Chapter 421: Strangers Needed
Later, Leng Qinghe was still taken out by the security guard, but people didn't embarrass her, because Du Jingtian walked up to the security guard and said: It's okay, she is a friend of Du Ou.
When the security guard saw Du Jingtian, he smiled and said, "Oh, that's it, it's okay."
While they were talking, Leng Qinghe had actually left in despair, and there was only one thought swirling in her mind: Let's go, let's go, get out of here, I don't want to see anything anymore, I'm going to leave here forever, leave him-
Du Jingtian silently watched Leng Qinghe go downstairs, and couldn't help but feel a little regretful in her heart, because she actually left like this.
Du Ou over there was surprisingly calm, and what made her even more unbelievable was that Chu Jun on the side was so calm, and his expression didn't even change, what happened happened The wedding went on as usual, and the whole thing was easily solved?
This made Du Jingtian very disappointed. She looked at it for a moment, thinking about something in her head, and then turned back to her wine table.
Dad was afraid that she would be embarrassed, so he didn't arrange it for her at the main table, but deliberately arranged it at a table among the company's personnel.
Not to mention that Du Jingtian drank with others, and said that Leng Qinghe got out of the hotel, and was blown by the cold wind on the street, he suddenly felt that his brain seemed to be clearer, and he began to regret and curse himself for a while: What are you doing? How did you do such a ridiculous act? If your parents know about it, don't you scold yourself to death? Since I was a child, I have never done such an irrational thing, it is simply stupid.
She stood on the road, stomping her feet again, blaming herself, her mind seemed to be getting clearer and clearer, now that she saw the facts, Leng Qinghe suddenly became less sad.
It's as if a person has been watching a tragedy without an ending, knowing that it is a tragedy, but not knowing how sad the ending is, and suddenly seeing the result.
In this world, maybe only when you fully see the last moment, no matter what kind of tragedy, it is finally a tragic ending, maybe only in this way can you really make people die. If the heart is dead, it will not be so sad.
In an instant, Leng Qinghe felt like he had walked out of an obstacle that had enveloped him for many years. Suddenly, the blue sky and white sun in front of me suddenly bloomed, and it turned out that this was my life. In those years, I was just walking in a puzzle.
Indeed, at that moment, Leng Qinghe felt that he was not so sad. There is even a sense of relief, a heavy knot that weighs on his heart, now, is gone.
Although the solution is a bit simple and crude, it actually works.
Since there is no need to wait, there is no need to expect anything, and life does not have so many burdens and sufferings.
If you feel that you don't have to wait for someone today, tomorrow, or even in the future, will you feel a different kind of relief?
Love is a heavy burden.
Leng Qinghe called a car, told the driver the address, and left the hotel. That night, she called Meng Meng and told her that she had something to do lately and might not go to the store anymore, and asked her to take care of the things in the store more. Meng Meng was at a loss when she heard this, and wanted to ask more, why, but Leng Qinghe's tone was very cold and hard, and said that you don't ask, it's my private matter. You don't need to know that much, you just need to take care of the store.
Meng Meng innocently was touched by the cold ash of his nose, hung up the phone, and was depressed there for a long time, feeling that Leng Qinghe was not such a person before.
Leng Qinghe hung up the phone, turned off the phone, and then sorted out the clothes she needed to wear at night, and stayed in the hotel, because she was afraid that Du Ou would suddenly come to look for him, and she would never want to see Du Ou again.
In addition, she didn't want to live in the same room where she lived with Du Ou anymore, Du Ou's things were everywhere, there was his smell everywhere, and she could catch pictures of them begging for pleasure everywhere, which made her feel disgusted and tormented.
She would rather sleep in a completely unfamiliar room, all with strange breaths, strange beds, strange sheets, strange bathrooms, and strange everything.
Going out is a strange road, a strange store, a strange picture.
She needed a place where she couldn't smell the slightest hint of the cuckoo.
In this way, she has been living in a very secluded and remote chain hotel. Most of the day, I spend most of my time watching TV and surfing the Internet in my hotel room, and I go to the restaurant downstairs to eat at noon or night, and if I want to change my taste, I go to the nearby restaurant.
I woke up in the hotel alone and watched online dramas, and I watched almost all the online dramas that I didn't have time to watch before, and I wasn't interested in watching. After a period of time, I gradually felt as if my whole person had been hollowed out, and I became more and more lonely and empty.
I don't know what I should do in the future, and the feeling of being out of balance is like being thrown from a high altitude, falling rapidly, struggling with my limbs, but not knowing how to save myself.
After such an extremely depressed, somewhat self-healing quiet life, the sad emotions in Leng Qinghe's heart have gradually healed, at least when he thinks of Du Ou abandoning himself, he is no longer so sad and angry, and he will not feel such heart-wrenching pain, which seems to be acceptable. But the emptiness and emptiness in my heart are even more uncomfortable.
Suddenly, the whole life became indescribably empty because it had been detached from a life that had always existed.
She tried to forget it and make herself happier, but when night came, watching the people on the street hurrying home to reunite with their families, while she walked alone on the road to a strange hotel room, she felt a deep sense of darkness in her heart for no reason, which almost frightened her.
I was afraid to step out of the elevator alone, walk on the thick carpet with no people, walk through the long, silent and deep corridor, and then open the lonely door, there would be no one waiting for her inside, all that was waiting for her was a dark night that she didn't know how to spend.
She suddenly became very scared of the feeling of being every day.
She would rather someone quarrel with her, quarrel, even fight, all kinds of fights with each other, exhausting people are better than this calm, calm is suffocating, making people crazy.
Calm will only make you scratch yourself one by one, and no one will know your pain.
Leng Qinghe knew that this life had enough for him and had to end.
Now, she needs someone to talk to, and she needs to have an opponent, even if it's Du Ou who makes the scars she just healed burst back into blood.