423 Phobias
Luo Zhihao heard a scream, his face changed, and he rushed back to the room where Princess Meizhen was resting.
After entering, I saw two grandmothers kneeling on the kang, one holding Meizhen, and the other climbing on the window and holding the window up with his head.
Luo Zhihao couldn't take off his shoes, stepped on the kang, tore away his grandmother, and hugged Princess Meizhen.
"Meizhen, my cousin is here, it's okay, it's okay, my cousin is here."
Qu Linyan followed in and saw Luo Zhihao kneeling on the kang, holding Meizhen with one hand, stroking her back with the other, and coaxing her softly.
Princess Mi-jin trembled in her cousin's arms and cried quietly.
"It's dark, I'm afraid."
Everyone who heard the voice came in, and no one spoke.
Fu Yuanhe watched his eldest brother-in-law hugging Princess Meizhen, and then looked at the grandmother who had been holding the window.
Thinking about the way here, Princess Meizhen has been sitting next to her eldest brother-in-law who is driving the car.
I see.
Luo Zhihao coaxed Princess Meizhen for a while, looked back, and Qu Linyan quietly took people out.
General Luo Xiao had grief and distress in his eyes, and such a look reminded Qu Linyan of his uncle. The uncle looked at his brother with such eyes.
Ye Tianzhuo walked outside and saw Fu Yuanhe walking towards the rockery, he followed and whispered, "Are you afraid of the dark and having nightmares?" I have a cousin who does the same, who sleeps all night with an oil lamp and wakes up screaming when it's dark. ”
Fu Yuanhe didn't speak, he knew it wasn't.
Princess Meizhen is not afraid of the dark, but afraid of staying in the box, just like him.
He remembers feeling that way for the first time when he was very young. In an impermeable place, I couldn't see anything, I didn't make a sound, I was scared, I couldn't breathe.
At this time, the old monk opened the door, pulled him out, and said, "Come out."
There was only an old monk by his side, and he only hugged the old monk and cried.
The old monk was impatient to hear him cry, and he told him his fears, saying that he had just stayed in a box and thought he was going to die.
The old monk looked at him for a long time and said, "When you are a human being, you have to stay in the box, the body is in the box, and your soul has to go over the body, so that you will not be afraid." You have to learn to control the flesh and not let it control you.
He didn't understand, and the old monk didn't say anything to him anymore.
Since then, he has been afraid to ride in a carriage and to stay in the house to sleep.
The old monk said that people who can't even control their own bodies are incompetent waste.
Since then, he has spent time in this fear, he has learned to hide his fears, he has learned to lie in bed and feel the feeling of being out of breath. At first, I couldn't sleep all night, and I felt the slightest numbness in my heart slowly penetrate my whole body, and I didn't dare to move, suppressing the idea of screaming.
Every time I sit in the carriage, I feel like the pores all over my body are like dense ants burrowing into it.
The next year, the old monk said that he didn't expect you to live to be five years old, so he was four years old that year. He doesn't remember what happened before he was four years old, and he has been living with the old monk since he remembered.
Later, he overcame the fear of the flesh and endured it, but never went beyond it.
Fu Yuanhe thinks that he has no soul, because he still has that kind of fear.
Sometimes he wished he could die in this fear, so that he could not wake up and not have to face the old monk.
He didn't tell anyone about it, only the old monk knew. After a few years, he was no longer wary of the old monk, and if the old monk wanted him to die, he could use his fear to make him die while he was in the house, without poisoning.
Fu Yuanhe has been thinking about why he is like this, he has asked Li Siwa, and he has asked many children, but they are not afraid.
Why are you afraid?
Once he was in the temple and saw a woman carrying a box with the cry of a baby in the box.
At that moment, Fu Yuanhe felt that he was the baby, and he had also been packed in a box.
He stole it from an old monk. Thirty-nine
I just heard Princess Mi-jin's scream, and I know why she would rather be cold than stay in the carriage. Seeing that the grandmother was against the window so that the room was not sealed, Fu Yuanhe thought of Princess Meizhen in play, what a cute little girl, a royal princess, what happened to make her so afraid to stay in the box?
How can a little girl stand that terrifying feeling?
Fu Yuanhe has pity for Princess Meizhen,
remembered that sentence: He was born in the emperor's family.
Luo Zhihao wrapped Princess Meizhen tightly, sent her back to the palace first, told the emperor, and apologized.
