Jiang Yun was extremely excited, she was so angry, she was breathing violently in her mouth, and her chest was rising and falling violently.

It felt like a sparrow that had been caught by accident and was about to die on a hunger strike.

Jiang Yun shouted out the words in her heart, sat on the ground with a crooked body, hid her face and cried: "I also want to live a good life, and I also want to be like everyone else." But even my own mother, for the sake of pleasing my stepfather, beat and scolded me like a drag bottle. I live in a remote farmhouse, can you imagine that when I was so old as Xiao Chen Qian, we washed our family's cotton clothes with cold water in the cold winter? Can you imagine what it was like to sleep at night, to be pulled out of the bed by a drunken adult man and hung half to death on a pillar but didn't dare to cry? Can you imagine what it would be like to be punished for kneeling down to the ground and not being in front of the stove just because you were serving a meal at the table? I'm also human, why can't I live well? ”

Jiang Yun's cry reached Wang Yi's ears, which made him not know how to get better.

Jiang Yun cried so hard that she wiped her tears: "I hate that family, so I vowed since I was a child that I must live well, live a good life, and then never go back." I studied hard and studied hard. For more than 10 years before I went to university, I studied and took care of my younger siblings, and I succeeded, I got a letter from a prestigious university, and I thought my future was going to start changing, but what happened? The answer I got was no, the reason was very simple, the family that I hated and caused trauma to my heart, on the grounds that if I left, my younger siblings would have no one to take care of them, and there would be no one to help me in the family land, they wanted to torture me for the rest of my life, and they wanted to press me to death in that house. ”

Jiang Yun cried as she spoke, Wang Yi's expression was very embarrassed, he touched his body and didn't touch anything, and finally just raised his arm in embarrassment and wiped Jiang Yun's tears with his sleeve.

As a result, his behavior was slapped away by Jiang Yun.

Jiang Yun bit her lower lip and turned her head away with tears.

Wang Yi sat next to Jiang Yun: "Then, how did you come to Yangcheng after that?" ”

Jiang Yun was stubborn with tears: "What's your business." ”

Wang Yi: "···"

After a while, Jiang Yun took the initiative to speak: "It was Mu Cunchang's son who helped me, and that man was very afraid of Mu Cunchang's family and let me go to college." ”

"Really?"

Jiang Yun nodded, and then said: "But he still didn't let me go to the university I was admitted to, so I came to Yangcheng, because the tuition fees here are not so expensive." If I work part-time, I can pay for it. ”

Wang Yi pursed his lips and was silent: "What about the son who is woody and long?" ”

"He and I came to Yangcheng together and went to college together."

Wang Yi sighed: "It's also with us from the same school?" ”

"Hmm."

"Then why haven't I seen him next to you?" Wang Yi's question is not a blind question, Jiang Yun is very famous in Yangcheng University, first, because she has a beautiful figure and is still a cadre in the dance department. Second, it is because of Jiang Yun's reputation that it is not a good relationship.

No, as soon as Wang asked this, Jiang Yun immediately turned around, with tears in the corners of his eyes: "Do you think that after I came to Yangcheng, I saw the world and ignored my original benefactor?" ”

Wang nodded consciously, and then hurriedly shook his head: "No, no, no, it's not like this." ”

Jiang Yun looked sad: "Okay, don't lie to me, just like me, probably everyone thinks the same as you." ”

Wang Yi blinked: "What is the truth of the matter?" ”

"The truth of the matter is that I am his girlfriend, you should be able to understand, I lived a hellish life until I was eighteen years old, so to speak, my life, there is no light. When he reached out to me, I thought that I had finally seen the light in the abyss. After coming to Yangcheng, I gave his whole heart and whole person to him. ”

Jiang Yun said expressionlessly, like a storyteller who had forgotten his expression.

