293, Murder of a Wild Lover: Chapter 2 Betrayal (2)
Her mother was a successful businessman, who opened an underwear factory, and made a fortune by selling women's breasts===== covers and underwear==== pants.
But her mother was cold and egoistic by nature. She looked down on her husband, who worked at the Earthquake Research Institute, so she divorced him and lived alone with her daughter Lin Jingdu, and did not ask her husband for any child support. She knew that her husband's income would only go for him to fill his stomach and buy cheap toothpaste â and haggle with people until the seller got angry.
She often educates her daughter Lin Jingdu that women must break through when they are young, otherwise they will be restrained by men. Therefore, Lin Jingdu asked her mother for money and rented a house to live by herself, and she agreed. She hopes that her daughter can handle anything in life and career independently, so that it is easy to hone her will and ability.
Lin Jingdu was depressed and wanted to get away from the hustle and bustle of the city, go to a place where no one disturbed, and seek inner peace.
When her heart is calm, she can live well.
She was to live on her own for a while, like a hermit, to repair the wounds on her soul and to bring strength and stability to her shaky and disoriented heart.
She rented a high-end apartment in the suburbs, not far from the dark roads, the dark open fields, and the open nature to the left of the fields. At a distance of 100 meters, rows of townhouses stretch neatly to the foot of the mountain, forming a straight line. Behind the villa area is a deep and green valley lined with trees.
She took a cursory look at the scenery outside by the window, turned around in a very bad mood, and prepared to change into flat shoes and go for a walk in the green mountains, letting the fresh mountain breeze blow away the sorrow in her heart and clear the shadows on her heart. When she went to the shoe closet to get her shoes, she saw a book in the corner of the closet.
She picked it up casually and looked at it, it was the American writer George Sheehan's work "Ru
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The author says that when you run, the body "thinks" and makes you an artist, a hero or a saint, a return to your childhood, a uniqueness, a self-discovery.
The author also said from the bottom of his heart: "I like to be alone, I like to feel alone, away from the crowd, running on the road, which makes me feel satisfied." Loneliness is my ideal state, solitude is a state of touching heaven, I have never felt bored, and the pain caused by people is unbearable, the pain of establishing and destroying relationships, the pain of parting, the pain of being thrown away......"
Reading this, she put down the book and thought, she resonated with the author's simple words, and tugged at her heartstrings. Running alone - is the author's antidote to forgetting everything that is unsatisfactory. She decided to follow his example and made up her mind that starting tomorrow, he would get up early for a run.
She didn't go out, but sat down and read the book carefully.
She was reading without sleep when a text message interrupted her.
Rui Qi asked her if she was in a good mood.
Lin Jingdu replied politely, she is much better, don't worry!
Lin Jingdu couldn't help but be grateful, when she was the saddest, no one comforted her, thinking that she had been forgotten by the world, and she didn't want Rui Qi, who had only one side, to remember her.
Rui Qi took the trouble to text back again: It's okay, so I'm relieved.
Lin Jingdu faced his warm concern and didn't know how to answer. Perhaps silence in itself is the best answer.
She put down her phone and continued to read, but she didn't have the heart to read it anymore......
Rui Qi's voice, smile, words and deeds kept flashing in her mind, like a movie. She admits that he is one of the few perfect boys she has ever met, who is charismatic enough to conquer the world and save him at the risk of his own life.
Lin Jingdu did not hallucinate about this, thinking that he cared about her because he liked her......
At this time, she remembered Ma Zhuo.
She still couldn't forget him, she always felt that he was still by her side, and even slept together in her dreams, thinking of this, she couldn't stand the pain of losing him. This unforgettable affection forced her to kneel and be silent.
Meditate, be meditative, she cheers herself up.
She came here to live alone in search of inner balance. So, she has to try to forget all the unhappiness of the past. Maybe you will go to bed and forget everything.
She hugged the book, lay down on the couch, closed her eyes, and forced herself into a dream, tears glistening in the corners of her eyes.
On the first night of moving into a suburban apartment, Lin Jingdu slept peacefully without being disturbed.
As soon as the morning dawn arrived, Lin Jingdu was woken up by the alarm clock, and it was only half past six. She got up with all her bones, washed up, picked out a set of sportswear from her suitcase, put it on, and went out for a run according to yesterday's plan to start her sacred, heroic day. She believes that running will be the medicine for her to forget the past.
A black sports skirt with a red T-shirt and white running shoes is a perfect match, revealing the curves of her body perfectly, and the whole person looks extra energetic.
She hit the road, passing through a lavish area of townhouses and soon reaching a winding and narrow mountain road. The path was repaired and paved with cobblestones, but it has not been visited for a long time and the road surface is overgrown with weeds.
She ran, consciously riding through the dense woods. The fresh air and the beautiful sounds of birds made her feel refreshed. The rising sun shone onto her through the gaps in the layers of leaves, shining the fair skin exposed to her clothes.
She runs selflessly, and the whole world belongs to her...... Troubles, faults, and betrayals vanish.
Suddenly, she heard footsteps ahead. She was shocked, there were still people in the deserted place?
She was startled to see a man's face shining like a flame through a ray of copper-purple light, staring at her.
"I scared the hell out of you, didn't I?" Man=Stood in front of her and said, holding a handful of hazelnut flowers in his hand.
"I didn't ...... No! Lin Jingdu stammered, looking uneasy, and her forehead was slightly sweating, which was even more shiny.
The man smiled and apologized to her. But she didn't understand why he thought it was funny.
His gaze, like a hazy magic enveloping Lin Jingdu, seemed so strange, but vaguely very kind.
Lin Jingdu looked at him curiously, his eyes flickered, his face was doubtful and confused, his mouth was trembling slightly, as if he had been awakened, and his face was filled with a vivid and delicate look, like a soft twilight. It turned out that she was attracted to this beautiful foreign guy in front of her......
He had bright red lips, an elegantly contoured face, blue eyes, a calm gaze, a perfect body, and brown hair. There is a trustworthy contagion between the eyebrows, the innocence of youth, and the intimacy of purity at a glance. A sturdy and well-proportioned body, there is a beauty that captures the soul. He looked no more than twenty-four or five years old, and he was full of energy.