Shang Jingwang looked at Huangfu Jingchen again.

Huangfu Jingchen didn't look at him, but took the teacup and took a sip of the tea that had been cold. He looked a little indifferent. The desperation of this monk Jingwang, the shouting of Huangfu Jinxuan, and the thoughtfulness of Xia Wenjin are completely different.

Seeing him like this, Shang Jingwang almost couldn't help but want to ask him, did he have a mind to calculate himself before?

He remembered the first time he saw him, his casual and noble bearing, as if he was still in front of him. He trusts him wholeheartedly, except for the affairs of Wangshan Town, he does what he says.

Listen to him, so he did not hesitate to risk his life and personally came to the epicenter of the epidemic, even at the risk of contracting the epidemic. You must know that at that time, there was a shortage of doctors and medicines in Wangshan Town, and there was only one doctor Xiao Xia here.

listened to him, so he first sent the music fold to the capital, half a month late, and then sent someone to Yu Shikui. No, he was very busy at the time, and he was very busy as soon as he got here, and he brought him the written memorabilia, and he sent it on his behalf. It was he who told himself lightly that he would send the capital first, wait for the imperial doctor to come to help, and send Yu Shikui later, so as not to cause chaos for Yu Shikui!

Those pictures all appeared in his mind, if everything was just used, if he was used as a pawn in his hand by Jing Gongzi early on, it would be too cruel for him.

He had even taken a step forward, and at this time, a word suddenly appeared in his mind: "The political achievement that this son said is risky and difficult, it depends on how you choose." Risk is accompanied by opportunity, if you want to do it, this son will help you, if you don't want to do it, this son will send this achievement to your county guard! ”

This is what Jing Gongzi said to him when he mentioned the epidemic in Wangshan Town.

This is a foreshadowing of advance.

The choice was his own choice.

What was he thinking?

Achievement! Add an official to the knighthood!

That's right, but in addition to these, his thought at the time was that he was forty-five, and the risk was the risk, and it was a great merit to control the epidemic and let the people die less! Merit can be accompanied by political achievements, why can't he fight hard?

Yes, it's his own choice!

What if he is used as a pawn by Jing Gongzi?

He chose it himself!

Moreover, when he made this choice at that time, although he was thinking about his political achievements and adding officials to knighthood, and more, he actually thought that the people of Wangshan Town were all the people under his rule, and the epidemic was a matter of great importance, if it was allowed to spread, it would not be a matter of one village and one town, it might be a matter of one county, one government, or even one country.

So he gambled.

Because even if he was rubbed like that by officialdom, he still remembered what life those people lived when he didn't have high school. So even if he knew that Fu Yin's official position was actually very low, he was just standing on the mountain road, looking up, and it was still far, far away from the top of the mountain.

But in the hearts of the people, he is the mountain!

The mountain that is the parent officer!

He also has a thing called conscience!

He obviously was more anxious and more important in his heart at that time, because of the epidemic, and the people suffered, so he gambled, what does this have to do with Jing Gongzi?

Scammed?

Jing Gongzi told him that there are risks and difficulties.

He said everything in front, how can this be called a lie?

At that time, when he received the Commendation Decree and looked at the jade seal on it, wasn't he also ecstatic and full of tears?

If he is overjoyed when there is a benefit, and complains about others when he has a responsibility, then what is the difference between him and Kong Tiexin and others?

If he is really investigated and reported to the wrong procedure, if he wants to be held accountable, he can only say that he is unlucky.

Thinking of this, his feet froze, he didn't even dare to look at Huangfu Jingchen, he was ashamed of the idea he wanted to question just now.

He turned his head to look at Huangfu Jinxuan, although his face was still a little pale, but his voice was very calm: "What the second prince said is right, if I report it early, Yu Junshou will do it early, at that time, the second prince did not arrive, everything is Lord Yu's final say, and now the grass on my grave is rising." I reported late, and the court asked for guilt, although I couldn't save my life, I saved the life of this town in Wangshan Town! Then what else can the lower officials regret? As a parent official, it is my duty to protect the lives of the people, and as for the court to ask for guilt, isn't it too early? I hope that the guilty Qin will arrive late, and the epidemic in Wangshan Town will be cleared there, and I can go with peace of mind! ”

Huangfu Jinxuan's eyes widened, looking at Shang Jingwang like a monster.

Huangfu Jingchen glanced at him unexpectedly, just now he was obviously full of resentment, and he was about to ask his master for guilt, don't ask him why he knows, a person's eyes can clearly reflect his heart.

Although he has little experience in the rivers and lakes, he is still somewhat confident in these eyes.

Except for Xia Wenjin.

Well, at the beginning, the reason why he mislooked Xia Wenjin...... Actually, it's not wrong, because Xia Wenjin is not a treacherous villain, she is just naughty, loves to play tricks on people, and occasionally speaks badly......

But now, Shang Jingwang's eyes have calmed, he seems to have accepted the reality, and there is no resentment.

Huangfu Jinxuan was surprised that there was no door in his mouth: "Hold a big grass, Shang Jingwang still has a saint living in your heart!" ”

That's not a compliment.

Shang Jingwang smiled instead, he still walked over to Huangfu Jingchen, but he arched his hand and saluted, and then said earnestly: "Master Jing, Shang has been an official for more than 20 years, and in the first half of his life, he was arrogant and arrogant, thinking that being able to go to high school was the road to Qingyun." But after a long time in officialdom, I know too much reality and understand too many rules, and in the second half of my life, I am cautious and submissive, not seeking merit, but seeking no fault! I almost forgot that when I was in the cold window for ten years, my intention was not to live in the temple, but just to show my ambitions. I had a lackluster life, but before I died, I did something that really followed my heart. Thank you Jing Gongzi for making me have no regrets in my life! ”

Huangfu Jinxuan was shocked: "Oh, yes, yes, you say this weirdly, how can it be like confessing your last words?" ”

Isn't Shang Jingwang just confessing his last words? Twenty-two years in the first half of his life, and twenty-two years in the second half, his life has come to an end.

But now that his mind is settled, he is less afraid and more calm.

Huangfu Jingchen put down the teacup, raised his eyes to look at him, and said lightly: "What is the first half of life and the second half of life?" What before dying? Lord Shang has just finished the first half of his life, and now he is saying that he is unshakable in this life, will it be too early? ”

Xia Wenjin also smiled and said, "Don't worry, Lord Shang, you will live a hundred years!" ”

Shang Jingwang smiled bitterly, live a long life? He's forty-five this year, so he's not dying early, is he?