Chapter 181: Die Early
Yu Yang was shocked, her heart trembled when she heard these words, with a faint pain of distress and sadness, she didn't even dare to look up at him, for fear of revealing the emotions in her eyes.
He has always been gentle and elegant in front of her, like a spring breeze, considerate, just like he will buy her a house, will arrange for someone to come over to take care of her diet and daily life, and will send someone to send brocade and silk, jewelry, for fear that she will wronged herself.
He would also run out of the palace on Chinese New Year's Eve to accompany her to welcome the New Year, just because he was afraid that she would be alone outside the palace.
He also watched the fireworks with her that night, had a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, and accompanied her to the street to put river lanterns and write down New Year's wishes.
He told her that his New Year's resolution was to be able to be with her every year in the future.
Finally, when he sent her home, he stole a fragrant kiss from her lips, and when she was so angry that his face was red, he smiled like a child.
He is really wholeheartedly good to her, but his New Year's resolution is also a seemingly simple luxury that can never be realized.
They understand each other that they are people of two worlds.
It's easy to be tempted, but it's hard to stay together.
And for him, he may just think that the reason why it is difficult for them to stay together is only because of the disparity in their identities, but only Yu Yang knows in his heart that they can't stay together because they have long been destined to be hostile relations, enemies buried under the long river of years with family and country hatred.
She is the daughter of a general under the former dynasty, and he is the crown prince of the current dynasty, and his father is the enemy who destroyed her entire previous dynasty, and the relationship between them is destined to be known to the world one day.
Eventually, her father will one day take his soldiers and horses to level this land and regain the glory that once belonged to him, when the time comes, either her father dies or his father dies.
If her father wins, he will surely cut the entire royal family with his own hands, and govern them in the way of others.
But if his father wins, she, her father, and all the subordinates of the former dynasty will inevitably die.
Yu Yang saw it thoroughly, and it was because of this that he was heartbroken, desperate, indifferent, and didn't dare to give him any hope.
That's it, let him misunderstand and die early, it is better than having his liver and intestines broken in the future, and he will not want to live. Good web
Seeing that she lowered her head and didn't speak, the prince slowly calmed down, but in the end he still couldn't resist the bitterness and wanted to ask clearly.
"What else am I going to do?"
The prince's voice was hoarse, and the injury under his eyes was obvious, "You tell me, what should I do, what can I do to make you treat me better?" What can you do so that you don't turn me away? ”
His words were like a sharp knife that pierced Yu Yang's heart.
Yu Yang's heart was almost full of holes, and she also wanted to know why the relationship could come so without warning, but he gave her a broken hosta and put it in her hair with his own hands.
Yu Yang raised her head, the emotions in her eyes had already been unwavering, and she still had that cold tone, "What you do, it won't change." Because, I have long been where I belong. ”
The prince seemed to have been slapped on the head by someone, and when he heard this, his ears buzzed, and it took him a long time to find his voice, "You say...... What did you say? Where does the heart belong? Who is it? ”
"Do you need to ask?"
Yu Yang tugged at the corners of his lips, "The answer, you should know it in your heart." ”
The prince clenched his fists tightly, and while his heart ached violently, his breath seemed to have been lost together.
“…… Lie Chang'an? ”
He gritted his teeth and stared at her for a moment, just wanting to get the answer from her mouth himself.
But Yu Yang didn't have the courage anymore.
In fact, she can't do it like water on the surface, she also has a heart, and she will also hurt, not to mention that what she faces and rejects is a man who is completely in love with her heart.
Yu Yang closed his eyes, unable to look directly at the sad eyes opposite, and only nodded silently.
Almost as soon as she nodded, the prince suddenly felt that he had suddenly lost the strength to stand there.