Chapter 121: Wishful thinking
"Is it well written, or is the words well written?"
The old man tiptoed close to his face, carefully observed his expression, and saw his long, curly eyelashes, which seemed to spied into the same faintly trembling heart under his chest at this moment.
Lie Changan was caught off guard by her approach, so he was naturally frightened, his heart jumped, he breathed a screen, and the whole person subconsciously took a step back.
Lie Changan always felt that today's princess was very unusual, some bold, some active, and with a thousand styles that tugged at the heartstrings......
The hometown was very satisfied with Lie Chang'an's reaction at the moment, and his expression unconsciously revealed his nervousness, which made her feel a little more confident.
The pink lips of the old house were glowing with crystal color, and they bent lightly in a beautiful arc, put down their tiptoes, and turned to face the desk again.
As she turned around lightly, Ruyu's earlobes had pale blue tassel pendants, swaying, and dancing slowly with a little wind.
Lie Chang'an's heart was slowly shaken.
The hometown shook the rice paper that said 'Chang'an has a li, and the hometown returns to Chang'an' in mid-air, and smiled with satisfaction, "Well, it's really good." ”
Lie Changan didn't know what she meant, his heart was uncertain, and he always felt that something beyond his control was going to happen.
Sure enough, the hometown put down the rice paper and looked up at him.
Those clear and bright eyes were full of him, focused and serious, with a pair of red lips, smiling, and asked him softly, "Lie Chang'an, do you like me?" ”
I really don't want to lose sleep anymore, and the days of speculation and entanglement are too difficult.
She couldn't stand it, so she had to ask all about it today.
As soon as the words fell, Lie Changan only heard a tight string in his head 'buzzing' and it broke at once.
He heard his panicked voice ringing in his head, asking himself over and over again.
How would she know?
Did she perceive anything?
Did all the shy thoughts in his heart, those wishful thoughts that shouldn't have been discovered by her?
What would she think of him? Will you hate him?
Lie Chang'an's heart tightened, he didn't dare to think about it anymore, and subconsciously quickly shook his head, "No, princess, how dare Weichen have such a greedy idea." The princess must have misunderstood. ”
Boom.
Before he heard his heart flying into the clouds, he slammed into the ground, and then drowned in the night, silently.
The hometown is full of tension and anticipation, and the excitement and excitement are like being doused by a basin of cold water falling from the sky.
She bit her lip, not wanting to reveal her amorous vulnerability in front of him, nor did she want to show the shame of having her self-esteem hit, but she still couldn't help but have a trace of hope, so she only dared to lower her head and ask again, "Really?" You really don't like me? ”
She lowered her head and bit her pale lips, but her eyes were red, her body trembled slightly, and she tried her best to suppress the sadness and sadness surging in the depths of her heart.
"Nope."
Lie Chang'an's voice was obscure, and he couldn't help but think of the queen's words in the side hall of the East Palace that day, as if all the strength of his body had been drained.
"The princess really misunderstood, Weichen didn't dare to have such an extravagant hope."
"Good!"
Raising her head, maintaining the last bit of self-esteem and calm in front of him, she laughed, "Good, good! I just want to make sure that if you don't like me, that's for the best! I'm telling you, even if you like me, I won't like you, you don't dream anymore! So, you just have to be self-aware, never be delusional! ”
Lie Chang'an's heart seemed to have been stabbed by a sharp blade, which was worse than the pain of the bloody knives he had just endured.
Lie Changan had difficulty breathing, the corners of his eyes were slightly red, and he saw her smiling so heartlessly, and when she spoke, she pierced into his deepest inferiority complex and vulnerability.
How dare he hope, how dare he hope?
Everyone was reminding him that he was just wishful thinking.
He is unworthy, and never will be.
No matter how hard he tried, as soon as he was born in a humble family, he separated them forever.
What a cruel and painful thing to fall in love with her.
He could only look at her like this forever, so close that he couldn't hug her.
Because they will never be possible.
As she said, just as he liked her, she wouldn't like him.
He's just dreaming.