Today is Sunday, and Zhou Mo has nothing to do. Fan Yue said this suddenly, and the man would not leave.

Seeing her come out of the bathroom, Zhou Mo stretched out his hand and pinched the sides of her chin with his index finger and thumb, and lifted her head, "What's wrong?" ”

She looked at him, but after only a second, she turned her eyes away, slapped his hand away and bypassed Zhou Mo into the bedroom, and said, "My sister told me to come over now in the hospital." ”

"What's wrong?"

"I don't know yet," Fan Yue said in a tone that seemed to be normal, picking up clothes in the closet with her back to him, "the WeChat she sent me." She didn't answer when she called back. ”

After Fan Yue finished speaking, she had already chosen the clothes, and turned her head to look at the man who followed her in.

She is very awkward in her heart now, and she has done many things such as being honest about changing her clothes in front of him, but she is very resistant at the moment, and she doesn't want to show any skin on her body to be seen by him.

But she was not in the mood to ask him questions, listen to his explanations, or argue with him.

I only felt that my brain was chaotic and empty, and my thoughts and feelings were complicated and intertwined...... She did not have the energy and courage to face the conflict, and as always, she chose to plunge her head into the sand and be a cowardly ostrich.

She wanted to be calm as usual, but she didn't want to look at him more, so she took her clothes back to the bathroom without saying a word.

Zhou Mo heard a "click", which was the sound of locking the door.

Even if her tone was calm, her emotions didn't seem to fluctuate too much. But Fan Yue's attitude was suddenly indifferent, coupled with the deliberate alienation behavior, which was abnormal and obvious in Zhou Mo's eyes.

Just because you're worried about your sister? What happened last night? Or was it ...... when she entered the bathroom just now?

Fan Yue changed his clothes and saw him standing outside the door, and suddenly laughed, "You follow him so closely, what are you doing?" Watching the prisoners? ”

She was joking but not funny at all, Zhou Mo's dark eyes were deep at the moment, and he looked at her for a moment, "What's wrong with you, what happened last night, how did you drink yourself like that." ”

"Oh, no......" The man was in front of him, his nose was full of his breath, Fan Yue said and pushed him away but was detained.

His strength was not great, but Fan Yue frowned at once, his face was naturally disgusted, he twisted his backhand without struggling away, and said in an unhappy tone, "You hurt me." ”

Before she could ask, he questioned her first.

Fan Yue didn't want to talk more about Zhou Mo at the moment, and there was a sense of irritability due to boredom in her heart, but instead her tone calmed down, because there was not much temperature left in her voice, "Is there anything we can talk about later?" I called a bus to the hospital downstairs and I'm worried about my sister right now. ”

"I'll be with you—"

"No need."

got into the car Fan Yue thought, is she worried about Fan Xing? There seems to be a little bit, but it's more like a realistic excuse to convince yourself of the trick.

When she arrived at the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital, she saw her sister lying alone in the hospital bed. There was not much blood on her face, her face was dull, and she looked old and haggard.

Fan Yue couldn't help but feel sorry in her heart, and she was a little distressed.

"Sister, is something happening to the baby?" There was a smell of disinfectant water in the ward, and the smell made people feel a slight chill, "Lu ...... Where did my brother-in-law go? ”

Except for when Fan Yue came in, Fan Xing rolled his eyes and glanced at her, just staring at the pale ceiling blankly.

The middle-aged woman sitting next to the bed looked like a pregnant mother in bed. glanced at Fan Yue a few times and patted her, "This is your sister?" ”

Fan Yue nodded.

"I just heard you say brother-in-law, she's married?" The other party's voice was not loud or small, but Fan Xing could definitely hear it when he was close, but he didn't react at all.

Fan Yue looked at her sister worriedly, then turned her head to look at the middle-aged woman suspiciously, "May I ask you, what do you mean?" ”

Middle-aged woman, "Oh, little girl, don't get me wrong, there's nothing else." I just see that your sister has just been out of the operating room for so long, and no one has taken care of her, and I think she is not married. ”

"Oh, it's a big thing, my husband let her come to the hospital by herself."

Have an accident?

Fan Yue turned her head abruptly and shook her sister with a dead face, "Sister, how the hell are you ......" Fan Yue said and her eyes fell on her belly covered with a light quilt-

The heart that she thought had sunk to the bottom suddenly opened a hole and fell again, and the disgusting feeling of suffocation spread throughout her body again.

"Sister, child......"

"It's gone."

Fan Yue opened her mouth and repeated, "Gone?" ”

"It's flowing."

*

When it comes to keeping calm, it's rare for the two sisters to agree.

Fan Yue understands herself, but she doesn't understand Fan Xing.

Fan Xing seems to love Lu Di very much, at least always to Lu Li's family. In order for him to quarrel with his parents, Fan's parents didn't plan to let people live in their house when they came to Shanghai, but were worried that Lu Di's parents would have no place to live when they came.

But the stars who are calm at the moment are not like herself.

Even if she doesn't love Lu Di, she is still pregnant with her own child. Fan Xing was not sad, had no expression, no emotion, and was calm as if he was sick, as if he had lost a few taels of meat.

The two stayed in the hospital until 4 p.m., and Fan Xing insisted on being discharged.

After she became pregnant, she had no job, no health insurance, no money, and she didn't want to waste money here.

"Sister, your current body, at least one night in the hospital observation?"

Fan Yue said in a consultative tone, but Fan Xing didn't appreciate it, just looked at it coldly, and finally said, "Do you pay the hospitalization fee?" If you can't afford to pay, don't force it in front of your parents. ”

My sister's speechlessness is the most refreshing expression in Fan Xing's gloomy life.

She was suddenly relieved, shrugged her shoulders and laughed.

