Chapter 152: Pain

But what Ling Xingyue said clearly tore Lan Keman's chest in the deepest part of her heart:

"Forget me, Man'er, so that you will be happy, so that you will be happy! I will never bother you again, I will erase all traces of what I have left behind, and you will never see me again, I promise! You trust me, Man'er. ”

……

"Man'er, I'll never let you suffer so much again."

"Forget me, Man'er, so that you will be happy, so that you will be happy!"

"I will never bother you again, I will erase all traces of what I have left behind, and you will never see me again."

"Your brother Situ, he loves you, you will be overflowing with love and protection in the future, I am much more relieved."

"You trust me, Man'er."

……

And what did I say at the time? Lan Keman racked his brains to recall his reaction at the time and his reply at the time:

"Xingyue, I believe in you."

Wait, what did you say?! At that time, although Lan Keman was listening to Ling Xingyue's muttering word by word, and deeply recorded it in the deepest part of his mind word by word, Lan Keman at that time was immersed in the words that Situ had said to her, and those words were deafening and stirring Lan Keman's eardrum and heart under Ling Xingyue's muttering at that time:

"Man'er, don't let me see your back anymore, okay? I've been waiting for you, I've been waiting for you, do you know? I try to convince myself, you are still young, you don't know what you like, I deceive myself every day, as long as you can be happy, one day you will see my kindness to you, my affection for you, but, why, you have never been willing to take the initiative to face me? Why would you rather go to the house of a disciple to be a concubine than come to my arms and be the wife of your favorite brother Situ? You look back at me, Man'er, your Situ brother's arms have been waiting for you to snuggle in, your Situ brother's heart is beating for you all the time, without you, I won't be able to live, that's fine, maybe when I die, you will be willing to look up at me, look at my eyes, Man'er, I love you, I have always loved you. ”

"Why would you rather go to the house of a disciple to be a concubine than come to my arms and be your favorite brother Situ's wife?"

"Maybe when I'm dead, you'll be willing to look up at me, look at my eyes, Man'er, I love you, I've always loved you."

Brother Situ said that he was going to die, and the tone he said at that time was so true and painful, that Lan Keman, who had always known Situ, immediately realized that Situ was not lying, nor was he deliberately poking himself with this word, so he didn't think too much about what Ling Xingyue, who had been gently comforting his back with his warm palm, was talking about.

But now, after Lan Keman left with the breath of laurel-fragrant spirit bamboo, he realized that the warm and wide body hugging him had left gently, and even the tenderness of kissing his eyes before leaving was still there, the temperature of the lip flap that was about to touch was still there, and the sad but warm forehead breath on the tip of his nose was still there, but he was no longer in that embrace, the warm arms and arms that made him feel steady, reassuring, and calm I don't know when, it was replaced by a cold night surrounded by a cold and cold night.

……

"Man'er, I'll never let you suffer so much again."

"Forget me, Man'er, so that you will be happy, so that you will be happy!"

"I will never bother you again, I will erase all traces of what I have left behind, and you will never see me again."

"Your brother Situ, he loves you, you will be overflowing with love and protection in the future, I am much more relieved."

"You trust me, Man'er."

……

Chu Lian waited for a long time, but she didn't see Lan Keman come back, so she sent Xiaoyu to the cedar forest to find Situ and Lan Keman, even if the two of them said a lot of confidant words, after all, it was late, and it was time for dinner, so it was better to find the two of them back quickly.

When Xiao Yu found the cedar forest, he saw from a distance where only Lan Keman was standing alone, as if he had been drained, Xiao Yu looked at Lan Keman in front of him in disbelief, I don't know why the young master Situ didn't accompany Lan Keman, nor did he say goodbye, he had already left the Lan family alone, Xiao Yu was even more puzzled to look at Lan Keman in front of him, although his chest and lungs were still ups and downs, but there was no trace of brilliance in his eyes, and he didn't know what was going on.

Xiao Yu didn't dare to shout loudly, Mrs. Chu Lian was also just right, if she didn't guess wrong, it might be that Young Master Situ had a quarrel with her own young lady Lan Keman or something else, but no matter what, don't make Lan Keman angry until she falls ill, Mrs. Lan is just right, if Lan Keman falls ill again, the eldest lady will take care of it again, this comes and goes, when is it a leader.

Fortunately, the quarrel between the little man and the woman is just a momentary anger between the little couple, and it will not be very serious, but looking at Lan Keman now, Xiao Yu also realized that this time the young lady was not angry, so she gently stroked Lan Keman and went to her bedroom first.

"You go out, I won't go over for dinner, I'm sleepy, I want to sleep for a while."

After Lan Keman finished telling Xiao Yu in a hoarse voice, he stood at the window in a daze and stopped talking, and there was no other expression, Xiao Yu was busy stroking Lan Keman to sit on the couch, and then gently closed the door, left Lan Keman's bedroom, and went back to Chu Lian.

Lan Keman let Xiao Yu sit by the window, and his fingers unconsciously twisted the curtain that spread all over the brocade, the clothes on his fingertips were dyed white, and his nails seemed to be about to tear from his fingers, but Lan Keman seemed to be twisting as if he had no pain......

Although Ling Xingyue's murmuring was far lower than the hot sound of the deafening thoughts in his ears, this murmur became stronger and stronger and stronger to cut Lan Keman's five internal organs with a poignant voice, especially the point in his heart, the severe pain made Lan Keman finally realize a result, a thing, a conclusion, and a unilateral announcement:

"I, Ling Xingyue, am leaving you! I gave you to Situ! ”

"I'll never see you again! I apologize for the interruption before! ”

"You believe me, Man'er, I do what I say!"

And my answer at that time was:

"I believe in you, Ling Xingyue."

……

"Ling Xingyue, Xingyue ......"

Lan Keman muttered in his mouth, hurting, and the uncontrollable bitterness invaded Lan Keman's throat one after another.