Chapter 562: Blood Is All Dirty
Concubine Li, whose face was covered in blood, couldn't sit still, and fell back to the ground with a plop. When he lay down, his face hit the ground, and his sleeves covered his head tightly, and he refused to raise his head at all.
Yun Sheng didn't urge, just held the dagger and continued to kneel. She has been waiting for ten years, and she is not in a hurry at this moment. Although Concubine Li shed a lot of blood, she couldn't die for a while. She just wanted to see if this mother-in-law could say something to her son at the last moment, even if it was a word of sorry, it would not be in vain for her to guard her in Luoyun Village for ten years.
It's a pity that Concubine Li didn't say a word, so she lay on the ground and pretended to be dead. Quan Qingyun was not at ease, and wanted to go up to take a look, but heard Yunsheng say: "Third Highness, don't go over, don't worry, people can't die, but if you pass, things may become more complicated." No one knows her better than I do, and if you pass, she'll treat you as the last straw, and even if she's so embarrassed, she'll still do everything she can to roll her eyes and even throw herself into your arms. She doesn't care what your identity is, hooking up with men is something she is used to doing in her life, and it has become her instinct. So stay away and don't get in trouble. ”
Quan Qingyun's footsteps stopped, and Quan Qinghua's face was a little ugly.
Yun Sheng kowtowed to him and said, "Qinghua, today's situation is not what I thought, I have thought about the scene of our meeting again countless times over the years, but it is not like this. Qinghua, don't worry, I'll do all the bad things, I'm not helping you, I'm trying to avenge my mother, you just treat me as the whole thing, okay? ”
Quan Qinghua didn't speak, and he didn't know whether it was good or bad. He knew in his heart what Yun Sheng was going to do, and he had even done the same thing, but unfortunately it didn't work out. He squatted down, right in front of Concubine Li, and he said to her: "You raise your head and look at me, don't pretend to be crazy and stupid, let's talk one last time." It's been ten years, and I've all come back from Guiyue, should you give me an explanation for some things? ”
Concubine Li, who was lying on the ground, trembled obviously, as if she had been touched, but her head still refused to be raised.
Quan Qinghua smiled, "Do you dare not face me, or do you think that you look too embarrassed and embarrassed to face me?" I am your son, not another man, you don't need to do anything to hide in front of me, and I won't dislike you in the slightest because of your embarrassed appearance. So you don't have to pay too much attention to your face, raise it and let me see you, we haven't seen each other for ten years, maybe we won't see each other again in the future, I always have to remember what you look like at this moment, and if I miss it in the future, I can think of it. ”
At last, the man lying on his stomach spoke, no longer crazy, no longer singing, and asked him seriously, "Will you still miss me?" ”
Quan Qinghua also replied seriously: "Yes." ”
She was puzzled, "Why?" You hate me so much, I can't keep you up, you can't wait for me to die, why do you say you miss me? ”
He said: "Because you gave birth to me, at least until I was five or six years old, you were still a qualified mother in my heart." Although this qualification is only because I am young and ignorant, just because you are not so bold yet. ”
He reached out and touched Concubine Li's head, and there was blood on her hair, but he could still touch the soft hair.
It can be seen that Yunsheng has taken good care of her over the years, and even if he hates her like that, he still fulfills his obligations as a slave.
He actually understands Yun Sheng very well, a master who has caused his mother's death, but she has to take care of her for ten years. These ten years of torment are enough to boil a young girl into a resentful woman, enough to smash all the yearning for the future in her heart.
Ten years of seclusion, and when they meet again today, he almost doesn't recognize this nurse's daughter. Ten years of grinding made Yun Sheng look a little old-fashioned, obviously only a month older than him, but it seemed like he was five or six years older than him.
"Who do you think you're worthy of?" Quan Qinghua's voice was full of bitterness, "Your own son, the nurse who worked hard to take care of your son, the daughter of the nurse, and the father who has died, who are you worthy of?"
Over the years, I have never understood why you did those things, and I even thought that my father couldn't stand you and hurt your heart, so you deliberately took revenge. But my father didn't do anything, all his actions were normal behaviors as an emperor, and he didn't cross the line at all, nor did he go out of line, let alone be worthy of you.
Later, I thought, maybe you were forced to marry into the palace, maybe you already had a sweetheart when you were in your mother's family, so after entering the palace, you gave birth to my child with a man you didn't like, and you didn't love him or me, so you slowly began to give up on yourself.
I also thought that it was possible that you had a disease that caused you to be confused at some point and not be able to control your behavior.
You see, I've found so many reasons for you, just to convince myself not to hate you, and to convince myself that you didn't do it voluntarily, that you're not actually that kind of person. It's not that you don't like me, you just don't like me who was born with my father.
