Don't look at the two of us snuggling so tightly now, in fact, we are very embarrassed in each other's hearts, because we don't know how much each other knows about the child.

The current reality is that Mrs. Jones, Miyamoto, and I all know that her child belongs to Jones, and does she know that we already know all this? She said in front of Miyamoto that the child was Miyamoto's, and in front of me that the child was mine.

I don't know what Miyamoto Iyo told her, but I've been wondering if she says that the child is me, should I continue to pretend to be stupid, or should I wear it in person?

I didn't know what to say, so I didn't speak, and I didn't know what she was thinking, but the car drove for half an hour from Mrs. Jones's house to the half-level villa, and Yoko Yamada didn't say a word, just leaned on my shoulder.

For a while I thought she was asleep, and glanced sideways at her, but her eyes were always open, just a little distracted.

After coming to the half-level villa, Miyamoto Iyo asked Yoko Yamada to take a bath first, taking advantage of this opportunity, I asked Miyamoto Iyo if she had mentioned the child to Yoko Yamada, Miyamoto Iyo shook his head and denied it, her explanation was that because a few days had passed since that incident, if Yoko Yamada didn't take the initiative to mention it, it would be impossible for Miyamoto Iyo to sprinkle salt on her wounds.

After Yoko Yamada came out of the bathroom, Miyamoto Iyo then took a shower, but she excused herself to be too tired and wanted to rest early, so she went straight into the bedroom inside, and when she reached out to close the screen in the middle, she made a grimace at me.

Yoko Yamada and I had been sitting on the sofa in the bedroom outside, and we saw that it was already two o'clock in the morning, and although we didn't fall asleep with each other, we were a little embarrassed to sit so face-to-face and speechless.

"Yoko," I finally couldn't help but speak, "Why don't we go to bed?" It's not early. ”

Yoko Yamada got up from the sofa without saying a word, walked to the bed, took off her clothes, got into the quilt and lay down.

When I saw her like that, I began to hesitate. Because the child's affairs were an insurmountable hurdle for me, he made me feel the hypocrisy of Yoko Yamada, so I was hesitant whether I should really lie down next to her.

I sat on the couch and smoked two cigarettes in a row, choking Yoko Yamada coughing inside with her head covered by the quilt, but she didn't say anything I felt. Seeing this, I can't help but think of how she served me in the first place.

I think that no matter whether she is sincere or not, whether she is compromised or not, she can't be blamed for the child's affairs at all, and I recalled it, as if she never said that the child was me, but I took the initiative to claim it after I found out that she was pregnant.

At the time, I just ruled out the possibility of her and Kameda, but I didn't expect her to have a leg with Jones.

Anyway, the child is gone, and I may be able to live anytime and anywhere, and she may marry the police department either at the end of this year or early next year, and maybe tonight will be the last time we will be together in our lives.

Thinking of this, I first walked to the bedroom inside, and saw that Iyo Miyamoto had really fallen asleep, so I turned around and walked to the bedroom outside, and after taking off my clothes, I lay down next to Yoko Yamada.

It's also just bathed, and it's also overflowing with body fragrance, to be honest, compared with Miyamoto Iyo, I feel that although Yoko Yamada's body fragrance is mature and rich, it lacks Miyamoto Iyo's green and mellow beauty. ，

If Yoko Yamada's body fragrance is like a bottle of iced tea, then Miyamoto Iyo's body fragrance is like a bottle of natural pure water, and I prefer that rustic feeling.

After lying in the quilt, I was wondering whether to turn Yoko Yamada, who was facing away from me, or pounce on it, but I didn't expect Yoko Yamada to suddenly turn around, wrap one hand around my neck, put one leg bent on my abdomen, and her fragrant lips came over at the same time, giving me a strong kiss.

I hugged her tightly, although I felt very comfortable like a spring breeze, but there was always something in my heart that was there, and it was not as hearty as when I hugged her in the past.

