Chapter 600: My Unwilling and Regretful
Occasionally, when I'm alone, I think about a problem, I analyze myself for a philosophical question, I think about myself, and the question is simple and clear, that's ......
What is the meaning of my life?
Although I am not short of money or other things, and in the eyes of others I am still a better elite than the vast majority of people in the world, my boss praises me for being smart, my friends praise me for my wisdom, and my family also uses the dragon and phoenix among people to describe me, all kinds of praise surround me, as if my existence itself represents success, of course, in my more than 20 years of life experience, I have indeed been successful, and I have not lost anything during this period.
Unfortunately, none of the above is absolutely true, let alone entirely true.
In fact, I have failed once, lost once, and my only failure is precisely the biggest failure in my life, because of this failure, I have lost the most precious thing in the world, lost forever, and can never be recovered, which is the biggest regret of my life.
Unwilling and regretful enveloped me until ......
Until one day God played a joke on me, and when I was in hell and set foot in a desperate situation, I saw her again.
It was as if at this moment, looking at her, the woman who was both her and not her, and I didn't know what to do.
So, I chose to remain silent, and so on put survival first, even if I still couldn't find the meaning of my life.
To live, maybe it's just a simple desire to live.
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What is stress?
Stress can be divided into two domains: physical and psychological, the physical definition has objective properties, refers to the force acting perpendicular to the unit area of the fluid or solid interface, and from the perspective of psychology, stress generally refers to a cognitive and behavioral experience process composed of emotional and neural responses, that is, psychological stress.
Excessive psychological stress can affect people's physical and mental health.
At this moment, Peng Huxin, who was walking alone on the streets of the town, was in a state of psychological pressure.
The bald man was in a worse mood due to the excessive pressure, and yes, when he finished another round of corpse throwing, the man began to get tired, feeling that his body was becoming more and more tired, and not only that, but he was also gradually tired mentally, which made him want to wash his face and sober himself up.
Thinking of it, he Peng Hu is not a person who hesitates to look forward and backwards, and his mood is getting worse and worse, walking, the bald man turned around and walked towards a house on the right, although he had not been to this house before, but others had come when collecting food earlier, and the door of the house was still open, which saved the trouble of kicking the door.
Soon, walking into the room, looking around, ignoring the rotten corpses in the living room, a little stagnant, and then as if suddenly thinking of something, he raised his hand and touched his chin, touched the stubble on his face that had become thicker and thicker because he had not repaired for several days, and after touching it, he confirmed that the beard was really much longer than before, and the next moment, the bald man walked into the bathroom, looked for a little, and finally found a razor, obviously, in order to make himself look more energetic, shaving before washing his face is undoubtedly the best choice.
Having said that, unexpectedly, when he walked to the washstand, he looked up, and the next second, Peng Hu was suddenly stunned, and a question mark couldn't help but appear above his head.
Stunned comes from suspicion, question mark comes from incomprehension, simply speaking, it can be understood that there is something missing in front of you, and there is a lack of the most common object.
There are no mirrors.
There is no mirror in front of the sink!?
This design is not scientific!
Looking around, I found that there is no mirror in the entire bathroom, you must know that this blade razor is different from an electric razor, who knows what it will be like when you leave the mirror?
"I'm ...... Day"
After confirming that there was no mirror in the bathroom, Peng Hu couldn't help muttering, and immediately began to look for and explore, but unexpectedly...... After searching for a long time, not only the bathroom, but also all the rooms and even the kitchen, I still didn't find a mirror, not even the lightest small round mirror.
"Damn! What a dog! How can you shave a beard without mirrors!? ”
As mentioned above, although Peng Hu was a little surprised that he didn't find a mirror in the house, he was more annoyed, and the more he thought about it, the more angry he became.
"Hehe, do you think there is no way without a mirror?"
The corners of his mouth were raised, and he grinned, and after saying a word to himself, the bald man moved, turned around and walked towards the kitchen.
Putting aside what the so-called good method is, in fact, there was an incident during the period, a scene that was imperceptible and small, because it was too small, Peng Hu never cared about it and never found it, that is...... As the meteor strode into the kitchen, a small black dot that popped up out of nowhere slowly floated towards the kitchen......
Inside the kitchen.
