Chapter Eighty-Five: Go to Her

Three Princes' Mansion

Chao Yishen was still lying unconscious on the bed, but the red spots on his face had subsided a lot. During this time, Chen Jiamin took good care of him, and would personally come to decoction and feed him every day.

"Brother Yishen, when will you wake up? Bingbing is really unkind, she has been going out to play for so many days! If it were me, I would definitely not leave at this time, and I would definitely stay by your side and take care of you. Chen Jiamin began to complain about Ruan Binglai again, and during this time she counted her from top to bottom, but she still felt angry.

Suddenly, Chao Yishen's fingers moved slightly, his brows began to wrinkle, and his eyes were dangling, as if he was thinking about something painful.

Chen Jiamin was overjoyed when he saw this, and said excitedly: "Brother Yishen, can you hear it?" Why do you look so uncomfortable? I'm going to call the doctor! She got up and was about to rush out, but suddenly she felt a force in her wrist.

Chao Yi's deep eyelashes were slightly soaked, and he kept shouting Ruan Bing's name in a coma, "Bingbing, don't go...... Don't go ......"

Chen Jiamin's eyes turned red for a moment, her heart seemed to be stinged, and then she lowered her head and smiled helplessly, "Brother Yishen, even if your heart is not with me, I will take care of you." She pushed away Chao Yishen's hand and put it back in the quilt, then helped him wipe the sweat off his forehead and walked out of the room.

Chao Yicen was brought back by Chao Yijing and recuperated in the palace. Because of the success of repelling the enemy army, Emperor Chaoyu Dayue valued him even more. He also gradually accepted the fact that Ruan Bing left, and occasionally felt a little sad, but he still returned to his normal life trajectory. Ruan Yingying's belly was much bigger than at the beginning, and during this time, she was just quietly raising a baby in the house. Chen Jiamin took care of Chao Yishen day and night, and only hoped that he would wake up quickly. Everything here tends to be peaceful, and there is very little open and secret fighting.

Two weeks later......

Chao Yishen slowly opened his eyes, and after a few moments, he gradually saw the bed tent above his head. He struggled to get his eyes on, then struggled to sit up with his arms on the bed.

"Bing ......" He just wanted to call Ruan Bing, but he found that his throat was burning and he couldn't speak. So he got out of bed, went to the table and sat down and poured a glass of water.

Chen Jiamin had just decocted the medicine and was about to send it to Chao Yishen, when he saw the scene in front of him, he was so excited that he didn't know how to react, so he rushed forward with the medicine bowl and almost spilled all the medicine.

She squatted down and buried her face in his lap, and cried out, "Ah...... Brother Yishen...... Are you awake...... You're finally awake—"

Chao Yishen stroked her head with a smile, and said in a hoarse voice: "Okay, okay, I've fully recovered, what about your sister-in-law?" ”

Chen Jiamin immediately raised his head, pouted with red eyes, and began to talk about the sadness of this time with a handful of snot and tears: "Brother Yishen, you don't know how hard I take care of you~ I don't worry about the next person taking care of you, so I come to see you every day, help you decoct the medicine, and feed the medicine." You see my hands are calloused, and Bingbing only knows how to go out and play, and she hasn't taken care of you once, she's really bad! After that, he lay on Chao Yishen's lap and was aggrieved: "Woo woo woo ~ Brother Yi Shen, you finally woke up~"

"Ahem, ahem! What the?! Chao Yishen choked on a mouthful of water and pulled her up with a look of anxiety, "What do you mean by going out to play?" ”

"Bingbing said that she was going to play, she didn't let us worry about it, and she didn't say when she would come back, she definitely didn't want to take care of you before leaving!" Chen Jiamin felt angry when he mentioned this.

"What did she tell you personally? Did you say anything else? ”

Chen Jiamin shook her head inexplicably, "She didn't tell me, I saw the letter she left." ”

Chao Yishen grabbed her arm and said impatiently: "Take it out and let me see." ”

Chen Jiamin's face was distorted in pain, and he said weakly with a bitter face: "It's been so long, I don't know where to put it, Brother Yishen, what are you looking at that letter for?" ”

"Hurry up and take it out!" Chao Yi Shen Xuheng roared fiercely, which frightened Chen Jiamin to the point that she was at a loss, she stammered, and tears began to flow non-stop, "It hurts...... Brother Yishen...... My arm hurts......"

Chao Yishen came back to his senses, and a layer of guilt immediately appeared in his eyes, and his hand suddenly loosened: "Jiamin, I'm sorry." Please, think about where you put that letter? ”

"I remember...... I threw it in a box, but I forgot where I put it after I packed my things. Brother Yishen, I really don't remember......."

