Updated: 2013-09-05

The game was still going on, but Deegan was no longer on the court, sitting in the corner of the bench, and he looked like a complete loser right now.

The corner before the end of the first half, he couldn't get it over. Inside, the ball was only slightly over the crossbar and he missed one of his best chances.

Originally, Deegan thought that he would definitely have a chance in the second half, because he had gradually found his senses and became more and more proficient in the run-in with this body, but unfortunately, Tasotti didn't want to give him a chance.

At half-time, Tassotti criticized Deegan for nothing in front of a group of teammates, almost pointing at his nose and calling him trash, a piece of trash.

Digan wanted to refute, but in the end he held back, he knew that he had failed in today's scene, and if he confronted Tasotti again, he was afraid that even if Kaka was covered, he would have no place in Milanello.

And Deegan knows very well that the head of the Italian coach is synonymous with conservatism, although Italy is a country of art, but when it comes to football, they are even more disciplined than the Germans, unruly, unobedient people, they don't need it.

The most ridiculous thing is that at the beginning of the second half, without the disruptor of Degan, AC Milan quickly equalized, and three minutes later, Matri scored another goal to achieve the overtake, and the youth team captain Romar Rigno, who replaced him, also performed very well, and after the game, he also made a long pass in the backfield to assist Borriello to complete a hat-trick.

In the final warm-up game, AC Milan won 11-1, but this victory had nothing to do with Degan, except for a bad mistake, he left people with nothing but running around like a headless fly, as for his two attacks, they were also covered up by his previous clumsy performance.

"Hey! Big! Let's go and get Kaka's sneakers! That's a job that's better for you! ”

"Big man! You're just dead! Go home and hide in your mother's arms and cry! ”

As Deegan left the stadium, some fans laughed at him, completely unat all because he was Kaka's younger brother.

Deegan clenched his fists tightly, and the bruises on his forehead burst out, he was angry, but he had no reason to vent it, because he himself knew how rubbish his performance was in the game just now.

"Rod! Don't take it personally, you know, they don't mean it! Pancaro chased after him, patted Deegan on the shoulder, and said, "They just want you to do better, after all, you're Ricardo's brother!" ”

Kaka's younger brother!

Could it be that just because he is Kaka's younger brother, Lao Tzu has to act like a clown according to other people's scripts to please them?

Deegan wanted to roar out, but he still held back, there was no malice, Deegan really wanted to daxiao, if this is not malicious, then what is it?

Are you going to come up and grab my clothes and slap me in the face?

What is this now?

Frustration?

How do cowards choose in the face of setbacks?

Retreat?

Stick your head in the crotch of your pants, pretend to be an ostrich, admit that you are a complete loser all your life, walk on the street and only dare to bow your head and lean against the wall, don't even dare to say a tough word, and can only use the method of spiritual victory to ridicule others.

That's what those people want.

Is Deegan going to compromise?

Are you kidding?

What is a setback?

It's just a matter of losing and winning back, what is the ridicule, the louder the ridicule of these people, the harder they will be slapped in the face in the future.

How can the world slander me, deceive me, insult me, laugh at me, despise me, despise me, hate me, and deceive me?

Bear with him for the time being, let him, let him, avoid him, bear with him, respect him, ignore him, and in a few years, you will see him again.

Thinking of this, Degan's heart suddenly quieted down, and he held his head high and met the ridicule of those fans, as if he was a victor, passing in front of them.

"Is that guy stupid?"

"Didn't he understand Italian and thought we were complimenting him!?"

"This guy is so stupid, it's sad to have such a younger brother for Kaka!"

Deegan went to the locker room to change his clothes, and without saying a word to anyone during this time, he seemed to be invisible, showered, changed, and left.

When he got to the parking lot, Deegan saw Kaka, who was standing next to the Land Rover, apparently waiting for him.

Deegan walked over calmly and smiled calmly: "Come and see my game!?" ”

Kaka's expression was a little embarrassed, he wanted to comfort Degan, but he didn't know what to say, so he just stood like this, and after a while, he said, "Rod! I know that's not your real strength! ”

"Nope! That's what I'm capable of! ”

Kaka was stunned for a moment, looking surprised, and then frowned: "Are you planning to give up on yourself when you say that?" Rod! That's not what you said yesterday, you said you wanted to surpass me! ”

Deegan opened the car door, threw his sports bag in, and said, "Of course, I haven't forgotten, I'll still aim for this!" I said that's what I'm really good at, and that's because I'm not used to being in the back and being a defender who does the dirty, the work, but obviously Coach Tasotti doesn't think so, maybe he thinks my size is enough to help Fiori keep the goal! ”

Kaka ignored Degan's joke and wondered, "Rod! But you've always been in that position, I mean Sao Paulo, and you've always done a great job at centre-back. ”

Deegan was ready to get in the car: "I want to change it now, okay!" I don't want to continue this topic, I remember it wasn't just you who came today, what about Dad!? ”

Kaka was stunned, and before he could reply, Degan had already gotten into the car, the car engine roared, and it drove away in a blink of an eye, Kaka frowned, annoyed and didn't know what to do, he vaguely felt that his family seemed to have broken Degan's heart today.

Back at home, Deegan silently entered the house and prepared to go upstairs, where Bosque and Simeone sat in the living room, while Caroline looked at Deegan with a worried expression.

"Don't worry, don't worry about me, I'm fine!"

Bosque stood up at this time and said, "Rodrigo! I think we need to talk! ”

Deegan shrugged his shoulders and said, "What to talk about, my future, that's right, you are my father, this is something you should care about!" ”

Bosque's face was not good-looking, and today in the stands, he heard everything that the fans said, which made him feel that the surname Wright was insulted.

"Rod! I don't want to judge your performance on the pitch today because it was really bad and I just want to say to you right now that maybe you should look for another way out! ”

When Deegan heard this, he didn't know it, and he suddenly exploded, and a huge rage burned his reason, making his chest almost explode.

"Looking for another way out, you should just say, forget it! Rod! You shouldn't play football anymore, even if you play for a hundred years, you won't do anything, is this what a father should say to a child with a dream? ”

Simeone also stood up and said, "Rod! Your dad just wants to care about you, don't talk to him like that! ”

"Really?" Degan's eyes were mocking, and he said, "Then what should I say?" Xiexie he made me see myself, I should really thank you for leaving before the end of the game, because then I don't have to make a fool of myself in front of my family, if you still wish I could go further on the right path, please give me encouragement, of course it's good to be indifferent now, at least then I don't have to carry too much! ”

After Degan finished speaking, he turned around and went upstairs, ignoring the stunned eyes of his family, saying such things, Degan felt a little childish, but Bosque's performance today really hurt his heart.

Either way, a failure was a failure, and the next day he got the news that Rimini was not on the list of loan players, and they selected Matri and Roma Rigno who replaced him in the second half.

When he heard the news, Degan didn't even think anything, Rimini, such a small club, couldn't hide the real dragon.

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The latest chapter of the high-speed starting stadium fanatic, this chapter is the fifth chapter of the frustration address, if you think this chapter is not bad, please don't forget to recommend it to your friends in the QQ group and Weibo!