I know very well in my heart that the reason why she is in pain is mainly for three reasons, one is that although I am for the child, but after all, the child is me and Yoko Yamada, so I knelt down to her, and she couldn't accept it. [

The second is because I know very well that the only option we can have if we want to keep that child is for me to go to Kyoto and immediately marry Yoko Yamada publicly, and the best outcome is to take her with you at the same time and form a family of three people. And she doesn't want to share it with any woman now, but she has to make such a choice for the sake of her children, so she feels depressed and angry.

The last reason is that since I beat her up last time, the reason why she has been able to swallow her and accept it gladly, and the sudden change of roles between us is that she hopes that I can become a man who stands up to the sky.

Now seeing that I am inexplicably kneeling again, and for the sake of my child and Yoko Yamada, and making her make a huge sacrifice, she is a little loveless.

I got up from the ground, sat on the edge of the bed, put my arms around her, and said, "What are you doing?" I'm not kneeling for others, what's the point of kneeling for my wife behind closed doors? If you don't believe tomorrow, you can see it tomorrow, go out, I'm still a big man standing up to the sky! ”

At this time, there was movement outside the door, and it disappeared after a while, I guess I probably heard Lu Yuxin's cry, and her younger brother wanted to come over to see the movement, but was pulled back by Lingling.

Lu Yuxin cried: "Even if you can't help it, don't you know how to coax me to say it?" You prefer to choose this way of kneeling, what do you think of me? You have to remember that in this life I would rather die than see you kneel to anyone, including me! Woo"

I was really touched by her words, and I am a man of temperament, and it was at this moment that I suddenly changed my mind, even if Yoko Yamada really killed the child, I couldn't go to Kyoto!

Because I can't do anything sorry for Lu Yuxin anymore.

"Wife," I patted her on the shoulder and said, "It's okay, I suddenly thought of a way, I won't talk about it today, let's sleep." ”

After that, I wiped away her tears, helped her to lie down, and then lay quietly beside her.

After a long while, after Lu Yuxin gradually calmed down, she suddenly asked, "What can you think of?" ”

I said perfunctorily: "It's okay, go to sleep, I'll talk about it tomorrow." ”

Lu Yuxin looked at me quietly, believing that she had seen from my eyes that I had decided to give up the child's plan, and when she wanted to persuade me, I let her sleep again, and at the same time turned my body around, turned my back to her, and only repeated it countless times in my heart: "Child, it turns out that my child, forgive me." ”

Although I kept praying in my heart for the forgiveness of my unformed child, my mind was blank. I don't know what Lu Yuxin is thinking, whether I slept or not, I just fell asleep in this state of confusion.

To be honest, what I am most afraid of is that after falling asleep, my unformed child will give me dreams, in that case, I am afraid that I will not only be in pain, but even feel fear, but I will be safe all night.

Every time I sleep with Lu Yuxin, I will sleep very heavy and fragrant, if she hadn't shaken me hard for a long time, I would never have woken up.

But this morning was very strange, there was just a sound of footsteps outside, it was estimated that Lingling got up and went out to buy groceries, I actually sat up from the bed suddenly, and looked sideways, Lu Yuxin was still lying there, sleeping very peacefully.

I took out my phone and looked at the time, it was just half past six, usually I was still rolling in bed at this point, but today I didn't feel sleepy, I immediately put on my clothes and got up and walked out of the bedroom, quietly closing the door.

The door of the second bedroom where Lu Yuxin's second brother and Lingling slept was already open, and the quilt on the bed was neatly folded, it seemed that the couple went out together, I walked to the balcony to see, the couple just walked out of the building, but did not drive Lu Yuxin's car, but drove Lingling's car out.

It is said that they have taken on a lot of housework here, and they are taking care of Lu Yuxin around the clock, and now they are going out to buy groceries and buy breakfast, and there is no problem in driving Lu Yuxin's car out, at least they can save money on gasoline back and forth.

However, their husband and wife are also backbone, and they would rather drive Lingling's car out than take advantage of others, even if it is their own sister. But from another point of view, I'm afraid it's because Lu Yuxin's second brother is not close to Lu Yuxin, otherwise it is natural for the younger brother to take advantage of his sister.

I can't sleep, and I don't want to sleep, I walked over and turned on the TV, turned it on to the lowest volume, and then went into the bathroom to wash up, and then leaned on the sofa to light a cigarette, and put my feet on the coffee table, it seemed to be watching TV, in fact, what you are playing in, I don't know at all. And I didn't think about anything in my heart, my brain was still blank, and the whole person was actually sitting there, smoking in a daze.

About half an hour later, Lingling and his wife came back, they were carrying vegetables and breakfast in their hands, and it was the first time I thought that they bought these things every day, did Lu Yuxin pay for them?

When Lingling walked into the kitchen with the vegetables, I asked Lu Yuxin's younger brother: "Hey, you have been here for a few days, did your sister pay you in advance?" ”

Her second brother said with a smile: "There is no advance in salary, but we were given 5,000 yuan as living expenses for this month, I calculated with Lingling, just the four of us a month, the living expenses are at most two or three thousand yuan, which is a lot." ”

I nodded and smiled, thinking: it's good to have a lot of money, if it's not enough, it's embarrassing.

