Chapter 208: To You Far Away (11)
He would think in a trance that it was because he really hated Chu Limo too much, disgusted with her eternally selfish behavior, and disgusting possessiveness and dominance step by step, that he would fantasize about someone who never appeared in the first place.
Waking up in the middle of the night is not pleasant, especially when you wake up and can't fall asleep.
Song Qian also got up and changed into a white coat, and in the quiet and dark night, he walked into the basement of the Song family, which is also his current medical laboratory.
All the medical equipment in the room is readily available, and the chilling thing is the row of scalpels placed next to the hospital bed, all kinds of functions and sizes, and the dim lights in the room give people a sense of fear.
It can be seen that Song Qian also reacted as usual, he is simply familiar with this place, and even makes people suspicious, even if he is blindfolded, he can clearly know the location of everything inside.
Walking to the side of the bed, Song Qian also raised his hand, and the surgical light directly above the bed instantly lit up, even Song Qian could not avoid the state of instant contraction of pupils, because of the stimulation of strong light.
The discomfort caused by the bright light was only for a moment, and when I looked at the room after getting used to it, I saw that the room was surrounded by transparent glass jars, which contained all kinds of dismembered corpses, but these were all animal corpses.
But this is enough to make people frightened, at this time there is still a rabbit corpse fixed on the hospital bed, this rabbit has already lost its breath for a long time, Song Qian also skillfully put on gloves, Xin Chang fingers flexibly picked up the scalpel of the right size, as if treating a work of art, began to cut the rabbit's abdomen.
It should have been a cruel and bloody scene, but under Song Qianyi's actions, it looked a little pleasing to the eye, and sure enough, if people are good-looking, they will be a little more tolerant.
But in an instant, the rabbit's abdomen has been perfectly cut, and the internal organs are clearly presented in front of him, although Song Qian is also the chief surgeon, but the indifferent aura that has never changed in this eyebrow is also a little too strange.
If you look closely, you will find that Song Qian did not have half pity and hesitation when he dissected, but there seemed to be a faint excitement in the depths of his eyes, which made his indifferent and ruthless face instantly become evil.
Song Qian also has a secret that has never been revealed, that is, the kidnapping eight years ago was not left in him without half of the sequelae, eight years ago, he was just an adult teenager, and he had not yet entered the society.
In the first few days of being thrown into the sea, not to mention the methods of torture, it was enough to say that a few days in a dark room were enough to break people, and it was not these physical tortures that caused his mental distortion in the end, but finally before he was about to fall into the sea, he heard the voice of the Lord, it was his cousin, who had taken good care of him since childhood.
He has always been smart, and when he was very young, he knew that there were many brothers and sisters in the family, and everyone coveted that position, so he immediately stated that he would not compete with them for that position, and he preferred medicine, which was to save lives and help the wounded, and to treat the sick and save people.
He hoped that he could exchange their trust in this form, in exchange for the care of his relatives who should have been the most ordinary, but when he heard his cousin's voice when he was most desperate, it should have rekindled his hope, and hearing the content clearly could be regarded as completely sending him to hell, and in an instant, those few good memories from childhood to adulthood were imprinted with a big question mark in Song Qianyi's heart.
The experience of going between life and death is not something that anyone can have, when he fell into the sea and was rescued, he no longer believed in all the brothers and sisters in the family, and he finally understood that giving up would not reassure them, but would only give them more opportunities to attack themselves.
So although he clearly felt his psychological changes, he never exposed them in front of anyone, making them think that they were just overly frightened by falling into the water, and they would be fine after resting.
Later, when he finally had the ability to protect himself from the control of the family, the psychological wound had already become a scar that would never heal, and he had also seen a psychiatrist once, but the words spoken by the psychiatrist were not much different from what he usually looked up by himself.
Zuo said that these are all heart diseases, and if you want to recover, you have to look at your own efforts.
Song Qian also liked medical skills at the beginning, but he simply liked it, but now he has more other likes in this liking, he likes the feeling of dissolving corpses, and prefers the touch of a cold scalpel scratching the surface of the skin.
He is afraid of the dark, but he doesn't like light, when he was rescued from the sea, from the time he felt that his psychological problems had lost the brightness of his life, no matter how beautiful he was on the outside, he had already rotted on the inside.
Sometimes he suddenly can't restrain his emotions, at this time, only dissection can calm him down, so the Song family has such an underground research room, as he grows up, there are more and more times when this emotion is out of control, so Song Qian also transferred to the position of the chief surgeon, only in this way can he have the opportunity to control the scalpel on people's bodies.
