Chapter 51: Goodbye, Enlightenment

(); As the New Year approached, I arranged all the things that should be arranged, and handed over some trivial matters to Frostfall. Fortunately, this is not the first time to be a queen, and everything is easy to control.

When Enlightenment came to me, there was a familiar smile on my lips, and usually when there was such a smile, something bad would happen.

My heart tightened, and with a faint smile on my face, I stepped forward and said, "I'm back late today." ”

He smiled, and without saying a word, he went to the inner room to change his clothes, sat down and drank a cup of tea, and then said to me, "King Xian has returned, alone." ”

After the initial euphoria, I quickly came back to my senses. Why does Qi Min emphasize that Qi Huai is a person who returns?

I smiled lightly and said, "The teacher is coming back for the New Year......, right?"

"He doesn't have a princess anymore," Qi Min interrupted me, the smile on his lips suddenly turned cold, "King Xian came to the table, claiming that he had failed the princess and could not bear to let her continue to be left cold, so he begged to leave. ”

"Heli?" I widened in shock.

Qi Min nodded, and said to me: "I have approved, but it is only a seal under the year, I only gave permission in private, and the clear decree will not be issued until next year." ”

I was shocked for a long time, according to Qihuai's character, since I married Ming Susu, I would never abandon her. If it is related to my last miscarriage, it will not wait until now. Could it be that Ming Susu wants to reconcile and leave?

couldn't figure it out, frowned deeply, and then said, "Since the teacher is going back to the capital, I want to see him." ”

As if he had already guessed that I would say this, Qi Min agreed, but also made some requests: "Although he is your teacher, he is a foreign man after all, and he can't meet openly." "I know that he has a very clear distinction between the outer court and the inner palace, and the boundaries between men and women, who were not very particular in the past, have also been clearly drawn, so I also agreed, as long as I can let Qihuai and I shoulder each other and say a few words.

Qihuai entered the palace on the twenty-fifth day of the lunar month, and as soon as he entered the palace, he went to the Xingqing Hall and stayed with Qimin for an afternoon, I was a little anxious in the Nanxun Palace, and sent Liu Youyu several times, and said when he came back, "The emperor and the prince are still talking." "I don't know where these two people have come to talk so much, but I have to wait patiently.

When it was dark, Cao Hong came over to invite me over, but instead of going to Xingqing Palace, he got into the carriage and seemed to go in the direction of the palace gate.

"Where are you going?" I asked Cao Hong, who was following the car.

Cao Hong hurriedly smiled and said: "The prince is going back to the house immediately, I heard that the mother wants to see him, so he is waiting at the palace gate, the prince is a foreign man, and it is inconvenient." ”

I am dissatisfied in my heart, even if there is a difference between men and women, but he is my teacher in the end, why should he be so careful!

The carriage stopped at the gate of the palace, and I was about to go out, but Cao Hong stopped and said, "Niangniang is talking inside!"

I was furious and rebuked: "Get out of the way! The palace wants to talk to the teacher, and Hugh has to stop it! If the emperor asks, the palace has a reason!"

Cao Hong was stunned, I immediately jumped out of the carriage, but I saw the carriage of the Xianwang Mansion and did not see Qihuai, and was stunned, and a familiar voice came from the carriage: "Auntie, I'm here." ”

I was stunned, although his voice was still so gentle and calm, it ...... It seems to be mixed with some vicissitudes that I can't put into words.

I got into his carriage and got into it, and it was pitch black, and I couldn't see my fingers.

"Teacher?" I don't understand why he didn't light the lamp, or if he deliberately made it so dark, I missed him, but he couldn't. I reached out to touch the lantern, but he grabbed my hand.

"You don't have to light the lights, just talk about it. He said softly.

I held his hand and stroked it, it was still as dry and warm as before, there were calluses on my fingertips, my heart slowed down slightly, smiled, and said, "Doesn't the teacher want me?"

He also smiled and said, "Auntie's appearance is already in my heart, I don't need to look at it, I remember it." ”

"But they're old now!" I sneered, leaning over to him. He was heard sighing softly.

That sigh fell on my heart, like a feather caressing, but it made my heart heavy for no reason.

Sadness surrounded me like a tidal wave, as if it was not him this time, and it will never be again...... I held his hand tightly and sighed, "Will the teacher be stationed in the capital in the future?" I still want Baoyue to learn piano skills from the teacher!"

"Your piano skills are already very good, and it is more than enough to teach Baoyue. He said softly, "I came back this time to say goodbye, and tomorrow I will leave Beijing and travel all over the world." ”

I sat up straight and asked anxiously, "Why are you leaving? Aren't you going to celebrate the New Year with us?"

