"Mother." Jing Hu was coquettish, bent down and rubbed Concubine Xu's hand with his face, "Don't drive me away, if you think I'm annoyed, I'll just say less." ”

"You only have me and my eldest brother, two children, the eldest brother is far away in Hebei, I can't leave you anymore. What's more, now that we have a quarrel with my second aunt, I always feel weird when we go to live with my grandmother's house. ”

Concubine Xu gently stroked her sideburns, "You just have to rest assured, Jiahe Xu family is not the only one in your second uncle's room." ”

"About Xu Yanjia, I have already written a long letter to send someone to Jiangnan, and your grandmother and grandfather should not think that it is your fault. All you have to do is get along with your cousin and do what you want. ”

Jinghu subconsciously said: "'Should not feel'?" Didn't my mother receive letters from her grandfather and grandmother? Didn't they say it in the letter? ”

Concubine Xu's expression was slightly unnatural, "Naturally not, it's the concubine who is confused." In short, you don't have to worry about these things, if the mother concubine can get better, you will go down to Jiangnan, if not, you will accompany the mother concubine at home, how about it? ”

Jinghu felt that her mother was really strange today, and the matter of letting her go to Jiangnan was obviously her temporary intention. This is not her usual style of doing things.

The last time she decided to let her go to Jiangnan, she discussed with the king of Yongning County for several days, and she almost changed her mind when she came.

Why is it so simple this time?

"But this kind of thing is not something that the mother concubine can call the shots alone, and you have to get your father to agree."

Now that the relationship between their mother and daughter and the king of Yongning County is not good, do they want to let the mother concubine beg her father for her affairs?

They have been husband and wife for 20 years and have walked through half of their lives hand in hand. can be regarded as a deep and righteous relationship, and the two are happy, turning the real wife and princess into a tragedy.

Of course, this princess of Yujun and the woman in the palace of Yongning County who belonged to the king of Yongning County were not a good thing, even for Jing Xun.

But even such a friendship is still so fragile in the face of some unwarranted things. A concubine is a concubine, and she is not qualified to sit on an equal footing with her husband and master and discuss a matter on an equal footing.

Concubine Xu was already sick, and Jinghu would not fail to understand that she was actually sick with her heart. She probably loved her father very much, and it hadn't changed for so many years, perhaps because of habit, because of everything he brought her, because the bonds of her children gradually deepened her dependence on him.

But what my father did this time threw her out for the sake of profit, which really made the mother concubine feel cold.

Since it is a heart disease, there is no symptomatic medicine, she will not get better, and Jinghu will not leave her.

Concubine Xu comforted her, "You don't have to worry about such a thing. After so many years of being with your father, the concubine still touches his temperament. ”

"You've been in Yanjing, and you can't please him for anything, so it's better to just let you go to Jiangnan and come back when these things fade. You can rest assured, your father will not be so ruthless to your mother. ”

"Even if the love is fading, there is always a habit, which woman in the palace of Yongning County can understand him better than me, and make him feel more at ease."

When she said this, she inexplicably had some of the most favored and beautiful complexions of the year, which inexplicably made Jinghu feel a little relieved.

As long as the heart is not discouraged, there will never be much of a problem.

In the past, she envied the relationship between her father and her mother, and she always felt that they loved each other, so they could come to this day. Even if some transgressions hurt others, people are always selfish.

But today, after these few months, she suddenly felt that her father might not love her mother. Maybe they once loved, but this love faded with time, or after all, it couldn't cover the immediate benefits, so it was their mother's and daughter's turn to be the ones who were hurt.

If this is the case, the feelings between each other are not equal, and they will even be used, and her mother is in love with an unworthy person.

It's not worth it for a lifetime, and it can't be thought of at all.

Jinghu was inexplicably a little depressed, and Concubine Xu also sensed her emotions, sat up straighter, and held her gently in her arms.

"There is no need to be reluctant to give up the mother concubine like this, the mother concubine has lived in this county palace all her life, longer than the one who stayed in her own house before."

She said "her own home", the Jiahe Xu family, and the home with her parents and brothers. has been married for more than 20 years, and she still feels that it is home, and speaking of which, she has also had some failures over the years.

"My mother also felt that she was reluctant to part with my little Jiaojiao, and she wanted to take you with her for the rest of her life, so as not to let you suffer a little grievance. But in life, there is nothing that lasts for a lifetime. ”

"Your grandfather and grandmother have two sons, but I am the only daughter. It's not that I want to marry thousands of miles to Yanjing, and I can't see each other once in more than ten years. ”

She patted Jinghu's back gently, like when she was a child.

"If it weren't for your father suddenly mentioning your family affairs this time, my mother really wouldn't have noticed that you had grown so big. Children will leave their parents one day, but the mother concubine is reluctant to marry you so far, so it is better to stay in Yanjing. ”

Perhaps because she felt that her emotions were really moving, she smiled again, "I can't think of it yet." When people are sick, they always feel like children, and they always miss their parents the most. ”

"But the mother concubine really can't go out of the house to go so far away, you go for the mother concubine, okay?"

Jinghu was moved by what she said, and gradually burst into tears. Perhaps there is no woman in the world who is so willing to leave her parents, marry into someone else's family, have children, and take care of housework.

As long as the parents are not too bastard, they are always attached to the family when they were born, and the time when they are young and unsorrowful is always nostalgic, and it is too painful to be sensible. She heard that the concubine called her mother's house "her own home",

Her own home, but her own home is here, in the present. But it just made her feel tired.

She longs to go back to her carefree days, and she is afraid that the future will only be worse than now, and when she gets married, there will not even be a place to be missed.

After all, there are still several years before she gets married, and since the mother miss her parents like this, let her take a good look at her.

At the beginning of the year, she deceived Ke Mingxu, saying that she was going to Jiangnan and would not come back for a long time. I didn't expect it to come true.

Jinghu secretly wiped a handful of tears, in the next few months when she was away, I hope that the mother concubine will be fine, and Ke Mingxu will also be well.