Jinghu soaked himself in the tub, and the whole person sank in the water, until he couldn't breathe, and then he came out of the water with the rim of the bucket.

She felt that her brain was really in the water at the beginning, and she shouldn't have bothered with such a nosy thing at all.

What Ke Mingbi said was not all wrong, her own mistake pushed Jing Shen away, but they were already going to reconcile, in order to live a good life for Brother Kai, it was also a life, and it would not be worse than now.

This was the punishment she deserved.

But he had a lot of trouble, rescued Huanwu, and sent her away thinking it was fair, wanting her to live a good life, which led to Jing Shen recovering the complete centrifugation of Huanwu and Ke Mingbi, which in turn led to Brother Ge'er's premature birth.

She wanted to make amends, but it wasn't something she could make up for.

She can't let her brother's body get better and be healthy from now on, nor can she persuade Jing Shen to leave Huanwu and live a good life with Ke Mingbi.

She couldn't afford anyone's life, but she made such a hasty decision at that time, which seemed to be salvation, but in fact it was just destroying other people's lives.

Ke Mingbi should hate her, she is not surprised. If it were her, I was afraid that I would like to take the horsewhip and treat her troubled self like she treated Xu Murou that day.

She is going to Jiangnan again, and I am afraid that when she returns to Yanjing, Xu Yanjia will already be married. But it's nothing, that is, she is still in Yanjing, but she is afraid that she will not go to her wedding.

Xu Yanjia did something wrong, but in fact, he never sincerely apologized to her. Many people don't even have the courage to admit themselves, and she is.

Maybe she should find an opportunity to sincerely apologize to Ke Mingbi before going to Jiangnan. Maybe it didn't do her any good, but it was what she had to do.

In the past half a year, she didn't have much time to attend Meng Heting's class, but she was just a companion at the time, and now she is a good student of Meng Heting.

But she didn't miss her homework, she often went to bed late these days, and it wasn't because she wanted to play dominoes with someone. This patience even makes her feel incredible.

She will be about half a year younger, and before leaving, she always has to talk to Meng Heting.

If he doesn't want to see her like that, he may take the opportunity to beg for it. Meng Heting is very arrogant, no matter how good the treatment in the palace of Yongning County is, he probably won't feel comfortable.

If he took this opportunity to quit the museum, in this way, he used to be so tight and assigned so much homework every day, which can be regarded as some reason.

If it weren't for that, she wouldn't have learned so much.

Although she hadn't spoken to the real Ele people yet, and she didn't know much about her true level, she did learn a lot during this time, and she finally stopped being unlearned.

Tomorrow she will go to the training class as usual, which should be the last few classes.

*

Jinghu came very early today, thinking that she was going to Jiangnan again, she was actually a little more melancholy, and there were still many things to do, so she didn't sleep well. I didn't sleep well, I thought too much and couldn't stop, but I wasn't sleepy at this time.

Meng Heting, as usual, stepped into the door of the training on time when he was in Chenzheng.

Jinghu stood up rarely, and greeted him sincerely, "Mr. Meng is early." ”

Meng Heting just glanced at her indifferently, put all the books he brought on the table, and then said, "The little county lord is fine, if there is nothing to do, I will start teaching." ”

Jinghu didn't care about his attitude, "I just have something to say to Mr." My mother planned to let me go down to Jiangnan with the boat at the end of June and stay at my grandfather's house for a while, but I was afraid that I would not be able to come back until the end of June. ”

"In this way, there are four or five months, so it is not good to delay Mr. If the gentleman has something, I will give him a wealth and send him out of the house respectfully. Naturally, if Mr. is fine, the Yongning County Mansion will treat Mr. as he did when I was there. ”

"I still understand the principle of respecting teachers."

Meng Heting didn't have any surprised looks, lowered his head and sorted out his book, and said after a long time: "Do you remember the county lord, you once asked me a question?" ”

She asked him a lot of questions, and people who knew her knew that Man Yanjing knew that she liked to ask questions.

"I don't know what the problem is sir."

Meng Heting stopped his hand and set his eyes on her.

The Yanliang people regard the Eile people as barbarians, and feel that their appearance is strange, and it is difficult to get into the elegant hall. Meng Heting has half of the Eile blood, and his father is about to be a Eile.

His appearance is actually very good, unlike other Yanjing boys, even though he dresses up as a scholar and always talks and does things in a dull manner, Jinghu can feel the unique vitality in him and the wildness that can't be concealed.

He had a rare little patience, "The little county lord asked me if I would stay in Yanliang in the future, or go back to the Wu grassland." Now I have the answer. ”

Jinghu said: "Let me guess." Although Mr. has lived in Yanliang for many years, he has never felt that he is a Yanliang person, nor is he accepted by the people around him, so Mr. still wants to go back to the grassland, right? ”

Meng Heting smiled, "The little county lord is a rare confidant of mine. My grandmother's only wish before she died was to see the grassland again, and I would take her back and let her rest in a place where she could rest at ease. ”

The ghost sent the gods, Jinghu asked an inexplicable question, "Will Mr. like that Wu grassland?" ”

Meng Heting's expression was very serious, "Yan Liang is not so good. ”

Didn't answer her question directly, but he was right, Yan Liang was not so good.

Although she always had to study with him for half a month, before it was time for the real separation, Jinghu also officially saluted him.

"If you go, sir, maybe you and I won't have the chance to see each other again in this life. Although my husband didn't like me very much, after the end of the master's apprenticeship, the student was here to wish him all the best. ”

Meng Heting is not good to her, she is always very cold, and Jinghu naturally doesn't like him very much. But when she had someone she really hated, she didn't like Meng Heting's point, of course, it was nothing.

Her wishes to him are sincere, once he goes to the northwest for thousands of miles, the Wu grassland is even more boundless, even if he wants to return to Yanliang again, she doesn't know where it is at that time, maybe she really can't see it.

"It's not that I don't like the county lord, people pay attention to fate between people, maybe I don't have any fate with the county lord at the moment. However, if there is a chance to see you again, I hope that the county lord will also be as good as before. ”

Meng Heting rarely said a few words, Jing Hu smiled lightly, and the little mustard in the past gradually dissipated.

Those who have already said goodbye hope that when it is time to say goodbye, they will not be too sad. Gathering and dispersing makes people grow, and she has grown up a lot.