Chapter 182: Feeling Down

"Not happy?" Ou Xu saw that Ran Xin was not in a good mood, and he still had a stiff face.

"No, I'm not upset, I just feel bored," Ran Xin casually made an excuse, "I've been reading in the room, I'll feel a little bored after a long time, and my mood will be a little low, it's not your problem,"

"Ran Xin," Ou Xu stared at Ran Xin's eyes without blinking, with a gentle toughness in his tone, "I said that being unhappy is being unhappy, I don't like lies,"

"I'm afraid that you think I'm too hypocritical and can't understand you," Ran Xin raised his head and saw that Ou Xu's dark eyes were staring at him without blinking.

Ran Xin felt that Ou Xu's eyes were like thousands of filaments, and through each other's gaze, they gently wrapped around their hearts, so that they could clearly feel the hot emotions he transmitted to him.

Gradually, your mood will calm down. No matter how bad the mood was, it was smoothed out by him, and it seemed that his emotions had become unimportant.

After the two of them looked at each other quietly for a moment, Ou Xu smiled softly, "Ran Xin, I said that you don't need to live carefully in front of me, you don't need to look at my face, you are my wife, I hope you can live like an ordinary woman, remember?" ”

Ran Xin's eyes were red, and tears were in his eyelashes, but he still stared at Ou Xu intently, wanting to say something but it seemed that he didn't have to say anything, because this man was the one who knew himself best.

Ran Xin smiled and nodded.

"Then why aren't you upset?" Ou Xu asked softly again.

"I want you to accompany me, I want you to stay with me all the time, I'm alone in the room, I'm not happy at all," Ran Xin lowered his head and poked the rice in the bowl with his chopsticks.

Ou Xu took Ran Xin's hand, pulled her from the side of the table to his side, let her sit on his lap and hug her, and said in a deep voice, "I'm sorry, I'm not good enough, I will try to spend as much time as possible with you in the future,"

"Well," Ran Xin felt very stable leaning on Ou Xu's shoulder, and he wanted to lean on him like this all the time, but he felt a little sorry for him in his heart.

Ran Xin knew that Ou Xu already had a lot of responsibilities on his shoulders, and now there was another one more of her. He is the kind of person who wants to be the best at everything, and in order to do everything to the best of his own, he has to sacrifice his rest time.

Just when Ran Xin's thoughts were a little scattered, Ou Xu suddenly pinched her lower back, making her instantly come back to her senses and glare at Ou Xu, "You, what are you going to do?" ”

"Eat," Ou Xu pulled the food with one hand, and the other hand was still on Ran Xin's waist, not letting her leave.

Ran Xin watched Ou Xu eat quietly, intently, and did not let go of any of his small movements.

Ran Xin looked at it, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but show a shallow smile, feeling that the time to fly forward stopped at this moment. It seems that as long as you don't move and don't look away, time will always stop at this moment.

"Have you enjoyed it?" After eating, Ou Xu put down his chopsticks and looked sideways at Ran Xin, who had already seen that he had seen God.

Ran Xin came back to his senses and kissed Ou Xu's cheek with a smile, "I can't see enough, you feed me, I'll continue to watch,"

"Yes," Ou Xu reached out and brought Ran Xin's food on the other side of the table to him, and fed Ran Xin with a spoon.

Ran Xin opened his mouth and ate his meal with great enjoyment. Thinking of the nervous appearance of Ou Xu, who was still Sangshang, he used to sit in front of him, and he still sighed in his heart that all this is incredible now.

"In the past, when I was in the villa, I would always be a little nervous when I sat in front of you to eat, and I didn't know which words or actions I would make you unhappy," Ran Xin couldn't help but sigh, "Now I can actually enjoy you feeding me, it's really like a dream,"

"Am I ever that scary?" Ou Xu also remembered that Ran Xin always looked cautious in front of him before, and he felt prickly in his heart.

"It's not terrible, it should be said that it is majestic and arrogant, and it looks like it's not easy to get close to," Ran Xin thought about Ou Xu's previous appearance, "I just feel that there is always a cold air on your body, as if you will be frozen to death if you get a little closer,"

"And you're still leaning in?" A trace of sadness flashed in Ou Xu's eyes.

"Because I like to be close to you," Ran Xin wrapped his arm around Ou Xu's neck, "I just like your cold appearance, you feel very strong and reliable,"

"Silly," Ou Xu put down the spoon in his hand and hugged Ran Xin.

If it weren't for Ran Xin's appearance, Ou Xu felt that he would always be like that. Use indifference and arrogance to cover up your inferiority complex and lonely heart.

In fact, since the death of Commander You, Ou Xu felt that he no longer had anyone to confide into.

No matter how many people gather around him, he is still lonely, because those people are just his subordinates, how can he show them his weakness and inferiority.

Now, Ou Xu feels that although he still needs to be strong, he is no longer lonely, all his secrets can be shared with Ran Xin, and he is no longer walking alone on the thorny road.

Because there is one more person by your side, even if there are still thorns in front of you, it feels like walking on a splendid avenue full of sunshine.

"I'm not stupid," Ran Xin protested unhappily.

"Well, it's not stupid, it's smart," Ou Xu teased Ran Xin.

Ran Xin punched Ou Xu in the cheek.

Ou Xu held Ran Xin's hand with one hand, put it to his lips and kissed it.

Ran Xin looked at Ou Xu's kissing his hand very reverently, and his heart seemed to turn into a pool of spring water, with every move of Ou Xu, there were layers of ripples.

"Ou Xu, we," Ran Xin lowered his head and whispered in Ou Xu's ear with some hesitation, "If we had a child, would you like it?" ”

"Do you mean now?" Ou Xu's gaze unconsciously moved to the position of Ran Xin's lower abdomen.

"Isn't it appropriate?" Ran Xin wanted to try Ou Xu's view of children.

"It's not inappropriate, it's just that I'm too busy during this time to take care of you, and I think your body also needs to recuperate, and I have been in the military camp before and haven't taken care of it well," Ou Xu was very worried about Ran Xin's body.

Ran Xin put his arms around Ou Xu's neck, buried his face in his shoulder socket, and did not speak.

Ou Xu felt that Ran Xin was a little wrong, patted Ran Xin's back, and asked softly, "Ran Xin, what's wrong with you?" ”

"Do you like children? If we don't have children forever, will you dislike me? Ran Xin's voice trembled slightly, and he felt like he was about to cry at any time.

Ou Xu frowned, helped Ran Xin up, and put one hand against Ran Xin's chin, so that she could look at herself, "Ran Xin, what happened?" Why mention children? ”