304, The Murder of a Wild Lover: Chapter 7 (2)
"The police examined the body carefully and concluded that someone else had murdered it. β¦β¦ They saw a young and beautiful girl who died in the colonel's study, and they couldn't help but be sure that the colonel's lover had murdered her. This coincided with Mrs. Clarno's thoughts. Therefore...... Colonel Clarno became the prime suspect and was taken away by the police.
Later, Mrs. Clarnow, after much deliberation, felt that something was wrong. She knew that her husband was not what she imagined in her anger, that he had a lover outside and brought it home to murder her, and that such an imagination was really not good for him. She had to go to the police in person to redress her husband's grievances. Mrs. Clarnow and the police searched for evidence to clear the Colonel's name.
"Shrewd police found a sapphire necklace under a walnut tree by a river in the suburbs, matching the deceased's earrings and rings. There was also the murder weapon that stabbed the woman in the throat, a round iron object with a diameter of 3 to 4 centimeters - found by the police in the grass. Colonel Krano also repeatedly assured the police that he never knew about the river on the outskirts, and in the end the police believed him, released him, and did everything in their power to find the real murderer......"
Suddenly, Nietzsche's ghost paused and looked at Lin Jingdu, whose eyes were more mysterious than the universe. Therefore, he couldn't help but get up and kiss her cheek.
Lin Jingdu kept sitting cross-legged and asked, "How did Kelly die?" Why was her body in the colonel's study? β
Nietzsche's ghost said sadly: "This goes back to the time when Betty fell in love with the woman of the wind and moon." After he saw the woman he fell in love with for the first time in his life killed, the shadow of death never disappeared from his heart, and it enveloped him from the beginning, making him unable to extricate himself. β
Lin Jingdu said: "I understand that whoever encounters this will leave a shadow on his soul. The camellia-like eyes swirled and finally fixed on his face. There was a faint melancholy in his eyes, as if he was suffering from unhappiness in his heart.
"'Women often complain, and there are only two good days, one is when they go to bed, and the other is when they go to the Yellow Spring.' The Greek poet Paradas described the woman this way, "said Nietzsche's ghost," and his words hit the nail on the head! Women sleep with men and then die, as esoteric as art. This is the reason why women live greater than men. β
Lin Jingdu frowned and said, "Sounds shockingβ"
Nietzsche's ghost smiled slightly, and said meaningfully: "But Betty remembered that poem as if it were a famous saying, and then used it against women." This short poem, which brought him out of the shadow of death, slept with a woman, and then let her go to Yellow Springs, had an irresistible attraction to him. β
Lin Jingdu felt that Betty's thoughts were really incredible and incomprehensible, and couldn't help but make an incomprehensible strange face, shrugged her shoulders, and said: "Betty's thoughts are strange, incomprehensible, and a little creepy. β
Nietzsche's ghost said: "It's not that Betty is incomprehensible, these two hours are a woman's good sight." β
Lin Jingdu was surprised: "Do you think the same as Betty?" β
Nietzsche's ghost glanced at her, avoided her topic, and said: "Betty thinks that a woman is beautiful to die bloodily, like a blooming rose in the dark, mysterious and reverie, and when it is touched, it will not resist and be at the mercy of man." - More importantly, to make a woman not just a passerby in a man's life, no longer owned by other men, let her die may be the best choice. Betty is inspired by the dead Fengyue, and if he wants his beloved to no longer belong to someone else, he is willing to abandon his sin and kill the woman he loved with his heart, so that at least let him know where her soul has gone!
"Kelly is an unlucky woman who falls in love with a man whose heart is twisted - Betty. Her parents were well-known oil businessmen, she studied fine arts at university, excelled in oil painting, and won international awards. But Betty wasn't attracted to her talent. He loves her as a stunner, comparable to the Fengyue woman he fell in love with, but Kelly has the restraint of a woman from a good family.
Kelly loved Betty and not only gave him her body as a gift, but also gave him other things, such as paintings, scarves and weird shoes.
"One day, Kelly Yobetty went on a date by the river in the suburbs. At dusk, it was very quiet and uninhabited. They can revelry there like two dogs in love, rolling in the grass selflessly. That time, Kelly gave Betty another gift, it was a Chinese painting, and the picture was a flock of ducks, but she was there for it. She is skillful and vivid.
Betty was stunned when she held the painting...... In the snow-covered silt, the ducks are free and laid-back, but their blood is hot. The long staring made Betty's body boil like duck's blood, with an irresistible vitality - the strange scorching duck blood, like a transfer of fire, ignited Betty's blood. He brutally threw Kelly to the ground and held her down so tightly that she was defenseless......"
Suddenly, Nietzsche's ghost, like Betty in the story, brutally threw Lin Jingdu to the ground, she was unsuspected, as if someone had hit her in the vital point, and the vicious, wonderful power destroyed her, so she had to let him her. Suddenly, the surroundings seemed to be enveloped by a kind of magic circle, enclosing everything in the world outside the circle, and only the two of them were left, like two animals in love with each other, lingering and biting, rolling on the grass without reservation......
