stories.
Qingrou also knew that she couldn't hide today, and she didn't wait for them to ask again, so she honestly told her how she met him and what contact she had had.
They have been friends since they were very young and have few secrets from each other. What's more, Qingrou is only afraid that she is still in a state of confusion, and she can't tell the people around her about such things, and the authorities are confused, so she can only ask them to help with it.
Even though they are only three stinkers, they don't know much about these things, and they can always give some advice.
"It turns out that his name is Zhou Xu, I've met him a few times, and it's the first time I've heard his name." Jinghu didn't like to read much, and she didn't know what the connection between his name and words was, but she wasn't very interested either.
"Sister Qing, have you asked your cousin about his personality?"
Ke Mingxu is his senior brother, since this Zhou Shu is the best among the students of Songshi Academy today, then he often goes to the academy to serve his teacher, Mr. Zhou, he should also know something about him.
Qingrou shook her head, "I went to my cousin to inquire about a foreign man for no reason, what is the matter." ”
Jinghu couldn't wait to pat his chest, "Then I'll go for you." Then he said, "Your cousin won't eat my jealousy, right?" ”
Li Yi glanced at her with some disgust, "Master Ke is jealous? Still eating your vinegar? I can't see it. ”
Li Yi deliberately went against herself, and Jing Hu didn't bother to pay attention to her. She didn't know that Ke Mingxu had done so many things for her, spent so much time with her, and responded to her whimsical and illogical words.
Only she knows how good Ke Mingxu is. thought that one day he might really be jealous of her, and he didn't know what it was like for Zhuang Yuanlang to be jealous.
Write dozens of poems to satirize, or learn to be romantic, drunk under the moonlight.
Zhen Ning's hand shook in front of Jinghu, "Jingling, what are you thinking, don't giggle." ”
Jing Hu came back to his senses, he didn't know what they were talking about, so he simply started a new topic, "Sister Qing, you just said what you said to him for a long time, is there anything we can listen to?" ”
Qingrou's face flushed, "What you and my cousin said in private, can we listen to everything?" ”
Jinghu looked as a matter of course, "That's natural, anyway, I'm thick-skinned, I can tell you anything you ask." ”
Li Yi asked her, "Then tell me, does Master Ke know that you are interested in him?" ”
Jinghu's eyes dodged, "Then how do I know, you should ask him this question." "She really didn't know, and sometimes she thought yes, and sometimes she didn't.
He always responds to her so gently, and always takes good care of her emotions. They are not very close relatives, far less close to him and Ke Mingbi, or even close to Qingrou.
But their relationship doesn't seem to be so good, even with their own sister, in her limited cognition, they don't seem to be close, but more polite than outsiders.
He cared about Ke Mingbi, but it seemed that this concern was only because she was his sister.
He doesn't have any responsibility for himself, so why is he willing to take the time? But she thought he shouldn't have known. He is a righteous gentleman, and he is separated from her by many years, if he understands her mind early, he should avoid it.
The matter of Nanyi Hou Shizi is an exception, such a thing, she is young, and the world will think that he seduced her.
"Ask a question, and it will take so long to come out of God. It's really boring to talk to you, I'm still talking to our sister Qing. ”
Li Yi glared at Jinghu, and saw that she had come back to her senses, but still ignored her, "Sister Qing, listen to what you said, that Gongzi Zhou and you are really not a good match in terms of family status, what are your plans?" ”
Qingrou smiled and shook her head, looking open-minded, "What can I plan." I don't know what he thinks about me, and I don't know what my parents and grandmother have plans for my future marriage. ”
"You shouldn't ask me questions like this, it's not something I can control in the first place."
I didn't expect to talk to her so much last time, Qingrou was still so discouraged and resigned to her fate. She sometimes doesn't know if "resignation" is a good word, some people accept their fate, and since then it has been dull and has lived a pretty good life.
Some people miss the opportunity and are frustrated for a lifetime. No one can predict which kind of Qingrou is, and she doesn't seem to have a position to accuse Qingrou, feeling that her idea is wrong.
"Sister Qing, I don't know what you think. Is it really going to go with the flow like this, or is it just a momentary frustration? But you know me. ”
"No matter what, I always have to find a way to ask him if he has me in mind at the right time. I've given a lot, and whatever the result is, I'm willing to accept it. ”
"I'm not afraid of rejection, all I'm afraid of is missing out. Because I didn't have the courage to ask, I missed someone who could have loved me. After all, people only live for one lifetime, and I think it's better to be brave than cowardly. ”
Qingrou didn't seem to want to talk about this issue anymore, "County Lord, I'm not you after all, you can't ask all the women in the world to have the same courage as you when facing this problem." ”
"You can not care about the outcome, but for many people, the result is everything, the tossing and turning of the second half of life. If so, I'd rather not know, cowardice is cowardice, it doesn't make my life any worse. ”
"The county lord doesn't accept fate, but I believe in fate, fate, and destiny. If I had a relationship with him, we would have had a chance to be together no matter where we go. ”
Jinghu didn't say anything more. Qingrou was right, she didn't want to force her, just as she shouldn't force her at this moment. As long as decades of life have passed in a hurry, she should not feel sorry when she was young.
Then again, how many people have no regrets in their lives. She only hopes that her regret is not Ke Mingxu.