Gu Mian replied: "Not necessarily. ”

The driver's eyes flashed: "As a doctor, shouldn't it be a matter of course to treat patients, it's the first time I've seen a doctor who picks a patient, why do you think someone is not worthy of being saved by you?" ”

"No" Gu Mian shook his head: "In fact, I am just a doctor now, in fact, I am no longer a doctor in the real sense." ”

Lianhua Hospital was out of service when he left there, and he had no intention of returning to work.

"Why" the driver said with a smile: "Doctor is a good job, why did you give up?" ”

Gu Mian glanced up at him and didn't speak.

The driver didn't care, but continued to himself: "I've seen a young man who is about the same as you before, well, I think it's about the same"

"He didn't find a suitable job for a year after graduation, and every time he quit because of one excuse or another, sometimes because he didn't like his colleagues, sometimes because he felt that the salary was too low, I once advised him, how few people in the world can find a job that can completely satisfy him"

But he didn't listen, he still insisted that he could find a good job, and felt that he was just unlucky before, and now he is a young man...... By the way, why don't you like being a doctor? ”

"Now there are many people who envy the job of a doctor, don't you think this profession can not satisfy you?"

The road was still very dark, although it was dark, Gu Mian still figured out the direction, he looked down at the map, and now they were moving in the direction of Rong'an Community.

The wind outside seems to have never stopped, rubbing against the car to make a "whining" sound, and if you listen carefully, it looks like a human wail.

"It's not that I can't be satisfied." Gu Mian raised his head.

In fact, he left his job passively, so he couldn't have everyone else in the hospital go into the dungeon to play games, and he was still in the hospital alone, right?

And even if you stay in the hospital, you probably won't have a salary.

Gu Mian thought about it for a while, and finally found a more realistic statement: "I feel that there are more people outside the hospital who need my help." ”

Especially the ones in the dungeon, whether they are humans or ghosts.

He had just wrapped a few bandages around a driver with a broken neck, and he didn't know if the doctor's professional skills were useful to the ghost.

"Oh-"

The driver made a tactful tone.

There was something strange about his tone, a byte turning several times, and finally softening his voice, and the epilogue faded into the whistling wind.

"Then you're dissatisfied with the patients in the hospital?" The driver laughed.

In fact, he was smiling almost all the time, with a smile in every word, if it weren't for the fact that this driver was not very good-looking, Gu Mian might suspect that he went to a plastic surgery agency to have the corners of his mouth raised.

"Then you are different from the young man I just mentioned, he is not satisfied with his work and current situation, he can't recognize himself and doesn't listen to the advice of others, he has great confidence in himself, and he is very inflated."

"You're happy with your job, but you're not happy with your customers, your patients."

Gu Mian didn't know how he came to such a conclusion in one sentence, this driver seemed to be particularly fond of subjectively judging other people's minds.

"Because I am dissatisfied with the patients, I want to help others outside the hospital."

"Well, I usually call people like you 'ideal saviors,' which may be an overdescription, of course, but it's pretty much the same."

Gu Mian looked down at the map again, they were still moving in the direction of Rong'an Community.

The driver then spoke:

"The 'ideal savior' is talking about people like you, how to put it, that is, people who feel that they are high and do not go along with the world, always thinking that they can do something for the faith in their hearts"

"You feel like a lotus flower blooming in a dark environment, you are obviously a doctor, but you are unwilling to treat all the patients who come to the hospital, you think that there are people in those patients who are not worth saving, right?"

"You may not understand what I say, but have you seen 'Vocation'? A short story, if you have ever done Chinese reading, you should have seen this reading comprehension"

"The protagonist is a doctor, a doctor in Poland"

"This doctor is said to be a well-known doctor in the region with excellent medical skills and noble medical ethics;

A thief broke his leg in the middle of the night, and the assistant suggested that the police take him away, and the doctor said 'no, patients in my clinic can't go out like this'

So he took the thief's leg before handing him over to the police;

Not only that, but he also cured his rival who cuckolded him;

Later, when Germany started World War II, when a German leader was brought to his operating table, he stuck a scalpel directly into the man's heart

And then he died."

When he said this, the driver tapped the steering wheel slightly: "It seems that this doctor is also like you, he has faith in his heart, and he has encountered a patient he is unwilling to treat." ”

Gu Mian looked at him: "I've read this story, you mean I'm about the same as him?" ”

"No" the driver shook his head decisively: "It's far from it"

"Although I don't think the doctor who killed his own patient is flattering, he at least acted, with his life;

And you're different, there must be someone among your patients that you can't stand to look down on, maybe he was a murderer, maybe he did some other evil thing, so you don't want to have any contact with them at all."

I think you're thinking too much......

Gu Mian opened his mouth slightly, but seeing that he was energetic, he didn't interrupt him.

"You always feel that you should be different, you think you are very noble"

"But you should understand that when you choose this profession, you should know your responsibilities and take money to save people, which is a matter of course"

"If you feel that you have wronged yourself by treating them, then you don't have to choose this path in the first place, I actually hate people like you who seem to have a high faith, and you obviously chose this path but walked reluctantly"

"That's why I said that you are the ideal savior, you seem to have always cherished ideals, but you have to bow to reality"

"You see, don't you have to end up working in the world? So the faith in your heart is actually useless, can you eat and drink? ”

Not far ahead is an intersection.

At this time, they are still going straight forward, as long as they continue to go straight, it will not be long before they can reach the Rong'an community.

Gu Mian stared at the intersection in front of him and said, "What time do I have to correct you......"

"Huh?" The driver looked interested, as if expecting something.