"No, I want to fill myself up." Xu Jiaman said.

She paused: "Then I don't have the time and energy to think about her." ”

Han Chenmo's words made Han Chenmo's heart full of feelings, and he had no choice but to agree to Xu Jiaman's proposal: "Okay." ”

After the farewell ceremony, Han Chenmo accompanied Xu Jiaman in the cemetery for a while before sending her back to the base.

Xu Jiaman returned to her room and didn't turn on the light, the dark room made her relax her nerves that had been tense all day, she felt that all her strength had been drained, and now she was just a soulless shell.

She stumbled onto her bed, wrapped tightly in a thick quilt.

"It's so cold, Mom......" Xu Jiaman choked up and muttered.

It's a pity that there is no one to hold her and coax her to sleep anymore, and there is no one anymore.

Xu Jiaman sat on the bed and stayed up until dawn, she really couldn't sleep.

"Didn't you say that today is the night of the soul? Why didn't you come to see me? You're just as bad as Dad, leaving me alone in this world. Xu Jiaman said with tears in his eyes.

After saying that, she laughed in a low voice: "Why do people believe in ghosts? It's just that I always want to see the person who is not there. ”

At dawn, Xu Jiaman sat in front of the computer again, but she felt that her reaction had become very slow, and she seemed to have lost some of her fighting spirit to win.

She mechanically operated the mouse and keyboard, but she couldn't concentrate on the game.

The consciousness didn't know when it started to run away, and when she came back to her senses, she had been killed.

"Manshen, are you okay?" He Hua, who was sitting on the side, looked at her worriedly, she had simply swooped down this morning, from the first to the twentieth, and if she continued like this, she might fall out of the top 100.

Xu Jiaman didn't speak, just shook his head.

Luo Ran sat aside and sighed, according to the doctor's instructions, he would not be able to officially resume training for a while, but looking at Xu Jiaman's current appearance, he really couldn't sit still.

"I need some time, you don't have to worry about me." Xu Jiaman showed a faint smile, but unfortunately she didn't know how long the time limit was.

Cheng Promise looked at Xu Jiaman's fragile appearance, he couldn't help but feel a little moved, he was about to comfort Xu Jiaman a few words, but the mobile phone suddenly rang, and the three words Xia Yuru flashed on it, he immediately pressed the connect button in order to avoid being discovered, and got up to leave: "Hey? ”

"Did you do what I asked you to do? Could it be that you want to regret it after taking the deposit? Xia Yuru asked impatiently.

Cheng Nuo tugged at his collar and said angrily: "What are you urging, I don't know if there has been an accident in her family recently?" ”

"What's my business? You don't think I'm soft-hearted and sympathetic to her, do you? Xia Yuru asked with a sneer.

Cheng Nuo frowned, Xia Yuru was always soft and weak before, but she didn't expect her heart to be so cold.

"You can't be soft-hearted, right? But people may not appreciate your affection, she guards her by her side when she is most painful, and the person who comforts her is not you, why should you move yourself? Xia Yuru didn't want Cheng Nuo to spoil her, so she immediately reminded.

Cheng Nuo's mind resurfaced the picture of that day, Han Chenmo hugged Xu Jiaman tightly, and he gasped: "Don't worry, I won't be soft-hearted, it's just that she hasn't played recently, and it's inconvenient to do her hands and feet." ”

"Very well, then you can find a chance to do it, I believe you." Xia Yuru evoked a smug smile, this Cheng Nuo is really simple-minded, she just made him firm in his beliefs in just a few words.

She will make Han Chenmo realize that he loves the wrong person.

In the afternoon training match, LINK's results could no longer be described simply as a miserable word, and Allen immediately held a review and reflection review meeting.

"I said gods, we can't go on like this, our goal is to enter the World Championships, not to take a long vacation and stay at home." Alan was in a hurry, he had nowhere to go.

He has discussed the questions that should be raised and the questions that should be pointed out, and he has talked to the players countless times, but it has not had any effect at all.

"Let's all talk about your problems first." Alan sighed and sat down in his place.

The players had just experienced a crushing defeat, and they were silent and did not look at each other's eyes.

"I'll do it first, I'm the biggest problem in the team right now, and the whole person is like sleepwalking, I don't know what to do." Xu Jiaman was the first to speak.

She lowered her eyes and said in a deep voice: "I will reflect on my mistakes today when I go back, increase the amount of training, and strive not to hold everyone back." ”

The training room was silent in an instant, and everyone's eyes were invariably focused on Xu Jiaman, and everyone knew about her situation.

"Sister Man, we didn't play well, don't take all your mistakes on yourself." The little seal said anxiously.

"I should be in charge of the team now, and if there is a problem with the team, it will be my problem." Xu Jiaman said frankly.

Alan took a deep breath and said, "This ...... Uh, let's be next. ”

He hesitated for a long time and didn't know what to say, special care or no special care didn't seem to be appropriate, so he could only skip Xu Jiaman and replace the next one.

Wu Ya said in a low voice: "My exploration is too far away from the main army, and I can't escape if I am beaten and attacked, I will pay attention next time." ”

"I'm not as good as others, and I'll practice again." The little seal said humbly.

He Hua didn't say anything for a long time, and Cheng Nuo shouted knowingly: "Why are there only three people who make a sound?" Could it be that our team was just three against four? That's an excusable loss. ”

"When will a substitute be able to point fingers at the starters?" He Hua stared at Cheng Nuo with cold eyes and asked.