It's a pity that I failed, ten years, so many reasons have been overturned one after another, I hear more and more things about you, even the eunuchs in the palace are not spared. Later, I heard that the fire in the cold palace did not burn you to death, and you were saved by the third brother. It was the fifth year of my life in Guiyue, and when the news came, I was being dragged by the county lord of Zhaolian to accompany her to break the ice and go fishing. I thought that I had forgotten the past, that I was very good at deceiving myself, that as long as I didn't mention it, no one would know about my past. But when the news came, it instantly knocked me back to square one. ”
Every word of him was full of despair, and every word he said was full of endless sadness.
Huzi seemed to understand something, took a few steps forward, and stood silently beside him.
Quan Qinghua said to Concubine Li again: "I spent three years in Guiyue to be beaten and excluded, and at the same time, it took five years to forget the past and live as a new person." But when I knew that you were saved by the third brother, those five years became a self-deceptive scam.
I stubbornly believe that the third brother saved you to contain me, so in the next five years, I was preparing for the same thing, that is, how to deal with the third brother! This preparation changed from passive at the beginning to active later, and then to the back, even I couldn't tell whether the initial hatred came from you or from him.
It should still come from you! If it weren't for you, there wouldn't be anything behind, and if it weren't for you doing something like that, I wouldn't have been implicated by you and sent to the moon. The proton life is like hell, anyone can put a foot on my head, I was proud of my bones, and in the end I was only a wreckage. I seem to be dead, but I'm still thinking about you, and I'm going to take you to hell with me. ”
Concubine Li raised her head suddenly, her face full of horror, "You're going to kill me?" I am your mother, how can you kill me? Just now you said that you would miss me, how can a murderer miss the person who was killed? How could I have given birth to a brute like you! ”
She began to abuse endlessly, giving the most vicious language in the world to her son, who was closest to her. At this moment, even Quan Qingyun began to wonder if he had saved the wrong person back then, was this still Concubine Li? How can there be such a mother in the world?
But when I thought of this, I chuckled in my heart, and then I was relieved.
How could it not? Isn't that the father and mother of the night flying boat! Therefore, even if it is a biological parent in this world, it is not necessarily reliable. It is better to rely on oneself than to rely on heaven and earth, only when you are strong can you live the life you want to live, and you can protect the people you want to protect. No one can count on anything else.
I don't know how long it has been, Concubine Li finally got tired of scolding, maybe it was because the three times she was pricked by Yun Sheng was too painful, she fell back on the ground, gasping for breath.
Yun Sheng smiled, as if he was used to such a scene, and he didn't step forward to see Concubine Li's injury, but just said to Quan Qinghua: "It's useless to die without repentance." I have said all kinds of things in the past ten years, I have moved with affection and reason, and I have quarreled and scolded and even beaten, but she is still like this, she always thinks that she is right, and she always thinks that others can't care about what life she wants to live. I told her, you want to be water-based Yanghua no one stops, you have this ambition, how good it was to enter the flower building in the first place, why did you want to enter the palace?
Guess what she said? She looked at Quan Qinghua and smiled bitterly, "She said that Hualou is above board and boring." A wife is not as good as a concubine, a concubine is not as good as stealing, and stealing is better than stealing. She likes to steal, which is more interesting and proves her charm.
I really don't deserve the first emperor, I actually made a concubine for such a woman, and the royal face was really lost by her. ”
Yun Sheng endured the deep hatred and served Concubine Li for ten years, she waited for this day for so long, she really didn't want to leave Concubine Li with the slightest affection. She felt that she had to say everything that needed to be said today, kill everything that should be killed, and end all this, and this life would be over. She has already lived enough, I don't know if she can see her mother when she goes down now, it's not too late.
Quan Qinghua was still half-kneeling on the ground, and he couldn't tell whether he was angry or sad, and his mood was much lighter than before.
He reached out and touched his face, and muttered, "If it weren't for the fact that my face was born very similar to the Quan family, I would definitely wonder if I was the son of my father." He looked back at Huzi and asked, "Do you understand?" ”
Huzi nodded, "Understood." You are the prince, she is the princess, but she is as restless and self-conscious as my mother, and she always thinks about people other than your father. It seems that someone exposed it, and then it implicated you, making you suffer a lot. ”
"Hmm." Quan Qinghua nodded, "That's right, that's what it means." Because of her, I was sent to another country to be a proton. Do you know what proton means? The proton is a hostage, and if you hold me there, the Northern Qi will not attack that country. I don't know who spread the word about what she did, to the country where I was a proton, and I couldn't hold my head up for ten years, and until now, I still feel like my blood is dirty. ”
He lowered his head, and a tear fell unexpectedly......