Finally, Lin Jingdu pushed him away tiredly, and lay on the grass weakly, with messy hair and untidy clothes.
Lin Jingdu sat up, arranged her blouse, and a petal blown by the wind fell right on her hair, and Nietzsche's ghost saw it, reached out and picked it up, sniffed lazily, and then broke it.
Nietzsche's ghost stood up and said distractedly: "I should go back, and we will meet again the day after tomorrow." And pulled the corner of Lin Jingdu's skirt to cover her exposed thighs.
Lin Jingdu said: "I'm tired, I want to hear you continue to tell the story." I was anxious to know how Betty had killed Kelly. β
"I'm more tired and need a good rest." It was a frightened face, confused. The sudden change in mood made Nietzsche's ghost expressionless, so his words sounded a little stiff.
Without waiting for Lin Jingdu to answer, he had already turned around and left.
Lin Jingdu looked at his departing back in astonishment, and a burst of anger surged into his heart, and he couldn't help shouting at him: "Your mood is fickle!" I don't like the way you look. β
Nietzsche's ghost stopped, turned around and said, "Today's date is more real than I imagined!" β
"Real?" Lin Jingdu was surprised, "If we don't have that kind of thing, is it false?" β
Nietzsche's ghost said: "From today onwards, you are my woman, this is an unchangeable fact." β
Lin Jingdu asked: "I have been your woman since the moment we met, will you always treat me as your woman?" β
Nietzsche's ghost nodded and said reverently: "Yes, you will always be my woman." β
Lin Jingdu was silent and watched him stride away.
Suddenly, she felt as if a burning flame of despair burned in her heart, a strong sense of loss, an almost cruel passion, subtly pricking her nerves.
She thought of merging with Nietzsche's ghost twice today, making her world seem to be split. The prism of her senses, seeing his hazy eyes, sexy lips, bare chest, crazy kissing and touching, made her fall into the emotional vortex of shame, and she didn't feel a trance, as if she had been hit by something.
She straightened her dress, her hair, adjusted her mind, and got up to leave, hoping to catch up with Nietzsche's ghost. Until she left the forest, she didn't see his figure.
She ran down the path for a while, but there was still no one to be seen. She had to slow down...... Actually, it's better not to catch up with him, she is now a contradiction, otherwise, she will speak incoherently.
It was noon when she got home, and the first thing she did when she entered the house was to drink water, and she was so thirsty, just as she longed for the ghost of Nietzsche, and the body and mind belonged to her. So...... From the bottom of her bones, she hopes that the day after tomorrow will come soon. She was a little eager to meet him, to hear his murderous stories, to linger with him, as if this was the balance of her life...... Help her forget all the unhappiness of the past. His every move would be a cure for her wounds. She had to admit that she couldn't do without him anymore. But it is also possible that she has fallen, just like the scarred earth trampled by humans, and one day, because there are too many wounds, it will deteriorate into pieces.
To be obsessed with something or someone is to believe that something or someone satisfies you and keeps you alive. Lin Jingdu's fascination with Nietzsche's ghost made her no longer lifeless, and she was always shrouded in happiness.
After drinking enough boiled water, she poured another drink, put it on the coffee table, and then lay down on the sofa, enjoying the quiet days of no one disturbing her, reminiscing about her interactions with Nietzsche's ghost......
Gradually, she fell asleep with a pleasant smile on the corner of her mouth.
Love is too strong to hide for a long time. Deny it, and bear the consequences; Acknowledging it and confiding in it can be humbling. Love is so ambiguous and elusive. When Rui Qi got drunk, she said this sensational thing to his good neighbor and good friend Luo Fei.
Luo Fei saw that Rui Qi was sad for a girl he couldn't get, and was drunk because of it.
Luo Fei asked him if he had a crush on that girl? All he said was that he couldn't find her anywhere.
Rui Qi couldn't find Lin Jingdu, so she brought Luo Fei and drank with him, not wanting to get drunk as soon as he drank, people who were worried in their hearts, as soon as their bodies touched alcohol, they would be "defeated" by it, so that they would be numb, dizzy, and even unconscious.
Rui Qi's drunken bitter bile was vomited out, looking painful, Luo Fei had to send him home, although he was too drunk to say a complete sentence, but he kept reading Lin Jingdu's name in his mouth. This made Luo Fei understand that he was in love with Lin Jingdu, the girl he saved.
Lin Jingdu seemed to hear someone calling her, and woke up suddenly.
She dreamed, dreamed of the ghost of Nietzsche, who, after making love to her, suddenly grew wings and flew away, disappearing in an instant, only to hear him calling her name in a distant place.
A wave of loss...... She feared that Nietzsche's ghost would one day suddenly leave her. In that way, their fate will only be a bubble in front of them, and empty flowers in their dreams.