Chapter 9
Xiao Xiao has a total of four people in their dormitory, and they are also bunk beds, but they are different from the kind of bunk beds that sleep people, they are one person with a bunk bed, the upper bunk is a bed, the lower bunk is a writing desk, plus a wardrobe, and each desk is equipped with a chair, which is the standard configuration of the dormitory.
Xiao Xiao glanced at Xiao Ze and understood that Xiao Ze didn't dare to touch other people's things casually, even the few stools in the room that were not in his place.
Alas, Xiao Xiao sighed again in his heart, why do you say that a person who is so timid and does things so submissively has such a tough attitude towards the matter of bringing him food?
Xiao Xiao stood up and pushed the stool to Xiao Ze, "You sit here." Then he turned around and pulled the stool behind Chen Mingyu over, sat down and continued to eat.
"Brother, Dad said to let you go home this weekend......" Xiao Ze looked at Xiao Xiao's face and said cautiously.
"Something?" Oh, Dad, it's so smooth.
"You haven't been back in a month...... Dad, he misses you...... He said that you must go back this week, and if you don't go back, he will come to school......"
In fact, Xiao Zhengang also said a lot, saying that Xiao Xiao's wings were hard before he grew up, and he dared not return home, and he was very angry and asked him to bring a message to Xiao Xiao, saying that if he had a kind, he would never go home for the rest of his life.
But he didn't tell Xiao Xiao these words, because he knew that Xiao Xiao would be unhappy when he heard it, and he didn't want Xiao Xiao to be unhappy.
When Xiao Xiao heard Xiao Ze's sentence that Dad misses you, his heart tightened, but looking at Xiao Ze in front of him, he thought about it again, this has a wife and a son, how much can he miss him, and the discomfort in his heart dispersed again.
"I don't seem to have made any mistakes to invite parents, why is he here?"
Yes, since he was promoted to high school, Xiao Xiao has stopped fighting, he can hide if he is in trouble, and he will never join in the fun, in order to avoid meeting the original little bastards, if he has no special circumstances now, he basically doesn't even go out of school, just to prevent the school from catching his handle, he invites parents at every turn.
Thinking about the comparison between his current high school life and junior high school, it is completely different from each other.
"Brother, Dad, he really misses you, when you are not at home, Dad always talks about you from time to time, and when he sees that you are not there during dinner, he always talks and says, you are a picky eater when eating, I don't know if you can eat well at school, and when he sleeps, he chatters, worrying that you are not living well at school, saying that you have never left home to live before, and I don't know if you are used to school......"
Xiao Ze muttered the words that Xiao Zhenggang said at home from time to time, and said it to Xiao Xiao, hoping that Xiao Xiao would be in a better mood and go home on the weekend.
Xiao Xiao also really heard it in his ears, he felt that his heart was a little tight, his eyes were swollen, and the hand that was holding the chopsticks held it hard until the fingers were marked by the chrome of the chopsticks, and he relieved himself.
forcibly controlled his emotions that were shaken by a few words, waved his hand impatiently and said: "Okay, okay, don't be verbose, don't eat or not, don't eat and start eating." ”
Xiao Ze listened to his brother's tone as if he was about to get angry again, so he quickly lowered his head to eat and stopped talking.
"You've eaten all of this...... Zhang Yunchen pushed the door in, just in time to see the scene of Xiao Xiao and the brothers eating without saying a word, burying their heads in the face, "Then, what should I do?" Zhang Yunchen took it in his hand and raised the lunch box in the bag to Xiao Xiao's side, indicating that this was the meal that Xiao Xiao asked him to bring.
"Brother Yunchen, why don't you give this to me...... I just started eating, and my brother and he were almost full. Xiao Ze walked up to Zhang Yunchen and tried to pick up the bag in his hand.
"Okay, as long as someone eats it, don't waste it." Zhang Yunchen casually handed the meal to Xiao Ze, walked straight to Xiao Xiao's side, sat on the stool Xiao Ze was sitting on just now, put his hand on Xiao Xiao's shoulder, approached him and said shyly: "Guess who I met on the way back......"
Listening to Zhang Yunchen gossiping with him about a certain boy in the fourth class, who was in front of the girls' dormitory building, confessing to their class flowers and being rejected, the feeling of the scene was described by Zhang Yunchen, as if he could see through the psychological activities of other girls from a distance, which made Xiao Xiao want to spray rice several times, and the sour and numb feeling that just came out of his heart unconsciously dispersed......
It's not that Xiao Xiao doesn't want to go home, he also misses his father, but it's one thing to think about it, whether he can go home and face them calmly is another matter.
After a fierce struggle in his heart, Xiao Xiao decided not to go home on the weekend, and he made an appointment with Zhang Yunchen to watch the newly released movie together on the weekend.
In fact, Xiao Xiao didn't know who he was angry with, or who he was awkward with, it is said that Xiao Zhengang's remarriage has been so long, and he has accepted it, there is no reason to hold on to it anymore.
Is he angry with Xu Yan, angry at Xu Yan for robbing his father, occupying his house, and bringing a child to rob him of his father?
