Chapter 63: Faith Disappears
She quietly came to Chao Yishen's study, looked through the crack in the door, and found that he was concentrating on reading the book. His brow furrowed slightly, and his expression was solemn, as if he had encountered some problem. I remember the last time I looked at him so seriously on the hill behind the broken house, it was the first time Chao Yishen was so close to her, and her shy little face was flushed at that time, that is, that time she was moved by him. She thought that Chao Yishen would also fall in love with her, but when she saw Ruan Bing for the first time, she knew that she was wrong. Chao Yishen's eyes when he looked at Ruan Bing were completely different from those who looked at himself. He is only grateful to himself, even on his wedding day, without any other emotions. She sometimes really envied Ruan Bing for monopolizing Chao Yi's deep love.
Lingling looked a little distracted, and after reacting, he gently pushed the door open and walked in.
Chao Yishen looked up and saw her and smiled faintly: "Lingling, you are here, is there something wrong?" ”
"I didn't ...... It's okay, I just want to come and see you, this is the porridge I made for you, you can drink it while it's hot. Lingling handed the bowl to Chao Yishen, looked at him intently, and didn't want to leave for a moment.
"Thanks, I'll drink it in a moment." His voice was flat, and he lowered his head and continued his work.
"You can ...... right now Drink? ”
Chao Yi paused for a few seconds, then looked up at her again, the smile on the corner of his mouth seemed a little helpless, but he still nodded: "Okay, I'll drink it now." Then he took the bowl and drank all the porridge in a few moments.
Ling Ling watched him finish drinking, and asked expectantly, "Is it delicious?" ”
"Delicious, thank you."
Ling Ling slowly stepped forward, stretched out his hands and grabbed the corners of his sleeves, his breath became a little unstable, "Chao Yishen, you don't have to be so polite to me, I'm already your person now, don't treat me as a benefactor, just treat me as a normal couple, okay?" ”
Chao Yishen's expression changed suddenly, and his gaze lost the softness he began with, "Lingling, I said that I would not have other thoughts about you, and I will try my best to meet your requirements in this palace, just as a reward!" He then pushed Lingling's hand away without the slightest hesitation.
"And what do I want you to love me? Can you do it? Lingling's eyes were pleading, and tears gradually covered his eyes, falling down his long eyelashes.
"Lingling, you ......" Chao Yishen stood up excitedly, but felt that his head sank, and he sat down again. He raised his hand to his forehead and shook his head from side to side to wake up, but his vision became more and more blurred, and he watched as the person in front of him became one, two, and then one......
Chao Yishen looked at Ruan Bing and immediately smiled comfortably, "Bingbing, why are you?" Wasn't it a spirit just now? ”
Ling Ling saw the contrast between him and Ruan Bing, and the pain in her heart deepened a little, she was destined to be a substitute at this moment. She took Chao Yishen's hand again, and said in a gentle tone: "There is no spirit here, I have always been here~"
"So that's the case, Bingbing, why do you look so unhappy, is there something on your mind? You can tell me I'll help you......" Chao Yishen squinted his eyes very confused, and his body was shaky.
Lingling stepped forward and sat on Chao Yishen's lap, his fingers swept over his face as if nothing, and his voice was extremely ambiguous: "Chao Yishen, I miss you so much, I want to stay by your side all the time~"
Chao Yishen looked at her gently like water, and there seemed to be a slight tear in his eyes, "I miss you too, Bingbing, never leave me, okay?" ”
“...... Good ......" Ling Ling pursed her lips and smiled, and with tears in her eyes, she began to take the initiative to kiss Chao Yishen. She tried to immerse herself in the kiss, pressed her lips to his, and felt the warmth between his lips. His kiss is so gentle, and he has always been so gentle with Ruan Bing. She hoped that Chao Yishen's words just now were said to herself, and how much she hoped that Chao Yishen's deep affection only belonged to herself. She would think that she was really Ruan Bing, so she was hugged and loved by him like this. But at the moment, he just regarded himself as Ruan Bing, and she did it just to laugh.
They hugged each other tightly and indulged in a hot kiss......
"Chao Yishen, you called me to ......"
It was like a loud bang in her ears, and her mind was now a snowflake. She looked at the scene in front of her, and she didn't know what she was thinking, did she love Chao Yishen? Or did she think he was her own?
She covered her mouth tightly with her hands, her body began to tremble uncontrollably, and her eyes became red for a moment. She shook her head almost in breakdown, turned and ran out without hesitation.
Ling Ling heard Ruan Bing's voice, and she knew she was coming. Her eyes opened and closed again, maybe in the eyes of others, it was just to misunderstand Ruan Bing, but at this moment she became more and more enjoying the kiss.
Chao Yi heard the familiar voice in a blur, as if he was crying, as if he was disappointed. He tried to concentrate his consciousness during the kiss, and struggled his eyes until he saw that Ruan Bing's face in front of him was getting blurred and blurred, and instead Lingling's face was more and more clearly presented in front of his eyes, he immediately pushed her away and pushed Lingling to the ground.
"You..... What's going on? Chao Yishen hurriedly stood up and tidied up his clothes, looked at her with a shocked expression, hesitated for a while and suddenly came back to his senses, "This porridge ...... You've put the drugged in this porridge! ”
Lingling sat down on the ground messily, and said with a cold face: "Yes! I put it! ”
A hint of disgust instantly rose in Chao Yishen, and he said in disbelief: "Why are you doing this to yourself? ”
"Hahaha, practice yourself? From the moment I fell in love with you, I was no longer the spirit I used to be, I became more and more humble, more and more lowly! Chao Yishen, I really regret saving you in the first place, I regret falling in love with you so easily! If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be like this......" Lingling laughed madly with red eyes like a demon, tears blocked in the corners of his eyes and unwilling to fall. She laughed at herself for being too stupid, why did she give up her heart so easily.
Chao Yishen turned away indifferently and said indifferently: "I never forced you to do anything, didn't all this happen to you voluntarily?" ”
"Voluntary? Do you know why I came back without a smile? Because Xiaoxiao is now being held hostage, they force me to do what I don't want to do, and want to use me to hurt Ruan Bingbing, otherwise why would I come back to marry someone who doesn't love me! ”
"Then Bingbing really came to ...... just now" Chao Yishen raised his head sharply, suddenly thought of something, and then rushed out of the door with an arrow, leaving Lingling alone in place.
"Chao Yi Shen..... You really don't care at all......" Lingling slowly closed his eyes, and there was no expression on his face......