Chapter 0448: He's Still Dreaming
Song Nina's feelings for me have not been for a day or two, every word she says comes from her true feelings in her heart, I have no doubt about this, but I deeply feel that I can't bear her love.
I have always been in a dilemma between her and Lu Yuxin to make the ultimate choice, and I even know very well that even Lu Yuxin has a feeling that she can't face her, and originally just wanted to take the word "drag" to let time and the reality of me and Lu Yuxin slowly dilute Song Nina's feelings for me, but the words of the dysentery completely disrupted my rhythm.
Not only do I hope to let go of myself, but more importantly, I hope that Song Nina can find a better home than me, but if her final choice is dysentery, I can't accept it anyway.
Although judging by her current state, she feels about dysentery. It can be said that it is extremely disgusting, but if I let go at this time, the desperate Song Nina will have nothing to love, and no one knows what will happen.
If the dysentery head takes advantage of the weakness, and Song Nina hates me because of jealousy, who can guarantee that she will not fall into the arms of the dysentery head, not to mention that Fang Yadan and Lu Yuxin have a very high evaluation of the dysentery head. If Nina Song really got together with dysentery out of despair, I would feel guilty and miserable for the rest of my life.
Thinking of this, I feel that what I have to do now is not to let go, but to hold Song Nina tightly in the palm of my hand.
But I also know very well that dysentery doesn't say that for no reason. Maybe seeing that Lu Yuxinmu and I have become a boat, it is a foregone conclusion, and then seeing that when I rescued Gao Xiaobing this morning, Song Nina was in love with me, and on the premise of affirming that I would not continue to develop a relationship with Song Nina, the dysentery may be holding a sympathetic heart. will be eager to try Song Nina
I asked in a low voice, "Cortana, do you know my current relationship with Lu Yuxin?"
Song Nina smiled bitterly: "I don't want to know the baby, but on the way back to school from the hospital in the morning, the three of them told me everything about you and Lu Yuxin." It is said that the scene at that time was very touching, and even Fang Yadan participated. ”
I asked tentatively, "Then what are your plans?"
Song Nina asked rhetorically: "This should be the baby asking you, no matter what, there must be a first come, first come, first come, we fall in love first, Lu Yuxin does it later, the baby doesn't say that you should kick her, at least before you get married, give the baby a fair chance to compete, isn't it?"
I don't want her to participate in Lu Yuxin's competition against me, I just don't want to profit from dysentery, as long as the college entrance examination is over, we will go our separate ways, and even if I break up with Song Nina at that time, I'm afraid that there will be no chance for dysentery.
To be honest, friends are friends, if a woman is looking for a husband, I have a very bad impression of dysentery, if it was the captain of the criminal police who said that to me today, I would feel a little better, but I never thought that the lazy toad with dysentery actually had a dream of eating swan meat, and I couldn't accept it.
"What," I whispered, "It's not that I don't want to give you a chance, I even want to hug left and right, and have you two beauties at the same time, I'm afraid you're not willing." ”
"Anyway, the baby is willing. If Lu Yuxin is unwilling, let her go. ”
It was the bell ringing for class, and I finally asked, "Are you free at night?"
Song Nina glanced at me: "It's mainly your business, the baby is free anytime and anywhere." ”
"Okay, you tell your parents about it, after the evening self-study. I'm going to the funeral home to decorate Chen Zhiqiang's mourning hall, and I want you to accompany me. ”
Song Nina nodded excitedly: "This matter is decided." ”
Originally, I planned to call the three of them after the evening self-study, but because of what the dysentery just said, I decided not to tell them about it, and in the period before the college entrance examination. Not only will I not alienate Nina Song, but I will get closer to her.
There is only one purpose, I don't want her to make a choice that I can't accept when she is emotionally out of control.
The second period is a history class, and since it has entered the general review stage, there is no new class to take. The class was in a similar state as geography class, with at least one-fifth of the students sleeping on their desks.
Song Nina also yawned, it seems that because of my business, she didn't rest well at noon, seeing her languishing, I kicked her, and she was all over.
I wrote a note to her on the manuscript paper, telling her not to slack off and strive for an excellent score in the exam, in a sense, I don't want her to go to the police academy, I hope she can go to a prestigious university.
Song Nina glanced at the note, then smiled reluctantly at me, and cheered up.
I saw that her condition was not good, so I put my hand into her pocket again, not to mention that this trick was really good, she really cheered up while her cheeks were crimson.
I wrote another sentence on the note: Don't run to the bathroom after class later.
She replied to me on the note: I hate it
Originally, I was reluctant to let go of Song Nina. Now that I have been disturbed by dysentery, I feel that Song Nina is full of advantages, and I am completely intoxicated with a smile.
