At this time, I don't feel cold, because the river has swept me into darkness, and the vast waters, like my mother's deep **, give birth to my life, silence, silence. The first state of life is always a deathly silence, as if at this moment.

I felt the deathly silence again.

I opened my eyes and looked around at the cloud, but I couldn't see anything. But I could feel a living being swimming around me.

Oh, I suddenly remembered, it was Du Ou.

By the way, in the last fragment of my life, I do remember that at the moment when I jumped into the river, a lightning-sharp figure, unusually vigorous, like a cormorant that only travels between water and land, shot into the river like an arrow.

He tried to catch me, but I was so cunning that I tried to avoid him for a moment, and the two of us jumped into the river one after the other. There were only two unusually dull sounds.

But before that, at the beginning of the leap into the river, I heard Du Ou's earth-shattering voice, almost like a thunderbolt, tearing open the night sky of this quiet and peaceful city.

That voice almost made me tremble, so much so that when I jumped into the water, my posture was indeed a little unsightly.

This voice, full of despair and sorrow, suddenly woke up countless restless creatures dormant in this city, and everything suddenly began to move.

The river was turbulent, and when she retreated, she took me into her arms, and I lay down in her heart. I hardly struggled, because the flooding river poured in from my five senses in an instant, and my limbs waved unconsciously, as if I had touched something, but everything happened so fast, so fast that Du Ou and I always staggered instantly.

I think this may be our final stagger, and if we have to stagger after all, we might as well let it stagger -

When I stopped struggling, I began to feel relaxed, like a fallen leaf, a fallen leaf fluttering in the river, comfortable and serene.

I slowly sank into the heart of the river, and as I sank into the deepest and claustrophobic heart of the river, I took one last look at the night sky of the city, the place I used to be obsessed with, and now I am no longer obsessed.

Suddenly, as if opening some mysterious door, in the face of the dazzling bright light, I jumped lightly, and actually stepped in, it was a clean and busy station, the station is always busy, passengers from all over the world go up and down here, stop for a short time.

The station should be the most mysterious place in the city. Of course, the station itself is not mysterious, the mystery is the people here.

Because the people who appear here have their own secrets, they are in a hurry, and their hearts are heavy, and no one knows what kind of hopes and emotions are behind those unfamiliar faces.

It's all a mystery. All you can see is them dragging their heavy luggage, with anxious and dazed expressions on their faces.

And no one knows exactly where their next stop will be? What different life circumstances await them? Some people are going to take on a new job, some are going to see their loved ones, some are trying to escape something, some are just traveling, some are looking for their own life-

By the way, it's like that young girl, she sits alone in the waiting hall, she just goes to find her own life, her own happiness.

My eyes suddenly became moist, that girl was too familiar, wasn't she who she was back then?

So simple, naïve, it can be said that there is no brain. Because he was worried about a lover who left, he was desperate, quit his job, went behind his parents' back, and did what he thought was the most daring and reckless thing in his life, and it was very personal.

Of course, before doing this, she had hesitated, timid, and feared, but none of this mattered, the important thing was that she needed to take this step. She simply believes that as long as she takes this step boldly and fearlessly, a new life will unfold in front of her.

Everybody doesn't say that, girl, be bold, if you think it's your true love, then you should be brave enough to take this step, don't back down, don't hesitate, don't winch.

She did think about it all night last night, and she finally firmly decided that she could not go against her true heart, yes, she could not hide under the wings of her parents in this small city all her life, and never grow up. Love has grown her up and made her no longer able to live in this place without ideals.

She looked around curiously.

Yes, she has been a good baby of her parents since she was a child, how could she do such an outrageous thing?

The reason is simple, just because of one person. That man was in a distant city, he was waiting for himself, he was silently calling himself, his love made him incomparably strong, incomparably brave, incomparably tenacious. So no matter what the future holds, she is fearless.

I suddenly wanted to rush to her and tell her: Don't be stupid, silly girl, the front is not as beautiful and happy as you imagined, and behind the love is a pair of shackles, which will lock your youth, your feelings, your dreams, and your soul.

How pitiful she was, dressed in lovely clothes, with the bracelet that her lover bought for her when she left, and her face was lightly rubbed with rouge, and she carefully traced the tips of her eyebrows...... Holding a high-speed rail train ticket in his hand, he pinched it steadily, and seemed to be pinching his own happy life-

I know that day was the most feared day of her life, but it was also the most eager, and the excitement almost kept her at ease. Because her mind kept flipping, how affectionate and surprised her lover should be the moment she saw her.

She thought about all kinds of pictures in her heart, all the things they should say and do when they met. He even carefully conceived all the details in it, and was afraid that he would miss something.

She didn't miss anything, because of the luggage, she checked it many times, but the suitcase was so small that she couldn't take a lot of things, which gave her a headache.

She hesitated for a long time, and finally stuffed all the things she thought were very important into the box, which included all the clothes that Du Ou had bought for her, all the accessories, and all the secrets of their love.

For these things, she had to throw away many really necessary belongings, such as towels, warm clothes, drinking cups, medicines, etc.

There must be choices in life.

Of course, whether the items you put in your suitcase are what you really need on your long and troubled life path may not be clear until now.

She hurried on the train with all the memorials and proofs of their love, or with that bewitching fascination.

This is the kind of young people who are never prepared when they take their strides into life. When you make a decision, you never think about regretting it. They naively believe that there are no regrets in life.

That year, I knew that because I was infatuated with Du Ou's love for me, or infatuated with a love, I couldn't continue to stay at home and live a life of missing each other.

There is no point in being obsessed.

It's as if at this time, I am no longer obsessed with Liu Dadong, Du Ou, diving birds, or even my parents......

I think that in this life, they did put a lot of effort into raising me, and these thoughts made their hair gray and their bodies droop. But they don't have to worry about me anymore. Isn't that a good thing?

I couldn't find the answer.

There is only darkness before my eyes......

Suddenly, Du Ou swam close to me like a fish, and then tried to catch me, and this time he really succeeded, he caught me, and then he desperately began to swim towards the water, and I knew that he almost lost his life before he could find me. I suddenly believed that all the vows he had made to me about love, that he had not lied to me, that what he said was true......