She found out that Lu Di was cheating two days ago. The woman waited for her directly downstairs in the community, and threw out a hospital abortion report and a few intimate selfies of her and Lu Di.

"Do you know, Lu Di rented her a house outside, and raised her with 3,000 yuan of pocket money every month, which is quite nourishing for the woman in the countryside."

Fan Xing's narration was very calm, and his words of contempt did not fluctuate too much.

"That woman looks like a chicken, her temperament is quite earthy, and she is uneducated when she speaks," Fan Xingshu fell, but her face was self-deprecating and unconsciously lonely, "This kind of person Lu Di actually looks at." ”

Fan Yue didn't know what to say at this moment. Follow your sister's words, and scold the junior with her righteous indignation? It seemed to be a matter of course, but she couldn't open her mouth.

Fan Yue was dizzy and slow to react because of last night's episode, trying to maintain her inner peace, suppressing her emotions as a human being, not opening her empathy ability, not letting her mood get too excited, and she couldn't think of what to say-

"Don't pretend, didn't you already know?" Seeing her complicated expression, Fan Xing made a long-lasting expression, and the corners of his mouth were a contemptuous smile, "Didn't you bump into Lu Di's matter of raising people outside a few months ago?" ”

Fan Yue was stunned. She's... Got it.

She was speechless, which turned on Fan Xing's mood and raised her voice, "Why didn't you tell me when you found out?" Are you just waiting to see me laugh now? ”

"Sister, it's not—"

"Not? Don't you just enjoy watching me live without you? From the moment you appeared, your parents only had you in their eyes, and all the good things were given to you. Because you went abroad, your parents spent most of their savings, and millions were thrown on you, you know? Look at yourself, don't you just earn the most ordinary salary, what do you give them back? And what do I get? I sacrificed my future to pave the way for you to go abroad, and what did I get? Hundreds of thousands of dowries for marriage? What is that money in the Shanghai market? They don't even want to give me a down payment on the house, and they have to wait until the child's full moon gift as a reward? Why? Why? Why are all the good ones only given to you? ”

When Fan Xing talked about the sore spot, he became more and more reasonable, and sat up from the hospital bed, the resentment in his heart was revealed, and his expression towards Fan Yue seemed to be much more vivid.

She has endured all her life, and all her resentment is on her family. Especially this sister who was born for some reason and ruined her life.

"You know what? Since I was a child, my parents told me that because you are a sister, I want to let you, get used to you, love you, and protect you. Why? Just because you were born a few years later than me? Are you the child they paid the fine to come? If you are a man who can inherit the lineage, I can reluctantly accept it, but where am I sending you? Aren't we all women? Just because you're a few years younger than me, I can only let you? Millions of properties are given to you? ”

Fan Xing's anger towards his family, his questioning of them, and the resentment that he had endured for a long time were all sprinkled on Fan Yue...

She was angry and excited.

But Fan Yue didn't have an answer.

Those who are pampered always have no fear, why is she favored, Fan Yue doesn't know, and has never even thought about this problem.

Why, is she the one who is favored?

Her speechlessness was not called Fan Xing Shuangyue, the person in front of her who had to be called "sister" because of blood relationship, her reaction only made Fan Xing feel sarcastic, "Do you know how much I wish you were never born?" ”

"Sister..."

"Have you ever thought that if you weren't born, everything you have should have been mine?"

*

During the hospital, Zhou Mo made several phone calls to Fan Yue who didn't answer, but just replied to WeChat, and explained that her sister was nothing serious.

The two returned to the apartment, and Zhou Mo had already left. Facing her weak-faced sister, Fan Yue was afraid of her, "Sister, go to my bed and rest." ”

Fan Xing was not polite, changed into the pajamas given by Fan Yue and went to bed.

Fan Xing's miscarriage and Xiao San's strong forced palace are one of the reasons.

But in her heart, the root cause of the emotional breakdown between the two was blamed on Fan Yue, the sister who "didn't report it".

Fan Yue felt innocent, but she didn't have the heart to argue with her.

Once people are immersed in sad emotions, they want to be covered with more negative things and give up on themselves.

Most of the day was chaotic, and all negative things seemed to be crowded on the same day. Within a few hours, Fan Yue's life did not rise and fall, only endlessly falling and sinking.

After winter, it gets dark earlier and earlier, the skin feels the cold air, and the lights of Shanghai are on in front of her, Fan Yue looks at the unfamiliar cigarette case on the small table on the balcony, she looks like Zhou Mo's. Shake one out of the box and skillfully spot it.

Rubbing the plastic film of the cigarette in her hand, she remembered that the two of them were in Lhasa, in the Snow Mountain Restaurant.

Zhou Mo's accosting is very cliché and direct.

[Borrow and smoke. 】

Fan Yue: [10 yuan a piece.] 】

Man: [100 in a pack.] 】

Bargaining doesn't really mean much, but it's full of flirtatation.

Fan Yue's first impression was that the young man next to him was very good-looking, and the faint mint smell made people want to get close.

In her junior year that year, during a playful internship in Lhasa, she met Zhou Mo, who thought she would only be a passerby.

The phone screen lights up.

Fan Yue flicked the burnt cigarette ash, and the breeze blew a small piece into her eye sockets, and it turned red all of a sudden.

After staring at the phone screen for a long time, she pressed the call button, "Zhou Mo, my sister is hospitalized, and I have to accompany her for the past few days." ”

“……”

The person on the other end of the line was silent.

Fan Yue was a little lucky, but more disappointed.

He didn't notice. He's not going to explain?

"I'll hang up first-"

At the moment before Fan Yue was about to press the red button, the man on the other side of the earpiece asked her, "What did Yuan Feiyue tell you?" ”