Because there was no Leng Xin's class in the afternoon, the students felt that they were all passing very quickly, and when school was out in the afternoon. Song Nina originally wanted to go to the small restaurant opposite with me to eat, but I asked her to go back to eat, and by the way, I said hello to her parents, maybe I might have to go back later in the evening, maybe I won't go back.
When Song Nina heard that she might have to stay overnight, she was very excited and excited, and ran home after class.
Actually, she misunderstood what I meant, anyway, I couldn't have done her in the funeral home, I just felt that there was a lot of going on tonight, and I just wanted her to stay with me for a while without informing anyone else.
The dysentery head saw her leave after that. Immediately came to my side again and whispered to me again: "Hey, Zhang Guodong, you have to rely on your brother when it's critical, no matter what, you must give me a probe." ”
I shook my head, trying to discourage his confidence: "Please, brother, it's not that I won't help, the problem is that I can't." ”
"A few meanings"
"During the break in the last class, I took a breath for you."
The dysentery head looked very excited and asked, "What did you say?"
"I said to Song Nina, through this period of contact, I have a very good impression of you, I feel that she was a little too much to you just now, so I proposed that one day we go out for a meal together, even if it is to sing a song, she immediately turned my face and gave me three words."
"I'm not going"
"Die"
This conversation has never been seen before. I just hope that the dysentery head will give up the pursuit of Song Nina, so I fabricated a lie out of nothing.
The dysentery head is thick-skinned, and she doesn't care about this kind of blow at all, but smiles self-deprecatingly: "It is conceivable that no matter what, compared to that sister Xin in your family, she is much gentle." ”
"No, I'm a brother, how did you come up with this idea, it's definitely not me who hit you, you don't have no fun with her, it's just impossible."
"You can't say that," the dysentery explained, "It's not nice to say, if she hadn't come out with you, I wouldn't have any hope at all, and now she knows that you and Sister Xin are so good that you are close to the age to get a marriage certificate, and in despair, maybe you can leave me a crack in the door." Besides, I'm not a third party involved. It's not about grabbing food in your rice bowl, my appearance at this time is good for the three of you. Last time, Song Damei was for you, but she almost lost her life, if you go to a dead end for you again this time, how can you bear it?"
He's right. The problem is to let Song Nina follow him, I might as well let Song Nina die.
"Paralyzed," I spitted: "You're learning from Lei Feng."
"You know whether to learn Lei Feng or not," the dysentery glanced at me: "You can think about it, between Sister Xin and Song Da Beauty, you can only choose one of the two, if you don't work hard at this time, push Song Da Mei to me, and when I really get along with someone, then you just want to throw off the burden, and no one will take it."
"You just pull it down, when will it become a burden to give her a beauty. I've already mentioned it, people just shut my mouth, what do you tell me to do"
"Okay, no matter what, I have received your love, and it is my business to turn back. You just try to give us a little bit more opportunities to be together, how about it?"
"Dysentery, let's be serious." I said to him solemnly, "I think, if you want to fight to the death, for you." Fang Yadan should have a better chance than Song Nina, why can't you even see this situation clearly"
This is that the classmates in the class are basically gone, and the little rich man and the captain of the criminal police are also gone, leaving only me and him.
The dysentery took out a cigarette and lit it for me, and he lit one himself, took two puffs and said, "Honestly." I also know that Fang Yadan is better to chase than to send Song Nina. The problem is that her family is similar to mine, even if I chase her, the future life may not be much better, instead of chasing her so hard, I might as well chase Song Nina directly, even if it takes double the effort and energy, as long as I catch her, my life will be completely changed, not to mention inheriting all the family property of Brother Song, as long as he gives me a small project, I will become a small boss, and in the future, you will have to carry Sister Xin outside to eat, drink, prostitute and gamble, and I will cover all the expenses."
It seems that the heart of the dysentery head is big, he is not only a toad who wants to eat swan meat, but also has his eye on Song Nina's family property, I can't help him with this goods, once Song Nina really marries him, it is estimated that he will not only not cherish it, but will come to a home where the red flag does not fall, and the colorful flags flutter outside. Instead of that, I might as well keep Song Nina to myself.
I reached out and patted the dysentery on the shoulder and said, "That's what you said, don't regret it when the time comes."
The dysentery thought that I had agreed to him, so he jumped up from the chair happily and took a sip: "Paralyzed, the little rich man also said that you will never help me, I especially know that you are a true brother, if this thing is done, I will burn high incense for you for the rest of my life" Lost Adolescence "Lost Adolescence" for the first time."