"No," he gently refused, and after a pause, he said, "In the years when you were away, he was very sad, especially after sneaking alone to save you and coming back." He wants to be emperor, and I've thought about opposing it, but I know it's a quick way to get you back...... In the past two years, I have been cold-eyed, and he has been preparing for war almost every day, sleeping only one or two hours a day, and sometimes not sleeping at all. I am not as good as him in terms of his grasp of the government, the royal people, and the affection for you. So I think that he is the only one who will be by your side in the future, and you will be the only one who will be by his side. ”

But the teacher ...... "I tried to persuade him to stay, but I didn't know what reason."

Perhaps, it is a good choice for him to leave the capital.

He patted the back of my hand and smiled softly: "Don't be reluctant, 'Heming' is here, and 'Qingyin' is also there." ”

I smiled blankly, "Yes, there are also 'Crane Song' and 'Qingyin'! No one will smash them again." I sighed helplessly, and asked again, "What's the matter with the teacher and Miss Ming?"

I felt his hands tremble suddenly, and his voice retracted and became cold.

"I've been missing her for so many years, and I don't want to miss her life again. ”

I opened my mouth and asked in a low voice, "But because I had a miscarriage?"

He didn't say anything for a long time, and then suddenly took me in his arms and said sadly, "I'm sorry, A'rao, I'm sorry...... I didn't know she would be like that, and I didn't know you had to suffer so much because of it...... I'm the one in the world who doesn't want to hurt you, but ...... Sorry ......"

My eyes are also hot, he naturally won't know, and if he does, he will definitely try his best to stop it. He always wanted to protect me, and he grew up.

"Teacher, it's not your fault, these are all in the past, my body is much better now, the doctor said that if I recuperate again, there is still a great chance to get pregnant, really!"

He hugged me tightly and didn't say anything, but I felt a tear run down my lips. I was shocked: "Teacher!"

Cao Hong had already urged outside: "Niangniang, the palace gate is about to close, don't miss the time when the prince returns home." ”

Qihuai quickly let go of me and said, "I should go, you can go back too, it's very cold outside." ”

I went outside, and when I turned around, I still couldn't see his face, and my heart was astringent, and I asked, "Does the teacher really not let me see him again?"

He smiled and said, "Has Granda forgotten what the teacher looks like?"

I smiled wryly, "How come?"

Everything in front of me seems to be back to when he was a child, his white clothes are better than snow, his demeanor is graceful, his eyes are full of spring water, and his piano sound is superb......

"A-Rao, take care. He said goodbye first.

I gritted my teeth, nodded, lifted the curtain and bent out, got out of the carriage, and lowered the curtain before I turned around and said, "Teacher, take care." ”

The coachman flicked his whip, and the carriage slowly left the palace gate, and I stood in the cold wind to watch him leave, until the palace gate was closed, and I returned to my carriage.

Why do you still refuse to let me see each other?

It's hard to say goodbye when you see each other......

Perhaps, if you don't see it!

For several days after sending Qihuai away, I was in a very low mood, and I was also faint about Qihuai. Although he noticed it, he coaxed me for a few days, and soon became busy because of the end of the year.

The Chinese New Year's Eve banquet, only a few of us, although deserted, but without those messy people, it seemed much warmer. However, in addition to our family and the princess of the two talented people, there is also an uninvited guest---- the little prince Dunmo!

Dunmo was a very beautiful little boy, with curly brown hair, brown pupils, a high nose, wheat-colored skin, but fluent Chinese.

During the banquet, Don Mo kept looking at Baoyue, grinning endlessly, but Baoyue was so angry that his face was flushed and he glared at him fiercely, he didn't care, he still stared at Baoyue.

I was amused, but I was very worried, Hui Khan liked this little son very much, so he sent him to Xijing to study, if he was enlightened, he would also be interested...... I glanced at him, he was smiling at me, I snorted, no more.

He guards against me like a thief! I don't want to think that the people in this palace who can get close to me except for him are normal men, and the rest are eunuchs! But he, there are a lot of palace maids around me, and I don't say anything!

Qi Min shook my hand at the bottom of the table, and said in a low voice: "What, are you still angry? It's been a few days, and you're still blaming me?" I glared at him, and he smiled helplessly: "I'm taking precautions, and the lesson from the past is myself!"

I can't help but be angry, but if Qiheng had clearly divided the outer man and the inner palace maid, I think there would indeed be no meeting, acquaintance and love between me and Qimin.

"Your Majesty, Niangniang, set off fireworks. Cao Hong reminded with a smile.

Qi Min hurriedly took my hand out, Baoyue cheered, pulled Yuan Xi and ran out, and followed with a smile. I looked at their cheerful appearance, but I was a little worried, and I took a few steps behind and asked Qi Min: "...... that little prince of Dunmo?"

Qi Min squeezed my palm and said with a smile: "Wait for Baoyue to grow up, and ask her what she means before deciding." ”

I thought about it, it's okay, I promised Baoyue that I would choose a wishful husband for her in the future. If she really likes Dunmo, then I can't do anything about it. Fortunately, she seemed to hate the little prince now.

(P: Please despise me as much as you like! It's a lot of water! Tomorrow's finale, it seems...... There will also be water, poof~~).