Cheng Nuo was obviously angered by this sentence: "What do you say? Before you came, I was also a starter. ”

"Skills are not as good as others, and you are still restless on the bench?" He Hua continued to mock.

"Have you had enough trouble?" Alan was completely angry, he originally just wanted the team to discuss the solution together, but now it has turned into taunting each other and shirking responsibility.

Cheng Nuo closed his mouth with a dark face, this He Hua dared to do something with him, sooner or later he would have to squeeze out this little white face.

After being silent for a long time, He Hua spoke: "I don't think I have a problem." ”

Everyone present once again focused their eyes on He Hua, Xu Jiaman stared at He Hua for a while and said, "As far as today's training match is concerned, I agree." ”

Luo Ran frowned, this He Hua is too unlikable to speak and act, even if he didn't make a fatal mistake today, he can't say this, wouldn't this make the faces of the other team members ugly?

The coaching staff breathed a sigh of relief, and let the professionals do the review.

The review session didn't end until two o'clock in the morning, and Alan gave them a morning to adjust themselves.

Everyone sighed and walked out of the training room, but Xu Jiaman didn't move, she sat back in front of her computer, and watched the video replay of her tragic killing due to mistakes, frame by frame.

She can't let herself be decadent all the time, this is definitely not what Shen Ruoyun wants to see, she has to work hard to get back to her state.

Looking at the thin figure nestled in the chair, Han Chenmo, who was standing at the door of the training room, felt a sinking in his heart, and Allen said that she had just taken all the responsibility for the team's performance failure.

"Don't go to sleep yet? Do you think of yourself as an iron man? Han Chenmo's tone was full of dissatisfaction.

Xu Jiaman hugged his knees and said in a muffled voice: "I can't sleep when I go back anyway, it's better to think of a way, I said I would take everyone to the World Championship, I don't want to break my promise." ”

"Hunter Game is a team game, and it doesn't make much difference if you survive until you die." Han Chenmo said coldly.

Xu Jiaman glanced at him, didn't bother to pay attention to him, his eyes were still locked on the monitor screen, but he didn't expect Han Chenmo to hold Princess Xu Jiaman in his arms in the next second.

"Hey, what are you going to do? Let go and put me down. Xu Jiaman resisted and wanted to break free from Han Chenmo's embrace, glaring at him angrily.

"So I really let it go?" Han Chenmo made a gesture and let go directly.

Xu Jiaman was so frightened that she immediately hugged Han Chenmo, she didn't want to fall directly.

Han Chenmo hooked the corners of his lips with satisfaction: "If you don't want to fall, just hug it tightly, I'll send you back." ”

"I haven't turned off my computer yet!" Xu Jiaman shouted, but Han Chenmo had already forcibly taken her away.

"Why are you so arrogant, authoritarian, and unreasonable?" Xu Jiaman's little face was about to turn into a bun.

Han Chenmo met her eyes and replied, "Because I promised my aunt to take good care of you." ”

Xu Jia was deflated, no longer fighting against Han Chenmo, and was obediently carried to his bed by him.

"You haven't slept well in the past few days, have you?" Han Chenmo glanced at the layout in her room and asked.

"I ...... I can't sleep, but my consciousness is awake when I close my eyes, and when I open my eyes again, it's already dawn. Xu Jiaman replied.

Xu Jiaman lowered his head and fiddled with his fingers, and his voice became smaller and smaller: "I don't want to do this either, but I can't control myself, I know that everyone treats me well, but I really still feel lonely and lonely, as if I am the only one left in this world." ”

In the next second, a warm embrace hugged Xu Jiaman, and Han Chenmo lowered his voice and asked, "What now?" Feeling better? ”

Xu Jiaman was stunned, he didn't expect Han Chenmo to use a hug to increase her sense of security and belonging, although the method was a bit reckless, but it seemed to work.

"Well, it's better." Xu Jiaman replied with a wink.

Han Chenmo warmed Xu Jiaman with his body temperature like this, and softly hummed a tune to her that she didn't know what it was, and after a while, Xu Jiaman actually felt a wave of sleepiness coming.

She yawned, her eyelids fighting for a moment before she lost consciousness.

Han Chenmo didn't get a response for a long time, only to find that Xiao Nizi didn't know when she fell asleep, and a gentle look appeared between his eyebrows.

"Get some good sleep." He couldn't help but lightly drop a kiss on Xu Jiaman's forehead, his little Nizi has already suffered too much, let him protect her for the rest of her life.

Han Chenmo gently put the person down, covered her with a floral quilt, and was about to get up to leave, but saw Xu Jiaman frowning unconsciously, as if he had a nightmare.

He had no choice but to lie down beside her, holding her in his arms and letting her rest on his chest.

Sure enough, Xu Jiaman's frowning brows naturally relaxed.

"You're clingy." Han Chenmo said both doting and helpless.

He had to spend the night with Xu Jiaman squeezing into her bed......

Xu Jiaman rarely slept soundly, and it was not until she heard the protest of her stomach rumbling that she gradually became conscious.

She opened her eyes in a daze, but she didn't expect that the first thing that came into her eyes was Han Chenmo's handsome face.

“！” Xu Jiaman's eyes immediately widened in surprise, and she looked around for a week to confirm that this was indeed her room, thinking back to the last image in her mind last night.

It seems that she fell asleep with Han Chenmo in her arms?