Chapter 325: It's a cool autumn
Isn't life just a little bit of simplicity, a little bit of freeing yourself from housework and having enough time to enjoy life?
Gao Ruohan would rather spend the whole day doing nothing, standing under the sunset in the African savannah and watching the herds of rhinos in the distance, rather than spend the rest of his life on housework.
Sometimes she does think that the butterfly's vision is too narrow. She should go out, get out of this gloomy life, get out of this lifeless every day, and get out of the unbreakable cage she has set for herself...... But how can she make her understand the importance of all this, far more important than the four corners of a sock that must be folded.
She felt that the butterfly was imprisoning herself. She didn't have to live like this at all, but she chose this closed life by herself. She didn't know what to say to her, to tell her that a woman had to live a happy and comfortable life no matter what, let alone a woman who was getting older.
Never think that you have a lot of time, and life will not leave you with endless time. Time passes in your constant annoying chores. And you suddenly realize that your face is no longer there, and you are sad and twilight.
As a supernumerary poet, Gao Ruohan feels extremely sad when he thinks about it.
Sometimes she thinks that if Bi Yuchen says that he is going to retire one day, she will definitely try her best to persuade him to leave the city with me! Let's go wandering together!
There is nothing here that can bind us, that can imprison our souls, that we will be tormented, emaciated, and tormented......
The world is so big, a strange room in any city can make us spend a night.
That strange room can also have a large bed, a window with a view, a bottle of champagne chilled to the right amount, a sumptuous dinner, and can also make us have a purple and beautiful romantic dream.
And why should we be sadly trapped by a so-called home in order to get by, just one night, or one night after another?
Our home is not just a place where the two of us can snuggle together. Well, in fact, there are so many places in the world that you can snuggle up to.
She thought, she'll do it. She also has full confidence to convince Bi Yuchen, don't look at him now that he is busy with the case all day long, but his heart belongs to her.
It's just that her concept, how can she make the butterflies who are struggling in life clear?
In front of butterflies, she had no confidence at all.
She also knew that only the butterfly herself suddenly understood this one day, otherwise, it would be useless for anyone to say anything.
Gao Ruohan was a stranger and stood on the side and looked at it, feeling that it was superfluous for him to stay here any longer. On the pretext that there was still something going on outside, I hurried to leave first.
When he saw the butterfly start to tidy things up with his hands and feet, Gao Ruohan felt that he should flee quickly.
She felt that she saw not a hard-working woman, but a pathetic and pitiful soul.
Just this made Gao Ruohan feel breathless.
She quickly picked up her bag and left the room. Outside, she took a deep breath, as if trying to free her soul.
In the bakery around the street, she ordered herself a cup of coffee and sat on a leather sofa chair, bored looking at passers-by. This is a beautiful spring day, although there is some cold, the heating and air conditioning are still on in the store, as soon as I enter the warm store, Gao Ruohan, who just wanted to buy some cakes, changed his mind: drink a cup of coffee, rest your feet and go!
By the way, I took out my mobile phone and updated the poems I wrote improvised last week on my Weibo and WeChat. By the way, take a look at what fans have said there these days.
For her poetry, there have always been mixed reviews, some people say that it is rubbish, but at first glance you know that it was written by an uneducated person. Gao Ruohan sneered and did not fight back.
Because how would those people on the Internet know that her Yuan Shen is a Chinese language and literature teacher in the Chinese department, how many years of hard house and cold window career, there is no one she does not know about the two Han Dynasty, and even in her sleep, she may sit and chat with Qu Yuan for a long time.
She studied ancient Chinese Chinese, and if she said that she was not educated, then what you are yelling at below may not be said to be literate.
Some people say that they like it very much, it seems to be plain and uninhibited, and it is not amazing, but every word speaks of the confusion and fragility in the depths of the soul of modern urbanites. Gao Ruohan also did not answer.
The benevolent see the benevolent, and the wise see the wise. Spring mountains and autumn waters, each has its own good. She just used this platform to express her feelings. Writing poetry, in fact, is just writing about one's own state of mind. There are good and bad moods, joys and sorrows, and what the words reveal is only the tip of her iceberg. Mourn is sad, happy is happy, woo hoo mourn, fortunate even ah!
However, recently, many fans have complained that she is updating less and less.
Yes, Gao Ruohan himself knows that it is not easy to hold back two lines of poetry now. I went to more countries, saw more cities, and walked more land, but I wanted to write fewer poems.
She felt less and less likely to be moved or throbbed. Seeing too much reality, her heart became calmer day by day. I want to say that I will not rest, but I will say that the weather is cool and the life realm of autumn.