After Luo Zhihao left, the emperor has been accompanying Princess Meizhen, opening all the doors and windows, putting several braziers in the house, he told Princess Meizhen the story he wrote, every time his daughter was frightened, he told the story of the talented and beautiful woman he wrote, and his daughter liked to listen to it the most.
Luo Zhihao returned to Zhuangzi to pick up the others, sent them home one by one, said sorry to Qu Linyan, and went back to visit Qu's house, but didn't say too much.
Finally, send the triplets back.
Da Tie and the others also heard their cousin's scream, and they were frightened, and when they went back, they followed their uncle to their mother's house, and said nothing and walked away.
Luo Zhihao coaxed them to see the puppy first, saying that no one would tell anyone about what was going on in Zhuangzi today, and they nodded solemnly.
Fu Xi listened to what Boss Fu said, and opened his mouth to say: "Fear of confinement? ”
Luo Zhihao nodded.
In the past, the uncle was this problem, so he never traveled, he couldn't sit on trains and planes, never closed the windows at home, and didn't buy an elevator room when he bought a house.
Luo Zhihao said: "When Meizhen was a child, she was about two years old, and a princess born to a concubine hid her at the age of five or six, and it happened that the palace where the concubine lived had a cabinet, and there was a sealed space behind it, and Meizhen stayed in it for a long time, and the princess just didn't say where Meizhen was, and her uncle was crazy." When he found Princess Meizhen, he executed the concubine's mother and daughter at that time. ”
Fu Xi said hatefully: "Being so vicious at a young age is nothing more than jealousy of Princess Meizhen's favor." Uncle did a good job, how many scumbags in modern times let Xiao Sansheng frame the original spouse, and finally come to a sentence that the child is too ignorant to let it go, just because he has such a vicious heart when he is young, he can't kill his father and mother when he is older? ”
"Although Meizhen is favored, she is kind-hearted, and she has not become domineering like other people's favors. So my uncle felt even more sorry for her. ”
Luo Zhihao said that Qu Linyan asked Yanhua to sit on her shoulder, and Meizhen stretched out her arms behind her to protect her.
Fu Xishi said: "It's really rare to think of this." When I was her age, where would I have thought and observed these details, staring at my mother all day and leaning towards my brother, and chirping with my mother every day. ”
She asked Qu Linyan what her reaction was after she went, because Princess Meizhen had an accident, Luo Zhihao was not as excited as before, and said: "Let it be, in a few days I will go to the Qu family to express my intention to marry, and find a matchmaker to propose marriage, if the Qu family is against it, then forget it, I can only say that we have no fate." ”
Fu Xi didn't know what to say, emotions could be infectious and influenced, and she didn't have the excitement to cheer up Boss Fu.
Luo Zhihao said: "Your younger brother is very sensitive, he is aware of something, and he has been paying attention to the Qu family siblings, he must be related to the Qu family." ”
Fu Xishi said anxiously: "Then do you want to tell him?" ”
Luo Zhihao shook his head and said: "Needless to say, if you guess correctly, the Qu family will take action, they have lost someone, they should go to find it." ”
Fu Xi also hoped that it would be lost, not abandoned, otherwise the original river would be too pitiful.
Fu Yuanhe returned home and was sullen all the time, Fu Wen came over to ask what was wrong, Fu Yuanhe cheered up and said: "Mother, it's okay, I was playing football in Zhuangzi and suffered from the wind, and I had a little headache." ”
"Then rest, I'll add a brazier to the house."
Fu Yuanhe stopped: "No need, I'll just lie down." ”
Fu Wen went out to cook him a bowl of ginger soup, and after watching him drink it, he tucked it up and closed the door for him to go out.
Fu Yuanhe lay down and closed his eyes, and after a while, the suffocating feeling in his heart gushed out, slowly.
The pores on the body are opened, and ants slowly burrow in, lined up, densely packed.
The scream of Princess Mijin sounded in his ears, and he wanted to scream like this every time, and he endured it.
Before Fu Wen could get out of the courtyard, he heard a frightened shrill scream coming from inside the house.
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PS: Why does Fu Yuanhe love to lie down and stay motionless, why does he not like to go out, why does he say that he married a daughter-in-law and lives in a house by himself.
Among his peers, Fu Yuanhe is too perfect and calm, and his perfection is based on his forbearance.
And I, the author of this article, will not suppress desire, greed, and fear, so I am very mediocre.