Although he hadn't slept all night, Ning Yu was not sleepy at all, because after last night, a fire burned in his heart, a dream that should have become dead ashes, and it burned overnight.

During the day, he couldn't listen to it; At noon, he didn't eat well; A glass of water, he drank it and didn't feel the slightest quenching of his thirst.

Yes, pure water can no longer quench Ning Yu's thirst, what he longs to drink is sweat, even if it is tears, as long as it is related to hard work, it doesn't matter.

Brother Xiaopang and Wang Xiaoming don't know whether it was out of their original intention or who influenced them, and they were persuading Ning Yu to join the e-sports club all day to realize the dream he should have realized.

Ning Yu felt that the world was a little noisy, and he felt that his body and consciousness were gradually beginning to no longer belong to him, and he asked himself over and over again: Who am I? Where am I? Where do I go?

After the evening class, the little fat brother pulled Ning Yu to the roof of the building, wanting to drink and chat with him. Ning Yu said that he drank too much last night and didn't want to drink anymore, if he wanted to chat, then just chat.

"By the way, where did you go last night? Shouldn't you go out with Tang Tang to open a room? The little fat brother asked with envy.

Ning Yu frowned and shook his head, "Where do you want to go?" Tang Tang and I are just ordinary friends, and I don't have any other thoughts about her. ”

"And where have you been?"

"Esports Club." After Ning Yu finished speaking, he suddenly felt thirsty, so he opened the beer and poured it hard with his neck up.

The little fat brother exclaimed: "Should you ...... with Zhang Yayu there" Speaking of this, he made an indescribable action, which made Ning Yu very disgusted.

Ning Yu shook his head and said, "What do you want?" Why is it so filthy! Zhang Yayu and I studied the tactical system all night, and we didn't do anything else. ”

"Xiao Ningzi, just listen to the fat brother's advice. Look at you, what are you doing now? Class, class, mop the dance studio, go back to the dorm room to sleep, wake up and repeat. This is not what you should do.,You're so good at playing games.,The president of the e-sports club is interesting to you.,And now the boys who play well in the game are especially recruiting.。 You ......"

"Don't say it, I'm leaving." Ning Yu interrupted irritably.

"Where are you going?" The little fat brother asked unhappily.

"It's half past nine, where else can I go? Mop the floor for the dance studio. Ning Yu said, went downstairs as if he had escaped, and walked towards the student activity center.

The wind was a little cold this night, which made Ning Yu feel excited, but it couldn't extinguish the flame in his heart, but made him feel even hotter.

On the campus path, college students are doing various activities in groups, celebrating their birthdays on the lawn, playing the flute in the Lake Pavilion, and playing basketball and football in the playground by the dim street lights......

Ning Yu suddenly felt that he seemed to be out of place in this world, as if there was no place for him to exist here.

As he passed near the basketball court, Ning Yu suddenly heard two girls sitting on a stone bench not far away talking about Tang Tang and Su Hui, so he slowed down and wanted to hear what they were saying.

"I've heard that the one named Tang Tang can't fight the glory of kings at all, and the reason why she can win Su Hui is because the president of the e-sports club helped her."

"You mean the man's wife? Cut! has a stinky face every day, just like others owe her a lot of money. She is also a good game, what else can she do? ”

"If you play the game well, you have the ability. I've heard that Zhang Yayu is the first female president of our school's e-sports club, which is very powerful. ”

"Awesome? Who knows if she broke her shoes with someone and got such a useless position. Every day I think I'm a cow, but when I actually leave that broken game, she's not a fart. Also, she seems to be very good in our school, if she is really good, she will come back with a championship. ”

"You can't say that. I've heard that Zhang Yayu's ex-boyfriend is the old president of the e-sports club, and later he died of a terminal illness, and she promised her ex-boyfriend to take the e-sports club to win a championship. I guess I can't stand it anymore, so it's weird to laugh again. ”

"Where did you hear that? Why is it so gossipy? ”

"I just listened to what other people said......"

Ning Yu listened to the conversation between the two people, and felt that the whole person was a little confused.

Zhang Yayu said last night that she promised a very important person that she would lead the e-sports club to win a championship. Could that person be her ex-boyfriend who died of a terminal illness? She is now in her third year of college, and next year the e-sports club will usher in a new term, if Zhang Yayu wants to win the championship, she really only has this one chance this year. This can also understand why a girl who is so proud of her cares so much about Ning Yu.

Because Zhang Yayu's desire for the championship is exactly her promise to her deceased ex-boyfriend!

Ning Yu didn't know if the news he suddenly heard on the side of the road was true or false, but he had already sympathized with Zhang Yayu from the bottom of his heart and envied Zhang Yayu slightly, because her promise was her dream, which definitely couldn't be fake.

In a daze, Ning Yu came to the dance studio.

The lights in the dance studio were still on, but there was only one person inside, Tang Tang, who was playing games on his mobile phone.