The carcasses of the animals were almost no longer satisfying him, and he knew that the situation would get worse and worse if he continued to do so, and he would go crazy sooner or later if he couldn't think of a solution, but he couldn't help it.
The memory of the day of the storm, which he dreamed about almost every day at first, slowly faded as he moved to the position of surgeon.
That day was the most terrifying memory in his life, but Song Qian was able to survive until now without collapsing because of the only memory of that day, or the memory of that day I don't know if it was an illusion, and that person.
Even if Song Qian kept thinking in his mind, his subordinates didn't panic at all, a rabbit was dismembered cleanly, and some people were born with talents that ordinary people didn't have, and they couldn't envy them.
With the end of the dissection, Song Qianyi's mood also stabilized, and he quietly put the rabbit in the jar and placed it around, then took off his gloves and went back to the room.
The days are still passing day by day, and Song Qian also has surgery every day, and he will be busy during the day without touching the ground.
Chu Limo ran to the hospital every day when she had nothing to do, even if she ran over, she sat alone in the hall all day, and she couldn't even see Song Qianyi's face, so she stubbornly insisted, so that she could at least see Song Qianyi when she got off work.
As for not being able to keep an eye on Song Qianyi during work, worried that someone else would come to take advantage of it, then Chu Limo was not worried at all, the reason was that as early as the early days after Song Qianyi came to this hospital, Chu Limo had already "beaten" all the creatures in the hospital that might even be of the opposite sex, so that Song Qianyi had never even seen a woman around him, the only one was Chu Limo.
has been like this since childhood, as long as there is a girl next to Song Qianyi, even if there is only one breath and will leave, then Chu Limo will call that person out to "talk" as if he is facing a great enemy, and over time, Song Qian also has a natural appearance, and he has never made people confess when he is so big, whether it is a school or a hospital.
Although Song Qian was tired of Chu Limo interfering in his private life like this, he was also a little grateful to Chu Limo in some aspects, because if it weren't for her, he really couldn't cope with the entanglement of those women.
As for the one who was the first of those women to make him feel a little differently so far, he subconsciously ignored it, thinking that he would never have the opportunity to meet again in the future.
Yun Sheng looked at the ipad in her hand in the villa boringly, in addition to knowing Song Qianyi from Yunxi's mouth these days, she was always willing to find information about him on the Internet, although his information on the Internet was pitiful, but in addition to the genuine report, there were other channels Yun Sheng did not miss it, and it was not a small amount to sort it out.
The Chu Limo I saw that day was a difficult person to deal with, not that she was really powerful, or that Yun Sheng was afraid of her, but according to the original owner's temperament, she was obviously not that person's opponent, so she naturally couldn't break down the character indiscriminately, so if you want to see Song Qianyi again, you still have to look for opportunities, and it is not a waste of time to collect information during this time.
Although Yunxi goes to work every day, he is still worried that his sister is not dead to Song Qian, although his sister successfully changed the topic that day, he can remember that his sister did not really answer his advice, she has been like this since she was a child, she will not lie, but when she encounters a question that she doesn't want to answer, she will change the topic, and then this question will be avoided.
But after a few days of observation, Yunxi found that his sister may have really listened, even if he knew the address of the hospital where Song Qianyi was, he didn't take the initiative to go to the door to find it, when he thought of this, Yunxi was almost moved to cry, feeling that his sister was so well-behaved, he couldn't stand it.
has been responding to Yunsheng's requests for several days, which makes Yunsheng a little foggy, and I don't know what good things Yunxi has encountered recently.
If he knew that Yunxi was happy because of this, Yun Sheng would definitely laugh, and then tell him that it was not her who should be thanked, but Chu Limo.
The opportunity to see Song Qianyi again is not good, and at present, Yun Sheng does not want to confront Chu Limo head-on, so he can only let 109 pay close attention to Chu Limo's movements.
Finally, this day made her wait.
Yunxi pulled the suitcase, with an uneasy expression on his face, and looked back as he walked out, and he couldn't wait to go out two steps and take three steps back.
"Sheng'er, I really can't push away the matter of going abroad this time, otherwise I will definitely not be able to rest assured that you will stay at home alone."
Yun Sheng looked at Yunxi's sticky appearance and comforted: "Brother, don't worry, I've grown up, and it's not good to live among humans now, and the time is not short, so I can take care of myself." It's just that my brother must pay attention to safety when he goes abroad, go early and return early. ”