This is Lingling coming out of the kitchen and asking me with a smile: "By the way, my sister has to call you for a long time every morning, why did you get up so early today?" ”

I took out a bun from the plastic bag and ate it as I said, "I have something to do today, so I need to go to school early." ”

In fact, I had already decided that the main reason why I would not go to school from today was that I couldn't see Song Nina and Liu Kai together. But last night's incident, I suddenly figured it out, even such a big event as my own children can't be saved, do I still need to care about the two of them?

Now I also understand why Lu Yuxin can always be unsurprised when she encounters major events, think calmly, and even observe everything in detail, to put it bluntly, because she has experienced too much. Especially if you have experienced big things, you won't pay attention to some small things.

At this moment, I am like this, all the major events of human life have survived, and those little things that make me jealous and jealous are not a matter at all for me.

Since I can't go to Kyoto to protect my children, I vow to eliminate all distractions and do my best to do my homework well in the past few days, and strive to get a high score in the exam, so that the children who are not yet formed will not die in vain.

If the child becomes a baby spirit in the future, I will definitely find a way to surpass the child.

Seeing that I was worried, Lingling said to her husband, "Go see if my sister is awake?" ”

As her husband walked towards the bedroom, Lingling leaned into my ear and asked, "Was it okay last night?" ”

I shook my head.

She breathed a deep sigh of relief and smiled at me again: "Thrilling is thrilling, but it's exciting. ”

She has no one left, and she still wants to be stimulated, if it weren't for Yoko Yamada's checklist, I guess it would be too late for her to cry.

I was about to warn her not to play this thrilling action for me next time, when Lu Yuxin's second brother came out of the bedroom and said to Lingling: "Sister said she was going to get up. ”

Lingling hurriedly put down the bun in her hand, got up and walked towards the bedroom.

Since I usually get up late, I rush to school after waking up, so Lu Yuxin dresses and gets up every morning is taken care of by Lingling.

When I was about to get up and follow in, Lu Yuxin's second brother suddenly grabbed my hand and said, "Brother-in-law, I have something I want to discuss with you." ”

"Tell me, what's the matter?"

"My sister pays me 6,000 yuan a month, and if I go out of the car, I will also have a car subsidy, and 7 or 8,000 yuan a month is not a problem. And Lingling's annual salary is 120,000 yuan, and the two of us add up to 17,000 or 8,000 every month, which is definitely enough, so I discussed it with Lingling yesterday and plan to move out next month. He explained: "Originally, I wanted to tell my sister directly, but you also know her temper, and I was worried that if I didn't express it clearly, I would make her angry, so I told you, can you tell my sister what I mean?" ”

I reached out and patted him on the shoulder and asked, "What, is it boring to take care of your sister?"

Before I could finish speaking, he quickly explained: "No, no, I sigh, how can I say it? We also talked that night, I couldn't give up Lingling in this life. You don't have much time at home, I'm afraid you didn't pay attention, Lingling is busy at home, doing everything. But you didn't see my sister like that, you are fine at home, after you went to school, she always put on a face to show Lingling, as if Lingling owed her millions. ”

I smiled and said, "If Lingling really owes her millions, she won't show her face Lingling, your sister is only like this, and it's not all for you." ”

"I've already told you that I don't want to take the path that someone else has arranged for me, who I like, I don't know in my heart? Let me tell you this, she is my own sister, and I can fight back or scold her if she says anything, but I can't stand her attitude towards Lingling. To tell you the truth, I have decided to move out now, if she turns back to the company and gives Lingling a look, I am ready to take Lingling back to the provincial capital! ”

His words deeply touched me, to be honest, no one else needs to say, what kind of person Lingling is, I know better than anyone now. is such a broken woman who can't be broken again, Lu Yuxin's second brother can defend her desperately, why can't I give up everything for Lu Yuxin?

If I was still full of grievances when I decided to give up my child last night, after listening to his words, I felt that I should clearly and clearly express my attitude with Lu Yuxin.

At this time, Lingling had already dressed Lu Yuxin and was pushing her into the bathroom to wash. I smiled at Lu Yuxin's second brother: "Don't worry, the house has been prepared for you, it is a three-bedroom and two-living house, and your sister asked you to live in it now." Because I'm going to the provincial capital to take the school exam soon, and I don't feel at ease to let those waiters come and take care of me, so please wait until I come back from the provincial capital before thinking about moving, okay? ”

He still wanted to excuse himself, so I continued: "You are right to listen to me, I will persuade your sister later, so that she will never ask about you and Lingling again." ”

Lu Yuxin's second brother smiled bitterly: "Actually, as long as she doesn't talk about it, I didn't think of moving at all." I also know that she left the family since she was a child, and from the bottom of my heart I want to live with you, I"

I motioned for him to stop talking, and at the same time put my hand on his shoulder, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Do you really know what kind of person Lingling is?" ”

"Of course I do."

I shook my head and said, "No, you don't understand, I think someone like her may even have a relationship with me in the future, do you believe it?" ”

I thought he would look at me with a stunned face, but I didn't expect him to blurt out indifferently: "I believe it, but I don't mind!" ”