Chao Yishen turned around and immediately began to rummage wildly in the room, the corner, the bottom of the bed, the wardrobe, he rummaged through every corner of the room, and picked out every box that could hold miscellaneous clothes, but when he opened it, he saw that there was no shadow of faith at all. His breathing became more and more rapid, his eyes became bloodshot, and his mouth kept on and on and on, turning over and over the box, looking for it again and again, until his eyes became lost and dimmed.

Chen Jiamin looked at him like this, and began to have a strange feeling of Chao Yishen, this is not the Yishen brother she remembers. The Chao Yishen in her eyes is so high, like a god who is looked up to by everyone, he is talented, courageous, confident, proud, how could he ever be so embarrassed as now? He could ignore the dust on the floor and burrow under the bed without saying a word, so that his body and face were covered with dust. He was in a trance, clumsy, and heroic, how could this be her Yishen brother?

She looked at Chao Yishen's eyes becoming more and more sad, and then shook her head and walked out of the room silently. He didn't belong to her at all now, and his whole heart contained Ruan Bing.

"Where? Where is it? Where is it?! Chao Yi was so desperate that he trembled violently, he screamed and desperately tried to find the box in the room, but there was never.

"Ahh Yes! Ah-" He sat against the wall in frustration, but he couldn't hold back his tears anymore, this was the first time he cried, "Bingbing, I won't force you anymore, will you come back...... I'll take care of Chaoyi and Xiao Xiangxiang, I won't kill them, you come back......"

He repented in his heart over and over again, and sat like this, from day to night, and from night to the next morning. He stared blankly ahead, never closing his eyes. Pain, despair, and remorse were constantly intertwined, and he regretted why he forced Ruan Bing, why he took her to Xiao Xiangxiang's shed, and why he used himself to force her. If it wasn't for that, how could she go?

In just one night, Chao Yishen was judged to be like two people yesterday. His face was haggard and pale, his eyes hung in his sockets like ornaments, dull, and his hair was so messy that Chan almost didn't recognize him when he returned.

"Brother Yishen, why are you ......" Chen Jiamin ran to his side in disbelief, full of distress, "What's going on?" Isn't Bingbing coming back? ”

"Won't come back, she's not coming back." Chao Yishen shook his head mechanically, his body was already extremely weak at this time, and it took a lot of effort just to speak.

"How so? Bingbing is just going out for a walk, why don't you come back? Besides, even if she is gone, you can get her back, you know so many people, it will not be difficult to find someone. Chen Jiamin tried to make herself smile, she didn't dare to touch Chao Yishen, because she didn't know how to start. The Chao Yishen in front of her was not her former Yishen brother, his body was almost collapsed, and she was afraid that he would fall apart if she touched him.

Chao Yishen smiled bitterly, "Where to find it, she is no longer in this world, she did so much before to leave, she must be very happy at this moment." ”

"Brother Yishen, what are you talking about? Bingbing has always been here, you are so good to her, how could she leave you? Chen Jiamin tried her best to restrain her tears, she really couldn't stand Chao Yishen's appearance.

Chao Yishen slowly raised his head and glanced at Chen Jiamin, then lowered his head again and closed his eyes.

"Brother Yishen...... By the way, there are other things written in the letter, I remember! Bingbing also said that she would come back to you when she had enough of playing outside, and she said that she would definitely come back! ”

Chao Yishen opened his eyes, and his chapped lips began to open and close: "Did she really write?" ”

"Brother Yishen, I swear! She really wrote, if I lie to you I'll die on my birthday! Chen Jiamin raised her hand and swore a poisonous oath in front of Chao Yishen, she couldn't control so much at the moment, all she wanted was to cheer him up, "Brother Yishen, you know that I won't lie to you." ”

Chao Yishen raised his head and met her sincere eyes, and his eyes brightened up for a moment, "Jiamin, you really didn't lie to me?" ”

Chen Jiamin smiled knowingly, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and held his hand: "I won't lie to you, Brother Yishen!" Bingbing will definitely be disgusted when she comes back and sees you with such a dirty face, so you must cheer up quickly, so that you can protect her well! ”

"Yes, yes, Jiamin...... Thank you for coming over and telling me, I thought Ruan Bing really returned to that world, I must have forced her too hard, she left while I was unconscious, so it seems that she must still be in this world, as long as she stays here, I will definitely find her! Chao Yishen stood up and staggered back in his chair, "I can't....... Let her see me like this, and I'm going to go to her......"

The stone in Chen Jiamin's heart finally fell to the ground, she didn't understand what Chao Yishen meant by the other world, she felt that Ruan Bing was just leaving temporarily, and she would definitely come back.