Chapter 0920: Difficult to Choose
This is really sudden news, good or bad, when I heard Lingling say the news, I looked back at Lu Yuxin with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and a mixed feeling came to my heart.
To be honest, for me, who has lost the love of my biological parents since I was a child, I have always hoped that I would have more children, in fact, before going to Africa, I had a plan to create a man with Lu Yuxin, which is related to my life experience.
Let's just say that now I, my biological mother died, the identity of my biological father is unknown, although it is a half-father, but the existence of Aaron has somewhat made up for my regrets, if there is no him, I am afraid that I am still living in loneliness and depression.
Because of this, in addition to hoping to pour my full father's love into the next generation, I also hope that my son can have a few more brothers and sisters, the so-called impermanence of the world, no thousand days of good people, no hundred days of flowers, once life encounters any accidents or accidents, even if we as parents have to leave, children and they also have their own brothers and sisters to help the village, so as not to fall into loneliness and helplessness.
But now there is a big difference, one is that Mrs. Jones is quietly preparing to conceive my child without consulting me. The second is that Lingling lives with us again, and she may be pregnant with my flesh and blood anytime and anywhere. Third, two months later, I will go to the capital to study, and I have no time to take care of Lu Yuxin.
So when I heard that Lu Yuxin was really pregnant with her own child, I not only did not show the excitement and joy I imagined, but fell into hesitation.
Lu Yuxin, who has always been extremely sensitive, saw this, her face sank, and she turned around and walked towards the car parked in the parking space.
Just as she was about to open the door with the key, I arrived just in time, reached out and grabbed her arm, and asked, "Wife, what's wrong with you?" ”
Lu Yuxin looked at me coldly: "The child is what you want, I'm afraid that now I am messing with Fang Yadan's little goblin, I think this child is redundant, right?" Okay, I'll take it off now! ”
As she spoke, she wanted to break free of my hand and open the door and get into the car.
I stretched out my other hand to hug her and explained with a smile on my face: "Wife, can we not be jealous and have a good chat for a while?" ”
"Look at the way you just looked, like someone owed you in the last life!"
I smiled and said to her, "You owe me in the first place, otherwise how could you be so kind to me?" ”
"You still know I'm good to you?"
"Of course I do. Wife, good, don't be angry, huh? With that, I reached out and patted her buttocks.
Lu Yuxin pushed me: "Death, where to shoot?" I ask you, what did you mean just now? ”
"What's the point of me?" I immediately explained: "Didn't I think we were going to go abroad to develop before the commissioner promised me to study, so I was anxious to hope that you could conceive another one with me?" But now it's different, I'm going to study in two months, you're pregnant again, I not only didn't take care of you when I was pregnant, but also let you hold my big belly and guard me for half a year, if I'm not around this pregnancy, when the children grow up, I can't face them! So as soon as I heard Lingling say it just now, I was thinking about whether I would stop going to school? But the director reported this to his superiors again, and if I went back on my word, would they think that we were just children who had played with the family, and they couldn't open their mouths. Because of this, I hesitated, but you turned around to leave. ”
After listening to my explanation, Lu Yuxin's face suddenly looked much better.
I then said, "Wife, I hope that no matter what issues are discussed in the future, it is better for us to just talk about things and not talk about useless things." You see that during the time I came back, I was a full-time dad, I didn't go out of the door, I didn't step out of the second door, except that the company was at home, and now I haven't even been to the film crew, okay, why are you pulling Fang Yadan out again? ”
"I'm going to pull it, not only Fang Yadan, but also Song Nina's little goblin, what's the matter, don't accept it?"
"OK, OK, you can talk as much as you want, just don't be petty." I reached out and stroked her lower abdomen: "Another life is about to be born, don't make your body angry, otherwise it will not be good for the child." ”
She shook my hand: "Honestly, what do you look like outside?" Besides, I already knew that you were thinking about your child in your heart, and never took me seriously, what does it matter if my body is bad, as long as your child is okay, it's OK, right? ”
Maybe Lu Yuxin is completely in love with me, and it hurts so much that she has to raise the bar with me if she doesn't say three words, which is not only to be coquettish intentionally or unintentionally, but also to test my patience.
In this world, except for her, there is really no one who is so good to me, I can only be patient, and say with a smile: "Okay, wife, I was wrong, your body will always come first in my heart." ”
After saying that, I suddenly put my arms around her neck and kissed her passionately.
At first, she pushed twice, but in the end she didn't back down at all, and put her hand around my back in turn, kissing more than I did.
"Hey, hey, hey," after a while, Lingling came over with the child in her arms and shouted at us: "Pay attention to the influence, how can it be staged under the public in the public court, and children are not suitable to come?" ”
As soon as we let go, we found five or six children of seven or eight years old, both male and female, surrounded by them, and when they saw us looking at them, they dispersed with an "oh" sound.
I took advantage of the situation to put one hand on Lu Yuxin's shoulder and the other hand on Lingling's shoulder, and then pushed them towards the house.
When I got home, I sat down on the sofa and brought up Lu Yuxin's pregnancy and my studies again, hoping to get the best of both worlds.
Speaking from the bottom of my heart, studying at university and working for the country has been my dream since I was a child, and now I cherish this opportunity when I have lost it. The problem is Lu Yuxin's pregnancy, I really don't want to ignore it, after all, blood dissolves in water, especially for people like me who were abandoned by their biological parents, who regard family affection as greater than the sky, if for the sake of their own so-called future, completely ignore their own flesh and blood, then it is really too hypocritical, too shameful, and too disdainful.
Lingling didn't know what to do, and gave me a blank look: "No wonder Sister Xin lost her temper just now, when did it be, and you still want to study?" Why is it not to make money? Let's work hard as a family, even if Crystal Palace doesn't develop branches, as long as we can seize the opportunity of this filming and set up a film and television company, can we still make less money in this life? ”
Lu Yuxin knew very well how important it was to me to study and be a civil servant, although she also wanted me to be by her side, but she still smiled slightly, reached out to put her hand on my thigh, and said: "It's okay, this is the second child, you can study hard, anyway, with Lingling taking care of me, everything will be fine." ”
"Sister, it's not that I don't take care of you," Lingling said: "You have been more than two months, and you will give birth in more than half a year, when Guodong is studying at school, I want to take care of you, maybe I will also get pregnant." Let's not talk about whether we can be busy, do you think if two more children are added at once next year, will Guo Dong still have the heart to study in school? Rather than drop out at that time, it's better not to go now. ”
"Lingling, you probably don't know how important going to college is to Gordon?"
I sighed: "I think Lingling is right, our family is like this, I should be more realistic, and I shouldn't still live in my ideals!" This book is definitely unreadable, so let's stay at home and concentrate on business. ”
I got up from the sofa and walked to the balcony with my phone in hand, ready to call the director directly.
Lu Yuxin followed, although she didn't grab my phone, but hugged my waist from behind, leaned her head on my shoulder, and said softly: "Husband, it's really fine, you have to know, after all, it's different from when you were in a coma, this time you want to see us, you can see us anytime and anywhere." And reading is your lifelong ideal, maybe this is the last chance in your life, I can bear everything else, but I can't bear to live in regret for the rest of your life, in that case, I will have trouble sleeping. ”
I hugged her affectionately, kissed her on the cheek, and jokingly said: "Don't forget, I'm studying in the capital, so you're not afraid that when the time comes, you'll lie in bed and give birth, but I'll be happy and happy with the two little goblins Song Nina and Fang Yadan on one side?" ”
Lu Yuxin glared at me, and then smiled: "I have two children for you, how can I say that you are also the man I play with, if they don't mind, I don't care!" ”