Stepping into it, he raised his eyes and swept his eyes, his eyes locked on an iron basin in the corner of the wall, seeing this, the bald man was very satisfied, picked up the iron basin and went directly to the water tank and began to carry the spoon to fill the water, as for the black dot that followed it, it also circled like a living creature in the kitchen and suddenly accelerated, and it floated straight towards Peng Hu's eyes like a sharp arrow!
However......
Strangely, somehow, just as the black dot was about to fly into Peng Hu's eyes, and at the same time, when the bald man bowed his head and aimed his face at the iron basin filled with clear water below, a strange scene occurred.
The black dot stopped.
Instantly froze, stagnant in mid-air, as if frightened by something, it first suddenly stopped advancing, and then disappeared out of thin air, without a trace!
"There are no mirrors, do you? Unafraid! Lao Tzu uses water as a mirror, this time it's no problem to shave, hahaha! ”
Looking at the iron basin triumphantly, seeing that the water in the basin really reflected his face, Peng Hu laughed, raised his arm and shaved happily with the help of the reflection.
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Homes.
The atmosphere was dead and oppressive, and cold sweat was dripping on his forehead.
Looking at the pile of red at the door, the pile of flesh and blood mounds composed entirely of human limbs, at this moment, the few people standing by the door were as cold as falling into an ice cellar!
Rao is there only a breeze around, but for a few people, the seemingly weak breeze stings the skin like a sharp blade and oppresses the heart, and the mind can't help but think of a scene, a scene of unforgettable terrible memories.
Fang Hai died.
The pile of broken corpses in front of him was Fang Hai's transformation, and it died violently and shattered on its own without seeming to be attacked by any attack.
The matter was not complicated, as early as a few minutes ago, that is, when Fang Hai said that his eyelids opened uncontrollably and he witnessed the female stalk, everyone was paralyzed by fright, Yao Fujiang, Qian Xueling, Gao Jikun and Yue Xiao, the four of them sat on the ground with weak legs and feet on the spot, trembling around them, fear swept over several people like a rolling tide, and even Zhao Ping, who had always been calm, staggered and almost fell after learning this terrible news.
It's useless to close your eyes.
You can still see the crab with your eyes closed!
Your eyelids will open on their own under the influence of an irresistible external force, forcing you to see and finally see the female stalk.
Why?
Why is this happening?
Oh, my God......
There's no solution, this female in the pink skirt can't be solved, what kind of thing is this? There is no way to hide, there is no escape, the killing method cannot be defended, the supernatural props are completely ineffective, even if you close your eyes, you can still see 'her', and see 'her' give you a death notice.
Cursing you is to destroy us, you obviously want us to die, because the pink female beetle is completely an inexplicable existence!!
is doomed, and I can only watch 'her' slaughter one by one, turning everyone into a pile of broken corpses!
Thinking of this, I heard the man in the corner crying again, and under the unattainable trembling oppression, Cheng Ying endured her fear and took out a dagger.
She planned to kill Fang Hai immediately and let the other party free immediately.
Yes, Fang Hai has seen the female scorpion 3 times, according to the development of the situation, I believe that it will not be long before the middle-aged man will crush himself and die tragically in an instant like several characters in the plot earlier, so it is better to give the other party a moment of happiness in advance if he lets him die in despair and pain.
However, when she took out the dagger, she was stopped by Chen Xiaoyao, and then Chen Xiaoyao first knocked Fang Hai out with a hard punch, and then carried the man to throw him outside the house, saying that it was too late and that it was fast, just threw Fang Hai out of the door, and in the next second, a change occurred, and in the field of vision, the man shattered, collapsed on his own and quickly fell apart, just like that, it shattered into dozens of pieces in just a blink of an eye, turning into a pile of bloody and fleshy broken corpses!
This familiar scene was witnessed by everyone in front of the door again, and they were full of eyes again.
"At least he's free, he doesn't have to despair before he dies, and he doesn't have to go out of his way to throw the body this time, it's troublesome, ha, haha......"
To get back to the point, in front of the door, looking at the pale teammates beside him, Chen Xiaoyao's facial muscles twitched, and while twitching, he said a cold joke with an expression that was more ugly than crying, it is true that the young Taoist priest tried to ease the atmosphere of the scene, but unfortunately a few people on the side never reacted, the only thing that existed was sluggish, only the miserable white face.
