Chapter 372: The Meaning of Life
Alive......
The meaning of supporting Guo Huaiyang's survival is revenge.
Since she was expelled from the school, she betrayed her relatives and suffered great sorrows in her life, how many times did she have the idea of suicide, or was pulled back by Gu Jingmo, or rescued by the wine fairy.
She didn't die, she didn't die silently and meaninglessly as Guo Huaiyang.
She Guo Huaiyang survived in one breath, just to take revenge.
The wine fairy once persuaded her to open some, just let Cen Duxiao and Fusang suffer a little, there is no need to make things too big, Fusang has a special identity, if something happens, I am afraid she will pay a greater price.
As Guo Huaiyang's suffering is just a part of her tenth tribulation, she can turn this bleak page quickly and return to the heavenly realm, and continue to be a free fairy.
But she didn't want to, and she couldn't.
Guo Huaiyang's hatred occupied most of Qionglin's mind, she found that she was less and less like the Qionglin fairy in the sky, she sometimes forgot that she was a fairy, she subconsciously regarded herself as Guo Huaiyang, and she endured all Guo Huaiyang's love and hatred.
Guo Huaiyang's life is a catastrophe that she can't overcome.
When she was born, because she was a young daughter, she enjoyed the glory of the stars holding the moon.
Just because she inadvertently grabbed a Xuantie sword on the day she turned one, Guo Jia's attitude towards her was no longer a simple love.
She has been gifted since she was a child, and she has a talent for cultivating gold magic, so Guo Jia arranged for her to practice in Huashan.
Guo Jia has been planning for many years, wanting to become the head of the Five Mountains, he wants to infiltrate his power into the other four major factions, and Guo Huaiyang, who was only five years old at the time, became a chess piece in his hands.
Guo Jia ordered her to try her best to please Yi Han and Nie Chunying, and her purpose in entering Huashan was to become the next head of Huashan one day.
For more than ten years, she did not dare to make a mistake and take half a wrong step.
She carefully maintained her image of being virtuous and virtuous, and she did win Nie Chunying's appreciation and trust.
However, the relationship she had painstakingly managed for more than ten years was destroyed in only an instant.
Her motives are impure, just because her father's fate is difficult to disobey, and she can't help herself. In the years she has been in Huashan, she asked herself, she really gave her heart.
But her sincerity is worthless in the eyes of Yi Han, Nie Chunying and Yi Shugui!
She never had the slightest trust from them!
She has never gotten any flesh and blood affection from Guo Jia and Guo Huairui!
She seems to have been born with everything, the daughter of the head of Hengshan, born with a golden spoon, but what does she have?
From the true disciple of the head of Huashan to the outcast who expelled from the master, from the sword idiot who is praised by everyone to the waste person who is spurned by everyone.
Yi Han and Nie Chunying did not bear it in the slightest.
From the proud girl of the sky to the chess pieces in her hand, from the chess pieces to the abandoned children.
Guo Jia did not hesitate.
Falling from heaven to mortality, from the top of a mountain to a cliff.
Ups and downs, ups and downs.
There have been ups and downs in her life, she actually wants to applaud, and the Doom Divine Monarch who arranged for her to go through the calamities is really a good story!
She knew that this tragedy in her life was her catastrophe and could not be real, but those unforgettable pains and heart-wrenching injuries were vivid!
Yi Han and Nie Chunying died.
Yi Shu is dead and alive, and letting him die again is just a thought of hers.
Now Fusang is also dead, dead in Cen Duxiao's arms.
She did it, whether she did it herself or not, she did it, and she managed to make Cen Duxiao lose everything.
Everyone Cen Duxiao cared about died because of herself.
was so happy, she finally let Cen Duxiao taste the pain she had experienced.
Soon, Cen Duxiao soon came to the door, and when she pulled out the demon god Yuan Shen in her body, she could destroy the entire world, and everyone would come to bury Guo Huaiyang.
Hell is too cold, and more people go to hell to be lively!
She looked up to the sky and laughed, laughing like crazy, laughing and laughing and crying.
Gu Jingmo once said: "Guo Huaiyang, I don't care who you are, I will definitely stop you and find you." ”
Amusing!
She has a clear sense of self and she never thinks of her as a good person. Doesn't she know what kind of person she is? She doesn't know why Gu Jingmo is so obsessed with wanting to change her, it's ridiculous!
She never refused to admit that Gu Jingmo had a place in her heart, but when she saw Gu Jingmo looking at her with tears in her eyes and despair, the pleasure of revenge was quickly replaced by numbness.
Is there really only hatred left in her life?
What about after today, after her revenge, and what is she going to do next?
Back to the Celestial Realm?
She has turned the world upside down, can she go back? After the Emperor of Heaven uses her, will he let her go?
She acts in the name of the Celestial Maiden, will the Celestial Maiden let her go?
Unconsciously, she is going farther and farther, she can no longer see the future, she can only live for the present.
Gu Jingmo will not forgive her, his fiery temperament would rather be broken than broken, if he can't stop her, he will die, and he may atone for her sins.
She asked, "Jingmo, I am not guilty, why do you want to atone for my sins?
She muttered in a low voice: "I fell in love with someone, I have loved him since I was a child, I just want to get the person I love, I worked hard, I fought for it, but instead of getting nothing, I lost everything." Why is it so hard to get and lose in the blink of an eye? Why should I be treated like this? Shouldn't I hate?"
Gu Jingmo just closed his eyes, and two lines of crystal tears slipped down his long eyelashes, without saying a word.
She looked at his sad and dead expression, and couldn't help but be even more angry, "If you find a short-term view, I will set foot in Xixia and kill your stupid emperor of Xixia, you know me, I can do it!"
Gu Jingmo's fingers were closed, his shoulders trembled, and when he raised his head, his eyes were moist, and there was only a hole left in his eyes.
She felt a pain in her heart for a moment, and then smiled and said, "She's coming, and when the day is over, everything, everything will be over." ”
"Come on, take Gu Gongzi down, don't let him out without the order of Ben Xianjun. ”
She raised her hand and waved, and several Terran soldiers carried the soulless Gu Jingmo down.
After her identity as a god was revealed, the emperor of Western Xia offered her as a god and Buddha, built a fairy palace for her, and obeyed her, and even Gu Jiajun was sent by her, so Gu Wei was so angry that he was seriously ill and dying in bed.
She is now above 10,000 people in Western Xia, if it weren't for Gu Jingmo's obstruction, she would have led her troops to kill Huashan a long time ago.
Speaking of which, she had some regrets, before she had time to do it herself, someone slaughtered Huashan for her, and used the resurrected Yi Shugui to kill Fusang.
Whatever the purpose of the person behind this is, the goal is at least the same as hers.
There was a roar and fighting sound outside, Qiong Lin slowly got up, and a soldier immediately came to report outside the door: "Xianjun, there is a woman in white who has broken into the hall, it is menacing, we can't stop it!"