Lu Yuxin estimated that I wouldn't be able to answer for a while, so while starting the car, she said to me: "It's okay, at least there is still a year, you think about it carefully." ”

Let's not talk about the annual salary, buying a house and a car for me is absolutely full of irresistible temptation, our village works outside, the best mix, that is, to be able to buy a house with an installment mortgage in the county, to be able to own a three-bedroom and two-hall house in the city, is the original dream of my life.

Although I am full of blind confidence in my future, like all young people, I really put it into practice, if I don't have a debt for my whole family, not to mention that I can't afford to buy a house and a car in my first year, at least not as happy as I am now.

Especially if I can bring my parents next year and let them enjoy their happy old age as much as possible, I really can't find a reason to refuse Lu Yuxin.

Although I know that once I promise Lu Yuxin, my life will completely deviate from the dream of my youth, and it will also make my parents' hopes disappointed, the poverty of several generations has made me deeply influenced by my parents' thoughts since I was a child, and the biggest dream in this life is to be able to be admitted to university, return to my hometown after graduation to be a village cadre, and then climb up one level at a time.

And after accepting Lu Yuxin's conditions, I will definitely become Ah Long, Leopard, at most a person like Brother Song, although rich and powerful, but I can't achieve the effect of glorifying our ancestors in the countryside.

In the countryside far away from the city, what we envy most is the person who is a cadre and eats the national meal, and a deputy county magistrate once visited our village once, and as a result, the whole village was excited about this for several years, and when he met people, he showed off that he had seen a big leader and a county magistrate.

Of course, as long as I can let my parents enter the city as soon as possible, let alone Brother Song, even if I become a person like Ah Long and Leopard, I will admit it, the problem is that the person who made the conditions is Lu Yuxin.

My fear is that after I had compared her to my elders, in her disappointment, she began to put a long line on me to catch big fish, keeping me by her side and giving me constant grace.

If she just wants me to protect my safety, even if it is to fight for territory, I am willing, the problem is that I am afraid, that is, she has ulterior motives for me, once she traps me, what if she wants to marry me?

I don't think she's old, and I don't care if she's married, the question is what about my cousin? If the relationship between me and Lu Yuxin really develops to that point, will I still be worthy of my cousin and uncle? They were kind enough to take me in, but in the end, they turned into a wolf in the house.

Not to mention anything else, at least my parents will never accept it, if they know that everything about me is given by Lu Yuxin, and I especially want to marry her, let alone come to live in the city, it is estimated that the two old people will never recognize me as a son again.

So I have decided that I absolutely cannot accept Lu Yuxin's conditions, but I can't say it clearly now, once I am admitted to the university and leave, everything will be done, and as for her kindness to me, I can only wait for the opportunity to return in the future.

Along the way, we didn't seem to have any more topics, and the atmosphere seemed a little awkward. Lu Yuxin drove the car downstairs to the community and waited for me, after I went upstairs and came down with my schoolbag, she handed me a hat to put on, obviously, this was when I went upstairs, she drove out to buy it.

To be honest, as long as she doesn't think that way about me, I think she thinks she's one of the best and kindest women in the world.

At least for now, apart from my mother, she is the only woman who cares for me in such a nuanced manner.

Lu Yuxin sent me to the school gate and left, I walked into the school just happened to meet Leng Xin, she was from the office building about to walk towards the classroom.

"Hello Teacher Leng!" I greeted her respectfully.

Leng Xin nodded at me and asked, "Hey, how do you put on your hat?" ”

"Oh, I got a little brick on the top of my head."

"Ah, are you alright?"

"It's fine."

"Be careful on the road in the future." Leng Xin thought that I was on the way and was hit by something falling from upstairs, and then she suddenly reminded me: "Zhang Guodong, it's time to change your cloth shoes." ”

When I looked at it, it was probably because I kicked those guys so hard that my little toes were about to pop out.

"Yes."

I replied with a flushed cheek, and quickly turned around and ran towards the classroom, thinking: What a shame, I forgot to buy my mobile phone, and now these shoes make her laugh again, why tomorrow the labor and management will wear the leather shoes of the old man's head to school.

When I ran into the classroom, I just remembered the class bell, and when I saw that I was wearing a hat, he immediately praised: "Yo, the boss is wearing a hat?" Cool! ”

I smiled, ran to my seat and sat down, and shoved my bag into a drawer, only to find that there seemed to be something inside, and when I reached out, it looked like a plastic bag wrapped in a shoebox.

At this time, Leng Xin was already standing at the door of the classroom, looking at me intentionally or unintentionally.