"You're here!" Tang Tang heard the sound of the door opening, raised his head, and smiled sweetly at Ning Yu.

"You're not gone yet?" Ning Yu was a little surprised.

Tang Tang nodded and said, "Suddenly I got used to waiting for you, so I didn't leave." ”

This sounds a little ambiguous, but Ning Yu knows that when Tang Tang says such a thing, he must not have any thoughts about love, but something he wants to say to him.

Sure enough, Tang Tang stood up, looked at Ning Yu with a serious expression and said, "Ning Yu, you really have no reason to do such a thing here, go to the e-sports club, you must be very good." ”

Ning Yu had heard something like this for the third time in one day.

Shouldn't he be here? So where should he be? Playing games in the dormitory or somewhere? Do that unrealistic dream again?

Ning Yu smiled slightly bitterly, didn't say anything, silently wrung out the water for the mop, and began to mop the floor.

Tang Tang didn't give up and chased after him: "Ning Yu, did you hear me, I think you really should join the e-sports club......

"Move your feet."

Tang Tang stepped aside and continued to persuade: "Now that the times are different, you can't be the same old thinking." In the past, playing games was not a proper job, but now there are many people who play games well and have realized the value of their lives. I heard that there is a guy in our school who, like you, plays the game very well. Although he didn't join any professional team, he became a game anchor, earning tens of thousands of dollars a month, and he didn't have to take care of his family's tuition and living expenses after school, and even sent money to his family every month......"

"Did you say that was called Spicy Rain?"

Tang Tang shook his head and said, "I don't know what that person's name is, but I heard that there is such a person." How, do you know him? ”

Ning Yu shook his head with some disappointment and said, "I heard Zhang Yayu mention it. Speaking of this, he suddenly remembered the rumors he heard on the side of the road before, so he asked Tang Tang: "Is Zhang Yayu's ex-boyfriend the former president of the e-sports club, and later died of a terminal illness?" ”

"Dead?" Tang Tang was startled, and hurriedly denied: "I heard that I went to study abroad after graduation, and I am living a good life, and I may not come back in the future, why did I die inexplicably." But I've heard about it, so I'm not sure. ”

Sure enough, the more the rumors spread, the more outrageous they became. However, what does all this have to do with Ning Yu?

"Well, think about it, I really think you should join the e-sports club." Tang Tang did not give up the persuasion.

Ning Yu stopped, straightened his waist, looked at Tang Tang and frowned, "You know what kind of character I am, don't say it anymore." ”

Of course, Tang Tang knew how stubborn Ning Yu was, and she had to go through all the twists and turns to get Ning Yu's full support, and finally won the match with Su Hui, allowing herself to grow a bad breath.

"But you have told me more than once that before your crystal is broken, you must not admit defeat or give up."

Tang Tang's words made Ning Yu speechless.

It was also at this moment that Ning Yu suddenly understood what he had been struggling with all day.

Even after such a long period of gloomy period, he still did not give up the pursuit of his e-sports dream from the bottom of his heart, he was still unwilling to admit defeat, and he still did not want to give up.

Why don't you try?

The moment this idea was born in Ning Yu's heart, Ning Yu was startled.

Damn it! He had already made a promise to his parents that he would never touch the game again, what was he thinking?

"Don't persuade me."

Ning Yu hastily finished mopping the ground, and let Tang Tang continue to persuade him all the way, without saying a word, and sent Tang Tang back to the bedroom in silence.

After going back, Ning Yu did not go directly to the bedroom, but went to the top of the building.

Tonight, the sky is full of clouds, constantly moving, sometimes obscuring the stars and moon, and sometimes becoming a bright and glorious background.

If there was a rain, the cold and pure rain would definitely be able to clean the world, and it would be able to calm him down, let him know what he was thinking.

Ning Yu glanced at the time and determined that it would take some time for the dormitory building to lock the door, so he went downstairs and wandered aimlessly around the empty campus.

Yesterday's battle, the tactics discussed with Zhang Yayu all night last night, like slides, kept replaying page by page in his mind.

A promise made under duress is not a promise at all!

A dream that can be easily given up is not a dream at all!

In that case, why don't you try it?

Ning Yu silently threw this question to himself in his heart.

Clenched fists, there's no reason to let go until you knock down the enemy! Boiling blood, before victory comes, there is no reason to cool down!

After longing, dreaming, and promise, why is it that we are willing to fall?

People who have dreams, shouldn't they be like fireworks, blowing up everything about themselves, just to usher in that moment of beauty? Perhaps, if you insist on persistence, that dazzling moment can become forever.

Unconsciously, Ning Yu suddenly found himself in the building of the Association of Societies. There was only one room upstairs with the lights still on.

That room he had been to last night was the office of the esports club.

People who have dreams are struggling. And what about him? Why did you come here, and why are you so entangled?

Why don't you try?

Ning Yu asked himself this in his heart again, and longed for the truest self in his heart to be able to give an answer.