Chapter 237: Sadness and loneliness

When the beast transforms, it can choose a human appearance that is not much different from its own. But the Lanze Spirit Bird race has a unique figure and appearance, most of the men are personable, and most of the women are gentle and elegant. In the whole great forest, it is rich in tall and handsome men and beautiful women, although it has been criticized by many wild beasts, saying that it is a useless ability, but it is in line with the aesthetics of the great wilderness, and has become the object of pursuit of many races.

As the daughter of the patriarch of the Lanze Spirit Bird, Xiao Ran has the purest bloodline, and she is at the top of the clan in terms of demeanor and appearance. She had long hair and a shawl, like a dreamy waterfall, standing on her jade back. The eyelashes are curled long, and the beautiful eyes have the rationality of a human and the colored pupils of a beast, which is charming. The little face is even more delicate, smooth and white, but in Xia Xiao's eyes, there is something wrong.

Xiao Ran saw Xia Xiao wake up, bit her lip, lowered her head, and revealed the hair ornament of green vines and white flowers. She didn't mean to wear Shushuang's clothes, she just wanted to play Shushuang and let Xia Xiao sleep with peace of mind, she knew that Xia Xiao was very familiar with the taste of Shushuang. But this Shushuang's longest skirt only reaches her thighs, and her chest is about to be burst.

Shy women are often more lovely, but Xia Xiao did not linger, but turned over and sat up. This is like a habit, in order to reassure Shu Shuang, he has always kept a distance from other women, even Xiaoran. The only woman who was close to him was probably Xiaoyu, but she preferred Shu Shuang.

Xia Xiao sat on the bed, took the clothes handed over by Xiao Ran, and frowned even tighter. He thought it was just a dream......

Because he experienced it once, because he was calmer, Xia Xiao accepted reality. But the most poignant thing is not necessarily crying, but it may also be silence and crying.

Bowing his head, Xia Xiao looked at the white clothes in his hand, he suddenly regretted waking up, otherwise he could still follow Shu Shuang's figure in his dreamland and go up to give her an extremely warm embrace. He wanted to use his chin to soothe the top of his head, and his hands were dishonestly reaching into her clothes. But now, the person who handed him the clothes has changed.

"Xia Xiao ......"

Xiao Ran pulled down the extremely short skirt with both hands, and was about to explain, but she was nervous and didn't know how to speak. Seeing this, Xia Xiao was faint, just put his finger in front of his lips, made a shushing gesture, and sighed softly:

"I want to be quiet for a while. ”

Xiao Ran bit her lip, nodded, and watched Xia Xiao step on her shoes casually and walk out of the room.

Xia Xiao is like a walking corpse, standing in the small living room, looking at the flowers planted by Shu Shuang some time ago. The pot of geraniums is alive and well in the new porcelain pot, it was moved from the ninth class school. Because it blooms when there is sun in all seasons, Shu Shuang thinks that this is a bonsai with more sunshine than sunflowers. So she planted two pots, one in the living room and one in her room.

The living room is facing the sun, the red flowers are blooming, and the room of Shu Shuang is also facing the sun, but the geraniums inside are wilting and pulling down their heads, and they are lifeless.

Do you also know that Shu Shuang is gone?

Xia Xiao lowered her and sat on the edge of Shu Shuang's bed, thinking that occasionally when Shu Shuang slept lazily, she would get into her quilt and talk to her. She would squint her eyes and let out a soft hum when she woke up, a nasal voice that went straight to his heart, and he wanted to hear it again.

The bed was against the window, the quilt was not wrinkled, and it was full of the smell of soothing frost. Xia Xiao lay down head-on, a few tears wet the sheets, but it was as if there was Shu Shuang beside him, but there was no Shu Shuang's temperature.

Xia Xiao's bones were sucked away by sadness, he collapsed on Shu Shuang's bed, his mind was full of bits and pieces of her, he didn't want to move, he wanted to go with her. Whenever she closes her eyes, she is smiling and looking at herself, but she keeps regressing.

Xia Xiao didn't know how long he had been lying down, he was groggy, and he didn't notice that Xiao Ran was kneeling by the door, poking half of his head inside, secretly looking at his timid appearance, and he didn't find that the sheets under his face were soaked. He had never known there were so many tears, and when he sat up, he was shocked by himself.

Next to the door, there is a small desk, on which Shu Shuang will write and read, Xia Xiao sits on it, as if feeling the breath of Shu Shuang's existence. He looked at the pile of paper on the corner of the table, and the handwriting on it was neat, graceful and intoxicating. She will practice a word every day, because Xia Xiao said that her writing is very good, and she is afraid that her technique will regress, so she practices one every day, which has become a habit.

Xia Xiao stretched out his hand and wanted to pick it up, but a small thing fell in his hand.

Even if Xia Xiao is not in a good state now, he still catches it, like an instinct, like Shu Shuang usually stretches out his hand, and he holds it. Xia Xiao hadn't noticed that he had something in his hand, but when he got it in front of him, he didn't know what it was. This small disc was only a little larger than the pupils, glowing with light blue, a color that reminded Xia Xiao of Shu Shuang. When he sees anything now, his first reaction is related to Shu Shuang.

The small disc is hollow and has extremely fine lines on it, like a record that has shrunk many times, only a little smoother.