"Mr. Zhao, Mr. Zhao, Miss Cheng...... What do we do now? ”
Xu is too frightened but stimulated the desire to survive, shivered, suddenly came back to his senses, Gao Jikun reacted first, his eyes looked at Zhao Ping and Cheng Ying first, yes, after a few days of observation, in addition to the teammates who were unconscious throughout the whole process, the fat man thinks that the only senior person who can save his life is the man and woman in front of him, even so, there is no doubt that he must turn to the two for help as soon as possible, hoping that this man with glasses who has made a deal with him can find a way to live.
Gao Jikun is like this, and so is Yue Xiao, especially after witnessing the terrifying picture of Fang Hai turning from a big living person to a broken corpse in an instant, the sadness of the rabbit and the fox in the woman's heart became more and more intense, and for a while, despair and fear enveloped her, and the difference from Gao Jikun, who was still lucky, was ...... She is much more pessimistic, just from the pale faces of Cheng Zhao and the others, it can be clearly seen that these two veterans are now unable to protect themselves, how can they still care about the life and death of the newcomer? .
People are sometimes very strange, the bold will occasionally be surprisingly timid, the timid will occasionally be surprisingly bold, I don't know if they have recognized the reality or their own dignity is not allowed to continue to be unbearable, with the passage of time, through the initial sluggishness, Yao Fujiang returned to normal, Qian Xueling recovered as before, I saw that at this moment Yao Fujiang was as pale as others, but there was no despair, replaced by only a resolute face, a look of death, Qian Xueling's expression was similar, and the woman rarely did not shout, but took two steps closer and reached out to grab Zhao Ping's arm.
However, this time, just as she was about to touch Zhao Ping's arm, her hand was slapped away by the other party.
Seeing this, Qian Xueling couldn't help but be stunned.
Yes, she was a little surprised, she couldn't understand why the man with glasses did this, after all, in Qian Xueling's personal impression, the other party had never resisted when he grabbed the other party's arm since Zhao Ping was helpless against her, so why? Why did it ...... this time?
"Zhao Ping, you, why ......"
Faced with the indifferent reaction of the man with glasses, after a while, Qian Xueling unconsciously showed grievances, and in addition to being aggrieved, she also looked to the side, looking at the man's side face facing forward for a long time, and found that the pale face that the other party had maintained for a long time disappeared without a trace, replaced by a calm appearance, calm, surprisingly calm, and there was no trace of psychological fluctuations.
As for Zhao Ping......
During Qian Xueling's gaze at Zhao Ping, after a while, the man slowly closed his eyes, turned his body to face the other party under the woman's increasingly puzzled gaze, and then slowly raised his hand and stretched out his glasses on the bridge of his nose.
Sensing that the glasses man reacted strangely, in addition to Qian Xueling, driven by curiosity, several people around him also looked at Zhao Ping, a few people thought at first that the man would be as accustomed to helping the glasses as before, but this time, the man's subsequent actions surprised the veterans who were familiar with him, as the fingers approached the bridge of the nose, the other party did not reach out to help the lenses, but directly took off the glasses.
Zhao Ping took off his glasses for the first time!?
I have the impression that the other party has never done this, at least in the memory of several veterans, I really haven't seen Zhao Ping take the initiative to take off his glasses.
Gao Jikun and Yue Xiao, who are newcomers, are fine, but Zhao Ping's action made Cheng Ying's heart tremble, and then an ominous premonition instantly appeared in his mind.
At this moment, Zhao Ping has completely taken off his gold-wire glasses, and when he took off his glasses, the man reopened his eyes, and the moment he opened his eyes, the man gently opened his mouth towards Qian Xueling in front of him in an extremely rare gentle tone, and said a word to the woman while staring at the other party gently:
"I'm sorry, I may not be able to protect you in the future."
Listening to the other party speak to herself in a gentle tone that she had never had before, for a while, Qian Xueling was stunned, her mind was confused, and then she instinctively raised her head and looked into the other party's eyes.
And then......
She, began to tremble, began to tremble.
Her body trembled unconsciously for a long time, because she noticed...... In the field of vision, Zhao Ping's eyes were now slightly red, and his eyes were all filled with red!!