Speaking of reality, after Yuan Mei, the mother of butterflies and diving birds, met unexpectedly, there was some kind of indescribable pressure in her heart.

Maybe she can't tell where the pressure is coming from, why she feels stressed.

In the dream, her pressure is silently manifested.

Probably the most mysterious thing in the world is dreams. You can't say it doesn't exist, you experience it every night, but it's really a reflection of a nihilistic mind that doesn't exist.

Here, this is the author's own definition, which does not have scientific arguments.

The wonderful thing about dreams is that, apart from the fact that there are times when they are purely random dreams, some dreams are really relevant to your life.

In the early years, Freud had already written a shocking book "The Interpretation of Dreams", which contained many clinical cases about the reality of dreams.

It will appear in your dreams in some kind of distorted and deformed state. Sometimes it's a warning that something is wrong with your bodily functions. Sometimes it's a reflex of your emotional anxiety. Sometimes it's when you think about something, and you naturally have certain dreams. Sometimes it's your sixth sense that creates some worry and alarm about a certain kind of impending danger.

It's not a word.

Dreams are such a mysterious thing. Of course, it does more than that. People always value their daytime life and ignore the life in their dreams.

Dreams are sometimes another outlet for life. To be more precise, another way of carrying life, a dream way, a bizarre way, an infinite way, a strange way.

The state in the dream may be the state you want to escape, the state you want to have, the state you desire, the state you fear...... All your real, unreal, dreams are presented to you that are never changed by your will.

In real life, you can use various means to regulate yourself, overcome, put aside, regulate, transfer, etc., man is always the best animal at using reason and will.

But you will no longer have these skills in the dream world, just a soft animal without a hard shell. Maybe that's the charm of dreams. Some people will want to use dreams to explain reality, because only then is he the most acute, agile, super-predictable, and even intelligent. In your dreams you are like a psychic wizard who tells you all the things you don't know.

But if you fall into a dream, it's also a terrible thing. Because you will be completely lost in the present moment because of it.

For butterflies, dreams are like a cup of coffee, a conditioner, that is, the taste will not be the same every day, sometimes bitter, sometimes sweet, sometimes too sour, sometimes salty, as if inadvertently drinking seawater......

Butterflies don't know when they started becoming obsessed with dreams.

At the time when I just gave birth to a stop kite, maybe.

At that time, she was very fragile and difficult, because she had to breastfeed every day, and her life was very monotonous, that is, breastfeeding, coaxing him, cleaning up his filth, and so on, and so on, with no end in sight, and no hope.

At that time, the butterfly knew that she was changing, she no longer longed for anything, and became a little unideal and unpursued.

So she began to pursue her dreams. In the dream, she is still a girl, young, energetic, her face is always full of brilliance, she is not worried about wrinkles when she laughs, and she is not worried about dark circles under her eyes when she stays up late.

Such a dream made her very happy, and that pleasure was a deep pleasure. When I woke up, I was still in a good mood and full of energy, as if I had just drunk a cup of strong coffee that tasted good and suited my taste, which was enough to stimulate myself for a day.

Sometimes when the body is tired, I will have some unsatisfactory dreams, and I wake up with a faint melancholy.

But this kind of dream is not bad, at least intermittently, and it doesn't last all night

Butterfly always dreams again and again when she is not in good health, or when she has some kind of unspeakable anxiety in her psyche, she dreams again and again, dreams all night, and when she wakes up, she feels as if she is still in a dream, and it is difficult to distinguish between them. Then it will affect her for a whole day, her mind is scattered, and she can't concentrate.

This state has been particularly severe in butterflies lately.

Because of the nightmares that came and went all night, she couldn't sleep well.

Although I slept for one night, it was as if I had been experiencing another life all night, and I woke up in the morning feeling exhausted and in a trance.

A life during the day, a life at night, and the night is a re-elaboration and cognition of the life of the day. Sometimes it makes you more aware of your inner anxiety and all kinds of stress that you want to escape during the day.

For example, chasing and fleeing.

Butterflies often dream of being chased, and it is not clear what animal or hunter they are chasing, but they know that something is chasing after them violently. It wasn't clear whether it wanted her life or anything else, so she ran and ran, and ran, and ran......

Then they will suddenly run to an uninhabited place, desolate and deserted, and at this time, the fear of chasing is suddenly gone, replaced by a loneliness that makes people panic.

That kind of scene, the butterfly summed it up after waking up.

The most that appears is that the scene is some wilderness, a real wilderness, without animals, not even grass and stones. Actually, you can't see anything clearly, but you know that you are in a wilderness, a barren wilderness.

A small town with no people, there may be a lot of shops on it, but there are no people. It's a bit like Hayao Miyazaki's animation, although it's so beautiful that it's fascinating, but it's poignant that makes people cry.

If the wilderness makes butterflies feel eerie and terrifying. And the uninhabited town stirred up the nostalgia from the heart, the departed nostalgia, the lost family affection, and the warmth that will never be possessed again. It's as if the cold wind of the forest is blowing through your heart, and you can no longer feel the warmth of the world.

One of the most common scenarios is an alien planet. It was a lonely planet floating in some universe, dark, silent, vast.

You roam it like a wanderer, and the things you can see are huge and terrifying. Huge elephants, huge meteorites, huge clouds, that bright and bewishing clouds are above you, too gorgeous to look extremely terrifying.

Then there are black holes, nothingness, emptiness, depth, and infinity......

These dreams come and go, like a book, and when you open it at random, you find that you see that page again, an unpleasant page.

However, there is also a kind of dream that makes butterflies seem to be ignorant, wandering away and understanding something, knowing something that does not belong to this world. But always open a little bit of a gap each time, like a guessing game, and you find out for yourself what it means. What is the story behind this dream?

The garden, the mysterious garden, the mysterious boy in the mysterious garden, and a Taoist temple on the mysterious mountain, are one of the more interesting ones in the butterfly dream.

These scenes did not appear together in a single dream, but several scattered dreams, but miraculously, the butterfly knew that the fragments of these dreams were talking about one thing. A dream about yourself.

Butterflies haven't been dreamed of for a long time. But even if she doesn't dream about it, she can't help but think about it. Sometimes I wish I could revisit these dreams. However, I have never dreamed of it, and I have never dreamed of it again for so many years.