At first, it was a little, but not now, this year, he thought a lot about his father's remarriage. He is not unreasonable to the point of not distinguishing between right and wrong, although he ignores Xu Yan, but in the past year, Xu Yan has not been left behind at all.
Xu Yan is a woman with a very gentle temper, Xiao Xiao sometimes feels that he doesn't even care about his cold words, and Xu Yan, who still cares about him, can be regarded as a qualified stepmother.
Besides, Xu Yan and Xiao Zhengang got married, it was all a matter of the two of them, he had no reason to blame her for marrying his father, he knew that the most important thing was that his father was willing to marry.
If you want to talk about children, it is even more unreasonable, Xu Yan will not throw away her son in order to get married, just like Xiao Zhengang did not want him in order to get married.
So is it Xiao Ze's anger, then it won't be even worse, Xiao Ze didn't do anything wrong, and he will always be the object of his anger, even if he is angry, Xiao Ze will never say a word back.
In the final analysis, he may still blame his father the most, although his father and mother have always quarreled since he was a child, but his father rarely murdered him, and never beat him.
Since his mother left, his father has also been decadent and drunk a few times, but when his father saw him running back and forth for his drunken father, buying sobering pills and changing clothes, even alcoholism was gone.
Xiao Zhengang is also a very qualified father, Xiao Xiao was extremely insecure for a period of time after his mother left, and often dreamed that Xiao Zhengang left him without saying a word.
So he rebelled, fought, and caused trouble to win his father's attention, and every time his father went on a business trip, he was extremely uneasy, and he had to do something, forcing their teacher to call his dad and tell Xiao Zhengang about his viciousness across thousands of mountains and rivers.
Whenever he saw Xiao Zhengang rushing to school in the dust and cleaning up the aftermath of all the things he had done, he would always have an indescribable peace of mind in his heart.
In those two years, Xiao Zhengang has never complained, chasing after him to wipe his ass, if he doesn't remember this, it is unlikely. But although he was sad and uneasy at that time, he never felt that he had no home.
But since Xiao Zhengang remarried, his feelings have been different.
Although Xiao Zhengang is still his father and still cares about him, he is also someone else's husband and the father of other people's children.
His home was happy every day, but that atmosphere couldn't infect him, as if he was the only one who wasn't with them, only he stood there and seemed so out of place.
So after all, he is still the most strange Xiao Zhengang, he has no mother, and now Xiao Zhengang makes him feel that he has no home.
On Saturday, Xiao Xiao went to Zhang Yunchen's house, the two of them were at home against their heads, shouting at the computer and calling LOL, they didn't feel like it, and went to the Internet café next to them to open the black, until noon Yunchen's mother called to ask them to go home for dinner, and then left the Internet café unsatisfied.
Yun Chen's mother made a table of meat dishes for the two of them, and the two of them felt that the food was blocked in their throats, so they ended the battle and spread it on the sofa on their backs with satisfaction, waiting for the food to be consumed.
In the afternoon, Xiao Xiao saw that the sky outside was getting more and more gloomy, and he was afraid that he would be drenched in the rain when he returned to school, so he disbanded and returned to school with Zhang Yunchen.
The high school of No. 2 Middle School is a little different from other high schools, and a large number of students in No. 2 Middle School are top students who have been admitted to key junior high schools in the following towns or counties. Some students who are far away from home do not go home every week, some students go home once every half month, and some even go home once a month, so even on weekends, the school is not so deserted, except that there is no food.
Zhang Yunchen asked him not to go back to school, so he could live in his house, Xiao Xiao thought about it and refused.
In fact, he didn't know why he refused, as if he didn't have any reason why he couldn't live in Zhang Yunchen's house, but he just felt that there was something he hadn't done and he had to go back to school.
Xiao Xiao just walked into the school here, the big raindrops fell down, he ran a few steps with his head in his hands, and when he ran to the dormitory, although he was not too drenched, but his whole body was wet, he stood in the empty dormitory, looked at the wet clothes on his body, and went to the bathroom with a towel......
When Xiao Xiao finished taking a shower, stood in front of the wardrobe to change into pajamas, dried his hair, just climbed to the top bunk and threw himself on the bed, lying flat, there was a knock on the dormitory door.
"Who?"
"Brother......" Xiao Ze's voice, but it didn't have the warm feeling on weekdays, as if he was trembling.
Xiao Xiao resigned himself to crawling out of bed, and when he opened the door, he saw Xiao Ze standing at the door of the dormitory, holding something in his arms, like a chicken in the rain......
"You...... Why are you here? Xiao Xiao was stunned, and looked at Xiao Ze in a daze for a few seconds.
"I saw that it was noon, and you didn't go home, thinking that you might not go home today, so I packed a meal and ......brought it to you," Xiao Ze explained to Xiao Xiao while shaking.
"What time is it, you're delivering food?" It has been more than an hour since he came out of Zhang Yunchen's house, which means that it has been a long time since lunch, and Xiao Ze only took five minutes to ride from his house to school, so Xiao Ze should not appear here now.
"You...... Come in and wipe it. Xiao Xiao said and turned sideways and let Xiao Ze come into the house.