Chapter 29: Let go of obsessions

But all this is just a faΓ§ade.

The truth is that a person who does not want to live with his children prefers to be alone and free.

The other was forced to leave his home where he had lived for 12 years.

Grandparents and grandchildren are not the same.

The next morning, Zhen's father came to the door before eight o'clock.

But unexpectedly, when they walked out of the gate of the farmhouse, the two brothers and sisters found that Ju Zhen's woman was waiting outside the door.

Zhen Yu's face turned cold, and he sneered in his heart.

Snort~ She still knew that she was not welcome, so she didn't go in.

But is it okay to wait at the door?

Not to mention her, even Zhen Yan could not agree to go with her.

Sure enough, Zhen Yan immediately shouted at Ju Zhen.

"What are you doing here? You are not welcome in my house! ”

A distorted expression appeared on Ju Zhen's expressionless face.

If it weren't for the first time to see her father-in-law today, she would have to save some face for Zhen's father, and she wouldn't be used to this little rabbit's problem!

She forced herself to calm down and held back no anger or squeak.

Zhen Yu looked at this scene and didn't say anything.

Father Zhen hurriedly stood between the brother and sister and his new wife, and explained with a smile: "It's not that I and your Aunt Ju just got married yesterday~ Take her to meet the old man today......"

Zhen Yu interrupted Zhen's father's words, "You Aunt Ju! Stick less gold on her face! ”

"Didn't you tell my mother to take me and my old sister to see grandpa today?" Zhen Yan asked rhetorically.

The smile on Father Zhen's face froze for a moment, and he hurriedly explained, "It's not that Dad is very busy, so I'll spare this day!" Thinking of going together......"

Before Zhen's father finished speaking, he was coldly interrupted by Zhen Yu again.

"It's a beautiful idea."

Zhen Yu pulled his brother back to the courtyard gate, and added another sentence before closing the door, "Slow down and don't send it." ”

Father Zhen looked at the closed courtyard door with a gloomy face, and said angrily in a low voice: "This is the attitude you have when you talk to your father?!" Is that what I taught you from a young age? ”

Zhen Yan was just about to step forward to talk back, but Zhen Yu pulled him behind him and stood up by himself.

"The upper beam is not right and the lower beam is crooked, you don't have to be too surprised."

"You! ......" Zhen's father was angry, "Okay! Good! I can't control you now, can I? ”

"Whatever you want." Zhen Yu quietly looked at the angry Zhen's father and Ju Zhen who was watching.

"Do you know that I am your father!!"

Zhen Yu tilted his head, and his expression finally changed.

Her voice trembled slightly, and she asked word by word, "Father?" Do you know that you are my father? ”

Zhen Hailong saw his daughter's expression self-deprecating and implied sadness, and the corners of her mouth seemed to hang up the unbearable weight of her life.

He couldn't help but stay where he was, unable to say a word again.

The woman surnamed Ju pretended to be very good before, but her eyes revealed a little cunning, and when she saw this scene, she reached out and pulled the distracted Zhen's father violently.

Zhen Yu's face couldn't help but be even colder, "Hurry up and take your dog things away, don't force me to do it!" ”

As soon as the woman was scolded, she immediately changed her face, and when she opened her mouth, she scolded, "You TM will say ...... again"

Father Zhen said dryly, "Huh? Yes! After two sounds, he hurriedly pulled up the woman who had scolded half of the woman and turned away.

Zhen Yu stood in place, watching the backs of the two without moving.

Zhen Yan saw that his sister didn't move, and he didn't move either.

After a long time, Zhen Yu took a deep breath, opened the courtyard door and left a sentence, "I'm going to read a book." ”

He strode out.

Zhen Yan didn't expect her sister to leave like this, and she was a little confused when she stayed where she was.

Grandpa didn't go to see it? Don't go?

No one answered him.

Fortunately, Zhen Yan was a cheerful boy and quickly put this unpleasant matter behind him.

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Han Mingyue looked at Zhen Yu who strode in, although her expression and movements were the same as usual, he felt that she had changed.

There is a feeling of being shackled and fearless.

Something must have happened to her today.

Should I ask? The little boy was a little hesitant.

Throughout the morning, I kept looking up from the book and looking at Zhen Yu.

I usually see Zhen Yu at around 11:30, and I put down the book before 11 o'clock.

Leaned back on the chair with his hands on his chest and greeted, "Han Mingyue, what do you always see me doing?" ”

Han Mingyue's hand trembled, the pen made a small opening in the notebook, he covered the cap of the pen, and put the pen firmly on the table.

Knowing that Zhen Yu was staring at him at his side, Han Mingyue still didn't turn his head, he folded his hands on the desk, stared at a certain place on the bookshelf, and exhaled softly.

"You, what's wrong with you?" After asking a sentence, Han Mingyue obviously spoke fluently, "You're not quite right today, is something wrong at home?" ”

Zhen Yu said calmly: "What can happen?" It's all out of the way. ”

"But, but you're ...... today"

Zhen Yu interrupted him and took the initiative to explain.

"I just let go today, let go of that little bit of obsession."

The little boy seemed to understand and repeated: "Obsession? ”

Zhen Yu nodded expressionlessly, "Yes!" Obsession! There was something I wanted to ask him before, but I didn't have time..."

"I happened to ask it today." Zhen Yu said and tilted his head back on the back of the chair, so that the merciless sarcasm could only be seen from the ceiling.

"Actually, I knew it would be like this."

After a pause, he said, "It's just unwilling!" Never again! ”

Han Mingyue listened silently, he couldn't quite understand her feelings, but he felt that it was better for her to be willing to say it than to hold it in her heart.

He was happy to make her tree hole.

Zhen Yu maintained that posture for more than five minutes, and those lonely and lonely cold moments in his previous life kept flashing in his mind.

Zhen Yu remembered that she felt despair for the first time.

In her previous life, when Grandpa Zhen Yu died, she had less than a month to take the college entrance examination, and she went to beg her father, not wanting to live alone in her grandfather's house.

At that time, she was not the one who saw life and death later.

Although I have long experienced the warmth and coldness of the world, I am still afraid of those things that are unnecessary.

But Zhen's father rejected her.

So she was so scared that she couldn't sleep all night.

How did she make it through?

Be......

Zhen Yu straightened up and looked at Han Mingyue with burning eyes.

It's him! Han Mingyue, who was in college in a distant city, called after learning about the incident and asked Han Jiaoyang to call her over to talk.

He told her that if you can't sleep, you can do the problem.

"When you are immersed in the sea of questions, your mind will not be disturbed by external objects."

"When you don't like to study, you can quickly fall asleep by looking at books you hate."

Zhen Yu used this method of 'as long as you are not scared to death, you will learn from sleep' to survive until the end of the college entrance examination.

The day after the college entrance examination, she found a full-time job and left her second home where she had lived for six or seven years.

It was also from that day that she began a wandering journey that lasted for more than ten years......

Wandering in the vast sea of people like a lonely ghost, out of place, standing alone.