"At first I thought he was good to me, but I didn't expect that he was just using me as a tool to climb up. Didn't I tell you that someone took a picture of me when I was in college? Do you know who this person is? ”

Wang Yi hissed: "Could it be..."

Jiang Yun nodded: "That's right, it's him." The reason is very simple, because at that time, a boy in the school took a fancy to me and was rejected by me, and after he found out, he began to plan this plan. He was the first person in the village, but after coming to the big city, his status was mediocre, which made him very unhappy. He has always wanted to make friends with the rich people in the city, but he has no chance, but now he sees an opportunity in me, so he did it. ”

"Then you..."

Jiang Yun asked rhetorically: "Me? Of course, I didn't believe that he would do such a thing at first, I thought that he was also being persecuted. But when he sent me to home and to those people's beds again and again, I realized that I was just a tool for him from beginning to end. What I thought was the white moonlight was actually a darker abyss. I'm like a toy, being drunk and fiddled with by those rich people, have you ever seen a country dog? ”

Wang Yi snorted.

Jiang Yun's face showed a bitter smile: "I am their earth dog." I want to resist, but there is no way out for me to resist, for a little girl from the countryside, those people are too powerful, I don't have any respite. I wanted to die, but I didn't dare to die, and every time I couldn't take a single step. I've endured it all these years, don't I just want to live well? ”

"Later, I thought about it, and since it is something that cannot be changed, then accept it generously. Anyway, no matter how bad it is, it can't get any worse. Besides, in addition to the taste, they are not bad, what I want, what they give, isn't it just the power of many people, except for my spirit, my body or anything, it doesn't matter, really. It's hard at first, but it's good to get used to it. Maybe I was born to be like that. After accepting the reality, I began to love vanity, I learned to be coquettish to them, to satisfy myself with material things, and I suddenly found that I seemed to be happier than before. This can be regarded as a loss and a gain. ”

Jiang Yun said this with an indifferent expression, but when she heard it in Wang Yi's ears, she was so sad.

"I could have endured the darkness if I hadn't seen the light..." Jiang Yun muttered softly.

Wang Yihuh? sighed, turned his head to look at Jiang Yun: "What?" ”

Jiang Yun shook her head: "No, it's nothing." ”

As she spoke, Jiang Yun hurriedly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes: "So Wang Yi, don't you care about me, okay?" I want to live for myself once, I didn't dare before the outbreak of the blood corpse, after the outbreak of the blood corpse, I want to live a good life in my own way, prodigal, coquettish, I admit it. Without knowing how long I could live, I wanted to be the last and enjoy life. It's the last indulgence of this, even if it's death, I have no regrets. ”

Wang Yi shook his head and refused: "No!" ”

Jiang Yun was stunned, followed by a slightly angry expression on her face, why, why do you have to go against yourself!

Who knows, Wang Yi stood up and clenched his fists: "There are many ways to enjoy life, senior sister, it's not that you enjoy life like this, it's not so much enjoyment that you are more like revenge on life and revenge on yourself." ”

Jiang Yun blinked: "But I..."

Wang Yi interrupted Jiang Yun's words and continued: "What's more, from the very beginning, Senior Sister, your idea is to work hard to live and live a wonderful life, not like now. In the past, I couldn't help you change, but now, senior sister, please believe me, with my Wang Yiyi, I will never let anyone bully you. ”

When Wang Yi said this, the noon sun hit him through the gap in the forest, which made Jiang Yun, who was sitting in the shade of the tree, see it, and there was an indescribable emotion in his heart, just like the white moonlight told himself, I will take you out of the sea of suffering.

With a slap of excitement, Jiang Yun came back to her senses, with a self-deprecating expression on her face: "Forget Wang Yi, he said the same thing as me at that time, what was the result?" I'm still me, sinking deeper and deeper into the abyss. It's not that I don't believe you, I know that you are a good person, and your kindness will not deceive me, but I am already mired in a quagmire from which I can't extricate myself, so, I'm sorry. ”