Chapter 446: A Chill in the Heart, Like a Flower Boy
Bi Lin turned his head and saw that it was a butterfly, and responded in a low voice: Sister, why are you here?
The butterfly sat down beside him gently, looking at him intently, feeling a little uncomfortable, just these days have not been seen, how bright and lively a boy was at the beginning, in a blink of an eye, he was thin and out of shape, his eyes were down, his eyes were stunned, not at all like the bright eyes that he had seen every time he saw him before.
The cheekbones that were originally invisible bulged out, and the plump and handsome face seemed to have been sucked dry by something, and some of them were terribly deformed.
Those eyebrows, what handsome eyebrows, completely lifeless, is this still a boy in his prime?
The butterfly looked at it for a while, and her heart was cold.
Sometimes emotions can indeed be infected, butterflies were originally in a good mood, and at noon I ate a big bowl of delicious eel shreds, as well as sweet and sour short ribs with just the right taste, and a mix of arhats with oil and water, and the stomach was very full and full, so I was in a good mood.
But now, looking at Bi Lin's ruined appearance, he is like an abandoned person who has no thoughts of life, all thoughts are discouraged, and he is inexplicably sad in his heart.
The butterfly slowly stretched out her hand and tentatively pressed it on his hand, but he didn't react at all, and the butterfly took advantage of the situation to squeeze his hand, and his fingers were cold and cold, and there was no warmth at all. Like his face, it was bloodless.
Butterfly reluctantly endured it and said: Sister hasn't seen you for a long time, you won't blame me, right? You know, my sister has a boy to take care of, so she can't go all the way to Dock Ting to see you.
Bi Lin suddenly grinned, laughing miserably, even more embarrassing than crying, and said: I know, it's okay, I haven't been back to Huawu Apple for a long time. I'm not working there anymore. You don't have to go in the future.
When the butterfly heard this, her heart suddenly tightened, why should she be guided there? Isn't the mention of Huawu Apple inexplicably regaining sadness? Butterfly blamed herself for a while, and she was very worried, afraid that it would make Bi Lin miserable again.
looked at him timidly, he looked calm, maybe after all, some days have passed, not like when he just received the news.
Although man is an emotional animal, his control of emotions is the highest of all animals. People can overcome all kinds of emotional distress, fear, sadness, panic and greed.
Bi Lin suddenly said: I like Xiao Zhikite very much, I remember him, he looks so beautiful, very much like his sister. The last time I saw him was in Huawu Apple, it was the Mid-Autumn Festival, so let's enjoy the moon together. I also took him on a boating trip and picked a lot of shower heads. Oh, by the way, it seems that Uncle Zhuang was also there that time, and it was your family who came together. Everyone admires the moon and drinks together, the moonlight in the mountains is better than in the city, and the moon is bigger and rounder. Is he here today?
Butterfly was a little choked up when he listened, why did he mention Zhuang Yousheng? gratuitously evoked a lot of unspeakable things in the hearts of butterflies. At that time, when he learned that Zhuang Yousheng might not wake up from a long sleep, the butterfly still remained calm, but in fact, this was also pretending and holding on. What could she do? She also has a babbling child by her side, and she must fight to get on with this life.
Later, the butterfly also understood a truth, it is not that you can't live without a person. It was just a moment of sadness.
You look at some loving couples, when they are first separated, they die and live one by one, but after a few years, how should they live or how to live?
That was indeed the only time Zhuang Yousheng and himself went to Huawu Apple for the Mid-Autumn Festival, and I remember it vividly. In retrospect, it was all sad and bitter, and the sweetness at that time has now become all bitter.
When I read the book, it was all bitter and tormenting, but in retrospect, it was sweet. When you are in love, you are full of sweetness, and your honey is as moisturizing as oil, but in your memories, you can only make people break their hearts and intestines, and it is difficult to control themselves.
Life, how many experiences, sweet and bitter, but at the time, I was confused. The butterfly suddenly flashed a thought: Maybe this is not a bad thing for Bi Lin, and it may not be known.
Thinking about it, he said: He is going to school today. So I can't come, it's just my sister who came by herself today.
Bi Lin sighed lightly and said: Go to school, what grade are you in?
Butterfly Says: First grade.
Bi Lin said: Reading is still quite hard. However, I still miss the time when I was studying, and I didn't have anything else to worry about at that time.
Butterfly continued the topic and said: I also miss the time when I was studying, when my mind was full of ideals and wishes, but it was also the time when I could calm down and read books, and think about it, it was still the simple and happy people at that time. Xiaolin, you should have been a figure on the cusp of school when you were in college, right?
Bi Lin said: Where? Not really.
Butterfly smiled slightly and said: You are so handsome, there must be many people who are infatuated with you, don't lie to my sister, I won't know about this. If my sister is a few years younger, she will also be fascinated by you. To whisper, in private, my sister is definitely your fan. You may not know that my sister has been quietly watching you on your Weibo.
Bi Lin was obviously stunned, but he didn't expect the butterfly to be reading his Weibo, so he asked: My sister also reads my Weibo?
Butterfly smiled and said: Yes, I'm sorry, I joined the Weibo account you gave me last time, yes, the photos of Huawu Apple Ting taken in it are really beautiful, I didn't expect your level of photography to be good.
Bi Lin said: Really? Shoot and play casually. There aren't too many fans either.
Butterfly encouraged him, and Butterfly felt that this was the moment to divert his attention, and perhaps this was the best way to persuade people, to make him think about something else, something else that would lift his spirit. The reason why he was so suicidal was just that he got into the horns of the bull for a while, fell into delirium, and was confused.
Let's just say: Fans also need to be accumulated slowly, and those Internet celebrities on the Internet are not achieved overnight, after all, the ones that become popular overnight are fairy tales, and they don't last long? You say, don't you? To be honest, I think the photos are very good, although I have been to Huawu Apple more than once or twice, but looking at your photos is really sighing, many places are unrecognizable, and there are many places where you take more beautiful than what you see with your own eyes. This is the truth, my sister won't lie to you.
Bi Lin listened quietly, to be honest, seeing butterflies unexpectedly today made him feel a lot more comfortable, and he didn't know why, he had an indescribable closeness to this woman who was more than a round older than him, and he felt very comfortable talking to her, as clear as drinking a clear spring.
Bi Lin knows that she is a very intelligent woman, or rather, she is more cunning in some places, she will not say some long and annoying tirades, and disgusting reasons, just like her parents, put on a face of people who have come over, and blame, as if what they do is always right, and she is wrong.
In this life, in fact, the most annoying and hated thing is to be sealed in the coffin early and crucified by others.
Often parents just like to play this kind of role, and they will always say casually: I'm his mother, how many pounds and taels does he have, I don't know yet?
Butterflies like to go around something else in the clouds, and they just nod to pluck it, whether you know it or not, it's up to you. If you get bored, she will feel it immediately and naturally avoid it.
Bi Lin has also been doing this Weibo for a while, because he usually has a lot of leisure time in the valley, so he likes to walk around with his mobile phone and take some photos everywhere. Before I knew it, there were many photos of Huawu Apple stored in my mobile phone, all year round, spring, summer, autumn and winter, all kinds of scenery.
One day, I suddenly felt that it was better to put it on the Internet, and posted a Weibo so that everyone could enjoy it.
Out of excitement, he also told Butterfly about this Weibo account, but he forgot about it as soon as it happened.
He didn't expect that Butterfly had been paying attention to his Weibo and saying that his photos were taken well, and he couldn't help but feel a burst of joy in his heart. It's the only thing he's heard these days that makes him happy.