In short, she was also smiling helplessly in her heart, secretly sweating for Gao Ruohan, thinking: There must be trouble in this, and I don't know if their wedding will be held normally? Will there be any unexpected mess? Will this seemingly good thing happen because of this?

But fortunately, his mother didn't come with him, otherwise what would this be? Dafang came to Xingshi to ask for guilt?

The butterfly was dumbfounded when she thought about it.

I feel that it is better to leave this place early and return to my own corner of the place.

She was the first to offer to leave the table and go back, under the pretext that she had to wake up early tomorrow and had an interview to attend.

Gao Ruohan's mind was confused, and he couldn't take care of butterflies. Bi Yuchen is focused on his son at the moment, and naturally he has no time for Butterfly, a girl who has nothing to do with it at all, and Butterfly quickly got out. However, Bi Lin took the initiative to send her, which surprised the butterfly. When she arrived at the door, the butterfly didn't want him to send it, and went downstairs like she ran away.

Bi Yuchen pulled his son to sit there, and Bi Lin could see that his father's eyes were flashing with tears.

Their father and son have been separated since childhood, and now more than ten years have passed in the blink of an eye. Bi Yuchen's memory of his son was still a little boy when he was studying, no taller than a desk, and his temper was as strong as his own.

In a flash, his son has become such a handsome young man, and his demeanor can vaguely feel what he looked like when he was studying, but the difference is that his son is more talented and talented than himself, and his qualifications are brilliant.

I can't help but be moved, but also gratified, more of the quiet father-son affection, when I think of the fact that I have left him for so many years, I feel very guilty and self-blame, this heart is happy and worried.

That night, Gao Ruohan washed the dishes in the kitchen, and said goodbye to Bi Yuchen and went home, Bi Yuchen wanted to keep her, but Gao Ruohan said, your father and son haven't seen each other for more than ten years, you should have a good chat, and I'd better go back.

Bi Yuchen listened and pondered for a moment, Gao Ruohan said the same, he really wanted to be alone with his son for a while, so he squeezed Gao Ruohan's hand and said: Then tonight, you can go back by yourself, I, call you tomorrow.

Gao Ruohan looked deeply into his eyes, nodded and said, "Okay, call me tomorrow."

The next night, Gao Ruohan suddenly ran to Butterfly uninvited, holding a lot of cooked vegetables she bought, Butterfly opened the door and saw her carrying a few bags of food, she was stunned, Gao Ruohan smiled and said: Don't you mind having a few drinks with me tonight?

Butterfly looked at her, then nodded and said, "Come in." ”

Gao Ruohan hurriedly changed his shoes when he entered the door, so he ran to the kitchen and began to put the dishes in pots, then took the dishes, looked at them for a long time, and finally asked the butterfly with a wry smile: "You don't even have a table here, where do you think these dishes are put to eat?" ”

Butterfly took out a small round table from the balcony and placed it in the hall, and the two of them gathered around the small round table with a futon and drank silently.

Gao Ruohan's expression was complicated, and he poured a few glasses of wine alone. The butterfly took a shallow sip and looked at her, her thoughts, the butterfly naturally knew, but she didn't say it, and the butterfly was not easy to speak.

Gao Ruohan put down the wine glass, suddenly sighed and said, "Do you know, I used to drink like this with your father back then. When you and Fan Fan were together, the two of us often drank face-to-face at night. I still practiced those drinks with your dad. ”

After saying that, she snorted and smiled bitterly, full of self-deprecation. yes, I actually mentioned the dead husband before I was about to marry another man. Butterflies can't help but be very surprised.

"Wuji, I've been worried, worried about what you're going to think of me. Am I a very bad woman? ”

"Nope." The butterfly whispered, "I never have." ”

She raised her resentful eyes and looked at the butterfly, as if she didn't believe it, but she also seemed grateful. Swallowing the wine in his mouth, he said, "I really didn't expect you to understand me like that." When I told you about this, I had a big inner struggle. I also wondered if I should choose to remarry, and you said, was it wrong for me to do so? ”

Butterfly was also inexplicably sad when she heard this, and she didn't know what to say for a while. He raised his glass and took a big sip of wine, and then said bitterly: "You're going to get married, why do you suddenly say that?" ”

Gao Ruohan's eyes drifted into the distance like clouds, looked at the sky outside the balcony, and whispered: "I didn't sleep all night yesterday, I've been thinking about this all night, maybe I shouldn't be like this at all." You know, I'm like you, in this city, and I don't have any real relatives at all—" She choked up suddenly.

Butterfly knew it, and when she showed up at her door in despair and said that she wanted to drink with herself, Butterfly understood that this woman was as lonely and lonely as herself. In this city, she really can't find a second person to complain to.

Butterfly suddenly grinned and said, "We can be regarded as relatives." ”

Gao Ruohan's eyes lit up, as if a candle had suddenly lit in the dark room, although it was faint, but at least there was still light.

"Do you really think so?"

"Nature."

"Okay, it's still our responsibility, let's drink!"

Butterfly couldn't help but want to cry when she heard it, after so many years, no one called her by her nickname like this anymore. It used to be like this for her dad to call her, blame, blame.

Fan Fan likes to call her extreme, or directly a numb baby.

The diving bird originally called her Teacher He, which felt weird, but then after getting acquainted with it, she changed her name to Wuji, and then I didn't know why, and suddenly called her a girl.

In fact, he debuted earlier than him, and when he opened his mouth to Mr. He, he really made Wuji very useful.

Today, I suddenly heard the nickname again, and it was really indescribable emotion and affection.

"Blame, you know, in those years, I almost divorced your father, maybe you don't know what happened between us."

Why did she mention this suddenly, Butterfly didn't know what had happened between them, and she didn't want to know.

"It's all gone, let's forget it." Butterfly said comfortingly.

Butterflies just don't want to know. That time, Gao Ruohan sent all of her father's manuscripts, as well as the autobiography written by her father, but the butterfly didn't open it to read it, she didn't want to read it.

Although time has passed, there are vague memories of her childhood that make her feel unpleasant, and she does not want to see in her father's autobiography those things that can prove these past.

For so many years, she struggled to forget the past. She did it, forgetting her mother, her grandmother, and the environment in which she spent her childhood. (The first "Single Father")