Xia Xiao weighed its weight, although it was thin, it was not light, it was a little like ...... The weight of the soothing cream of the little hands. Xia Xiao felt that he was enchanted, but he really wanted to Shu Shuang, if she was there, he would definitely explain to herself, there were few things she didn't know!

"Xiaoran, what is this?"

Because he was too big, even though Xiaoran was slender, he still hugged his knees while sitting in the living room. Her legs were too long to place.

Xiao Ran changed into a white and red long dress, a feather, which can be transformed into an incomparable flow skirt under her vitality. When she heard Xia Xiao's voice, she immediately got up and hit the ceiling, making a muffled sound. Maybe it's because she loves the house and Wu, Xia Xiao reminded her to be careful.

While rubbing the top of her head, Xiao Ran, who had tears in her eyes, said:

"This is the only relic Shu Shuang left behind in the dark, and I don't know what it is. ”

Regarding Shu Shuang, Xiao Ran was cautious when mentioning it, lest Xia Xiao lose control of his emotions. Listening to the senior sister, when Shu Shuang left, Xia Xiao couldn't breathe from crying. Although she is much calmer now, she feels that Xia Xiao is still like herself, her heart is aching, and she thinks about that gentle girl all the time.

What Shu Shuang left behind, even if it was really an ordinary trinket, Shu Shuang would be a treasure, let alone something left in the dark. Xia Xiao felt that it was not simple, so he found a red rope, tied it well, and tied it around his neck.

Xia Xiao has worn the bracelet that Shu Shuang chose for herself, and she has worn a sachet, but she doesn't like necklaces. Shu Shuang once asked him why, and he said that he didn't want to be strangled by his neck. In those years in Longgang, even if his father and eldest brother were by his side, Xia Xiao had a feeling of persecution at any time. He doesn't even take off his clothes when he sleeps, just to deal with emergencies, unlike now, where all habits are back to normal because of the soothing frost around him. But now the girl who made him feel at ease was far away from him, and he didn't even have a decent goodbye.

Holding the small disc, Xia Xiao hurriedly went back to the room to put on his coat.

"I'm going out. ”

Xia Xiao walked quickly, leaving Xiaoran in place, she wanted to follow, but after thinking about it, she was still ready to stay in the room. She prepared lunch for Xia Xiao like Shu Shuang and waited for him to come back. Xiao Ran wanted to comfort Xia Xiao, but when he saw this, he would only feel cold.

In the alleys of the town, Xia Xiao ran by alone, and his belt was not fastened. In the past, he often walked through these alleys alone, and he was never lonely. The current back makes some teachers sigh. Some people know about Shu Shuang, and a few people don't know yet, but Xia Xiao's back is really lonely, like a lack of soul.

Today is special, Ah Candle did not start the class, Hu Bugui sat on the wooden couch alone, thinking about things with his eyes closed.

"Senpai!"

Xia Xiao lost his usual politeness, and he shouted loudly, eager to know what happened after he fell into a coma. Before he fell unconscious, the darkness and the female voice were all remembered by his ability to never forget. But after falling unconscious, Shu Shuang rushed into the darkness, and his night lines felt dead, what else happened?

"Don't worry, sit down. ”

Hu Bugui pointed to the pu mat beside him, which was originally prepared for Di Muli. Although they have been friends for many years, they have a big quarrel because Hu Bugui is a little frustrated. Maybe it's because he's getting older, and he's starting to resent his lack of ability, but as long as he gets faster, Shu Shuang will be fine. Di Muli couldn't see him like this, so he was scolded, and he didn't return to the temperament, and the result was unhappy, but since they were old friends and knew each other, it would be good tomorrow.

Sitting on the cushion, Xia Xiao leaned towards him, staring at Hu Bugui with his eyes, quite rude.

"Senpai, what happened after I fell unconscious?"

Shu Shuang died trying to delay time, and the senior sister arrived at the battlefield and fought the enemy all night. ”

Hu Bugui did it on purpose, he deliberately said that Shu Shuang was dead. He liked that girl very much, she was gentle and considerate, and knew that she was old, and the peach blossom cakes she gave to her were missing sugar and oil. She said that although it was a coincidence that the senior sister took this opportunity to break through and ask, she and Xia Xiao also wished themselves an early breakthrough and asked. How happy Hu Bugui was at that time, how blue his face is now. This is no longer a problem that is difficult to explain to the Pope, but a problem of losing outstanding students!

"Do you know the identity of the other party?"

Xia Xiao's heart was very confused, he hadn't thought of these things before, and he didn't notice that he was scarred. Although he was protected by the ball of light, he was injured and his muscles were torn in several places. But the pain in his heart paralyzed him, making him feel that these were nothing.

"I don't know, she escaped, and her strength is above that of the senior sister. ”

Xia Xiao pinched his fists, although his nails were not long, they could pierce into the flesh and a few drops of blood came out. He was surprised by the invincibility of the senior sister, but he hated his own incompetence even more. Shu Shuang has protected herself many times, fainted, tired, but she will always just hide behind her.

"Xia Xiao, you must have a lot of doubts about Shu Shuang, right?"

"Senpai, you know?"

Xia Xiao's lips were chapped and his eyes were full of anticipation, but Hu Bugui shook his head.

"Sorry, I don't know. ”

Xia Xiao was a little disappointed, even annoyed, he didn't know why he was forced to leave, but Hu Bugui said:

"Go find the senior sister, what the vice dean knows, she knows. ”

Xia Xiao had a glimmer of hope again and asked:

"Where's Senior Sister?"