Butterfly felt that if she was allowed to stay on this ship for a long time and eat food like today's every day, she might become a fat person in less than half a year.

In the world of butterfly recipes, cucumbers, apples, grapes and other vegetables are common, but since her father passed away, she started eating completely on her own, and meat has rarely been served. It's not that I don't like it, it's just that I have trouble getting it. Even if you make a pot, you really can't eat it alone.

She remembers that on a whim, she burned some meat, and finally fed the rest to the stray animals in the community, and she was happier to watch them eat than to eat it herself.

If you really want to eat it, just go outside to eat barbecue or hot pot.

Later, she gradually simplified the three meals a day, which only took up a small part of the 24 hours a day, except for the grain that had to be cooked, what could be eaten raw was basically eaten raw, and there was no need to go through the cooking process. Processed foods have been happily omitted from her life.

She always had only milk, yogurt, juice in her fridge. There is basically no food in the freezer. The whole refrigerator is to say that it is extremely clean. Butterflies like it to be clean. Other people's refrigerators are used, and hers may be a decoration.

After eating like this for a long time, the butterfly feels that it does feel light.

After leaving the land and getting on the ship, this feeling of lightness was clear for a while, but a substantial lunch suddenly made the originally empty stomach become full, and the whole person was like a ship that had been anchored, and it fell into place calmly.

Over the years, she has always had the illusion of floating, and the strange thing is that this interview on the ocean liner made her feel like she had landed. Landed on earth, landed on a ship, landed among these men.

On the night of the interview on the ocean liner, the butterfly fell ill. She couldn't tell what was wrong with it, but she felt something was wrong all over her body anyway. In fact, when I came back in the afternoon, I felt a little empty. This kind of deficiency is completely different from the feeling of being weak in the morning because of the heat.

In JJ's car, the butterfly was a little lazy to talk, but JJ talked a lot, chattering about the things on the ship, the crew, the ghost weather this year, and his dreams...... Then, suddenly, he looked at the butterfly and said coldly, "Why do you have such a bad face?" ”

The butterfly dealt with him with a strong spirit, and said weakly: "It's too hot." ”

He nodded and said, "It's forty degrees today, we were at the dock just now, at least fifty degrees, it's hot, right?" Me too, look, I don't know how many times my clothes got wet. However, you are still not as bitter as we have to suffer, we really can't take pictures, no matter how hot the day is to go out to take pictures, tomorrow I have to go to the 16th shop to take pictures, there was a shipyard, now it is going to be demolished, I want to quickly take the photos, I will never see it again, it is completely going to be rebuilt. But you've had a hard time following today—"

Listening to him talking while driving there, he was still energetic and energetic, as if he had taken the perfect tonic ointment, and the butterfly here was a little blurred, feeling that his eyelids couldn't open, and his voice in his ears became dreamlike, he chattered for a long time, and the butterfly couldn't remember what he was talking about, but heard him say, "Is your house turning right in front?" ”

He came back from a different path, all of which were a little unfamiliar. The butterfly suddenly woke up, looked at the road, and was near her home, and as soon as she turned around, she was in the community.

"Yes."

The car stopped at the small gate at the back of the community, and JJ looked at the butterfly and said with a smile: "Once the article is written, just send it to my mailbox." ”

"In a hurry?"

"Anyway, as soon as possible. I don't need this manuscript in this issue, next issue. ”

"Okay."

The butterfly was about to get out of the car, and JJ suddenly said, "You've worked hard today, go home and have a good rest." ”

"It's fine." Butterfly said lightly.

The butterfly walked a little staggering, but after walking a few steps, it was considered to have recovered its spirit, returned home, washed its face, turned on the air conditioner, fell on the bed, fell asleep, and when it woke up, it was already dusk, and the window was screaming vigorously, and the butterfly felt like it had been thrown into the bomber, buzzing, and the whole body was sore.

It's over, she thought, she's sick.

I was sick for one day, and when I felt better the next day and wanted to eat, I could hardly stand when I walked out the door. She slowly swallowed out of the community, found a nearby fast-food restaurant and ate a bowl of wontons, and when she walked out into the street, she felt that people had some strength. Almost all the people waiting to buy iced tea in front of the COCO milk tea shop are almost lined up. Butterfly doesn't often drink these milk teas, but a colleague in her unit has two cups a day, and one less is not enough.

Butterfly walked around the vegetable market again, bought some lemons at the fruit stall, and planned to go home to make a cup of lemon ba, in fact, it is very simple, press the lemon out of the juice, add a spoonful of honey, and a large glass of cold boiled water. Thinking of the sweet and sour lemonade, the butterfly felt her saliva flood all at once, and she couldn't help but speed up her pace while carrying the lemon.

As soon as I got home, I heard the phone ringing in the room, and the butterfly didn't have time to change her shoes, so she rushed in to find the mobile phone, it turned out that Fang Yun called, and she told the butterfly that she was pregnant.

Butterfly college friends are left with only one of them.,The other people dissipated like a cloud.,One of their dormitories is basically all from other places.,After graduation, they went back.,It is said that most of them are working as teachers.,Different regions.,Different occupations.,Naturally, the news is gradually cut off.。

Another childhood friend is Liao Yingchen, I heard Fang Yun talk about her that year, and met her once in an unexpected place, Butterfly knew that she had returned to China after all, but no one knew the situation after returning to China. She didn't take the initiative to contact the butterfly, and the butterfly couldn't contact her, even though it was in a city, it seemed to be as far away as the end of the world.

Every time I think of those friends when I was studying, Butterfly feels sad. Now that my father has passed away, these partners have also changed, and no one knows who they are. The heat and coldness of reality are like ink slowly penetrating the layers of paper.

When I was young, people were always very innocent, saying to each other that we will always be good friends for a long time, looking back, that simplicity and stupidity have become the best memories. People grow rivers, wave after wave, the ancients sighed, thirty years in Hedong, thirty years in Hexi, a thirty years has become a watershed in life, then everything in the past has really disappeared, you can't keep it if you want to.

Fang Yun is the only treasure left in the butterfly's memory, and even so, they haven't been in touch for two years. Butterflies often think of her, but when they think of her being as busy as themselves, besides, after all, she has her own home and husband, how can she have the spare time to grind with herself? If she always pesters her uninterestingly, she may cause her husband's dissatisfaction.

Her identity is different, and it can't be like the two little girls in school who are always sticky together and have endless words. Even if there are endless words, it's not with her, isn't it?

Thinking of this, Butterfly gave up the idea of reaching out to her. In the blink of an eye, I forgot about this stubble.