I quietly took out the plastic bag and opened it, it was indeed a shoebox, and when I opened the shoebox, I saw that what was placed on it was an invoice from an Adidas store: 1,200 yuan.

Halo, this is a pair of casual shoes of the Adidas brand.

I hurriedly stuffed it into the drawer, and saw that Leng Xin was already standing on the podium, thinking that I was downstairs just now, and she suddenly reminded me to change my shoes inexplicably, could it be that she gave these shoes?

A pair of casual shoes for 1,200 yuan, except for the little rich man and Song Nina, everyone else in the class seems to be unable to wear them, and except for Leng Xin, I really can't think of anyone who will give me such good shoes.

I suddenly felt that there were still words written on the back of the invoice, so I quickly put it over and looked at it, but it was a poem

Silence!

Hide it well,

their own feelings,

There is also yearning.

Let them be in the depths of the heart,

Rise, fall, reverberate.

You should look at them silently,

It's like admiring the starlight in the night sky.

Silence!

Judging from the moral of this poem, I believe that this pair of shoes was given by Leng Xin, how much this poem fits the relationship between me and her, she is not telling me to accept her gift as if nothing happened.

I think, probably she was also conquered by my superb martial arts, and if I can impress Lu Yuxin, I can naturally impress her.

And as a teacher, after I transferred my feelings for Lu Yuxin to her, intentionally or unintentionally, I looked at her differently, and she must be able to see that I had fallen in love with her, so I used these shoes as a medium to remind me not to go crazy, which will delay my studies and affect her reputation.

Since I cannot, is unwilling, or afraid to accept my affection, and at the same time, in order not to hurt my pride, to give me such a precious pair of shoes, and to include such a poem, is it not just right to comfort my adolescent impulses?

Her intentions couldn't have been simpler: to send me shoes to prove that she understands my heart. Write me poems and let me hide my fantasies that I shouldn't have.

But I was even more excited, and even my blood was boiling.

I think Leng Xin may not know that the more she wants to solve this problem so rationally in the rebellious adolescence of me, the more it stimulates my irrational crazy pursuit.

At this moment, I noticed that Song Nina kept glancing at me from the corner of her eye, and when I looked up at her, she lowered her head in a panic, and her pretty face was crimson.

Seeing her like that, I'm a little blindsided: Leng Xin gave me a gift, what was she nervous about?

Then I thought, was Leng Xin seen it when she stuffed the shoes into the drawer at noon? If this thing is revealed, how can Leng Xin, the head teacher, still be the head teacher?

I hid the invoice, carefully tucked my bag into a drawer, and then touched Nina Song with my knee, and when the corner of her eye glanced this way, I leaned over her and whispered a warning to her, "Don't talk nonsense!" ”

After speaking, I sat up straight, looked straight ahead, and watched Leng Xin lecture with relish, and the corner of my eye was also observing Song Nina's reaction.

Song Nina nodded quietly, and after a while, the flush on her face subsided.

Leng Xin, as usual, told us about the key points of the review, because before the cultural class exam, we also had to take the professional exam, and even had to go to the provincial capital to take the school exam, so she guided us on how to resolve the contradiction between the cultural class and the major.

Her lectures are very vivid and can capture the hearts of the students, I usually pay attention and listen carefully, but today is different, my attention is completely focused on her appearance, and I think she is becoming more and more beautiful, although she is not as young as Lu Yuxin, but she is definitely rich in the outstanding demeanor unique to mature women.

Especially when I thought of the pair of shoes she gave me in the drawer, I was thinking about what I should buy her as a gift throughout the class.

Whenever Leng Xin is in class, everyone is very quiet, because she is the head teacher and a cold-faced killer, if you desert, she will stare at you, and then she will stand at your desk to give a lecture, and she is often taken care of by her like this, not to mention other classmates.

So every time everyone is very serious, sitting in their seats and not moving.

Song Nina is even more so, not to mention class, even if she spends most of the time after class, she sits motionless in her seat, in addition to being the class flower of her class, she is also surprisingly cold and disdainful of socializing with other students in the class.

But today, I don't know what's going on, her small ass, as if she had been pierced with nails, looks uncomfortable, I can't help but glance at her a few times, and every time I glance at her, her face turns crimson.

I wondered, even if she saw Leng Xin give me these shoes, I didn't say anything, did she need to fidget like Sun Wukong?

I never dreamed that God had played a big joke on me, maybe I was obsessed with Leng Xin, and I actually ignored anyone else around me.

Later, I found out that the shoes I kept in the drawer were actually given by Song Nina.