After kissing like this for at least ten minutes, Yoko Yamada suddenly let go of me and asked, "Kunitung-kun, do you have something on your mind, why can't you feel the passion of the past?" Don't you always think about Idai next door, if it doesn't work, why don't you just bring her over? ”

Actually, I've tried very hard to show affection for Yoko Yamada, but she can still feel that I'm preoccupied, after all, we've been together more than once or twice, and I may not have noticed the huge changes before and after, but she can feel it very clearly.

I had to make an excuse for the moment: "Oh no, I'm afraid your body won't recover." ”

Yoko Yamada smiled reluctantly: "It's okay, although it does feel a little uncomfortable, but I really want to be with you, because only when I am with you is the happiest time in my life." ”

If it weren't for the fact that the child was Jones's, her words would have moved me to a mess, although I believe she was telling the truth, but because she never broke the child's business, I had a feeling like I was in my throat, and I always felt that she was acting. Even though the child is gone, she is about to marry the police department, but she doesn't seem to have stopped cheating on me.

I could have questioned her directly and exposed her lies on the spot, but the problem was that I didn't feel like it was necessary, after all, she had never used her children to blackmail me into anything.

And that child is Jones's, I'm afraid this is also an eternal pain in her heart, since I didn't pay anything for that child, there is no question of getting justice for myself.

After thinking about it for a long time, I still didn't feel the need to dwell on that matter anymore, since she wanted to, and I didn't completely dislike her body, there was no need to worry too much.

Thinking of this, I turned over and pressed her underneath, and after a wild kiss, she patted me gently: "Guodongjun, there is something I have always wanted to say to you, but every time the words come to my mouth, it is difficult to speak, I am afraid that you will hate me, and I feel guilty if I don't say it, I really don't know how to do it." ”

This made me realize that she must be struggling with whether to tell me the truth about my child, and since she has this thought, it has been proved that she is not deliberately cheating, but just a psychology of gaining and losing.

And I already know the truth about the child, in fact, it doesn't matter to me whether it came out of her mouth or not. Seeing her so entangled and uneasy about this, I really don't want to see the guilt and embarrassment she felt when she told the truth.

"Yoko, since it was so difficult to talk about it at that time, don't say it. You're getting married in a while, and I'm going back to China, so let's enjoy this short time! ”

With that, I kissed her with full devotion like a hungry wolf nibbling on food, hoping not to let her feel my absent-mindedness again.

And she also seemed to be slowly excited, her cheeks were crimson, but she still said: "Guodong, there is no need for you to be disappointed about the child, because the child is not you at all. ”

After saying this, the flush on her cheeks suddenly receded, and she lay there very calmly, looking at me without blinking, as if waiting for my strong reaction.

I didn't expect her to resolutely tell the truth about the child at such a time. At this moment, I really don't know what kind of reaction to make her feel normal and not hurt her.

I was stunned for a moment and asked, "Are you comforting me?" If the child is not mine, who will it be? I calculated the time of your pregnancy, Kameda was already dead at that time, and you won't tell me there are other men, right? ”

Yoko Yamada smiled bitterly: "Actually, my first man was not Kameda, when I was in junior high school, my body was possessed by a man, and that man, you know, is Jones." ”

Her words surprised me, although I already knew that the child was Jones, but I didn't know that she had a relationship with Jones when she was in junior high school, and I lay on her stomach and looked at her, not knowing what to say for a while.

This is what she continued: "I didn't expect it, the child I was pregnant with was actually Jones's, I counted the next day, in fact, I was pregnant before Watanabe Island, because I saw that it wasn't your child, so I thought of getting rid of it." Another thing I want to say is that the child was not a problem in the car accident, but I got rid of it myself. ”

She told her the truth of the matter, but I lay on her and looked at her in a daze, after all, I knew the truth of the matter, and I couldn't think of what words to use to answer her words while I couldn't show my shock.

Seeing that I was silent, she smiled bitterly and explained: "Guodongjun, the matter of children, I never thought of relying on your head, speaking of which you are a victim, you are the only person who has given me a promise among all the men who have had a relationship with me. Another thing I'm afraid you don't know, Miyamoto also took possession of my body, so when I learned that I was pregnant with Jones's child, I was already planning to blame him for the child, he, a hypocrite, had to pay for everything he did. ”