Volume 1 Education Reform Pilot Zone 0009 Even if it is broken, I am still there!
Dingding, full of chaos crystals were moved to Gu Lei's room one after another.
Gu Lei sat motionless, as if he was still immersed in the afterglow of the war.
After the others left, Xiao Bailian walked in softly and quietly, smiling and not saying a word.
After a long time, Gu Lei asked first.
"Am I dreaming?"
"It's not."
"This is my inner world, right?"
"Yes and no."
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"By chance, a cosmic seed was born in the depths of your soul. It is incubated with the help of your soul power, naturally influenced by your consciousness, and evolved into this idealistic universe that can reflect the essence of your soul and the origin of life. ”
"Cosmic seed?"
"Now, this idealistic universe is equivalent to your soul seat. When others look inward and open the soul eye, most of their spiritual power will reveal through the soul seat, and they will only see a very limited self, mainly the world outside the soul. And most of your spiritual power will be bounced back, and you will go deeper into your soul and see the confrontation between the two most fundamental forces. ”
"Like a soul wrapped in a mirror?"
"It's not just a mirror, it's a magic mirror. Not only does it reflect your image, but your hand can also pass through the mirror, reach into the mirror, knead your mirror, and reinvent yourself. It gives you both independence and connection. ”
"I'm still a little confused!"
"So I didn't want to tell you so soon."
"Okay, that means I'm really not dreaming now, I'm reinventing myself, and the improvement of my cultivation is also real."
"Hmm."
"But am I in such a bad situation? Compared to negative energy, energy is almost gone. ”
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"You said that once negative energy overwhelms energy, life will die, is that true?"
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"Existential stress, frustration, insults, abuse, and...... There is also harm and so on, a lot of things breed negative energy in the soul. Negative energy accumulates over time, and quantitative changes can also lead to qualitative changes. You will laugh if you fail once, you will be annoyed if you fail ten times, and you will probably explode and anger others when you fail ten times! ”
"I won't do that!"
"Fifty times, a hundred, a thousand?"
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"If you don't solve it, or you don't have time to solve it, the negative energy accumulates more and more, and negative emotions such as lack of confidence, panic, and irritability are important external signs, and if you don't pay attention to it, no one pays attention to it, and it will only summon more sensitive and vicious negative energy, and the negative energy will become more and more and more pure, and finally completely overwhelm the energy, and life will collapse."
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"Little Lei, this is the case for you now. You have accumulated too much negative energy in your heart, even a little setback, a little bit of negative energy, may become the last straw that breaks the camel's back! ”
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"Of course, you're already lucky. More often than not, no one realizes the problem at the last second before the collapse, including himself, after all, the least familiar thing is himself. ”
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"I see, hehe, too, if anyone who has experienced so much at a young age like me, I'm afraid they will also be on the verge of collapse, hehe!"
"Haha, negative energy is not invincible, life is the embodiment of energy overpowering negative energy. Originally, with the efforts of Jelf and Hagulas, and most importantly your own efforts, the negative energy in your heart, although there is a lot, has been reduced to a level that is roughly equivalent to the energy. ”
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"I didn't expect that this blow was so sudden and huge, causing the negative energy to skyrocket, transform, break the embankment, and directly give birth to this idealistic universe. That's why I'm so anxious to force you into an inward state to restore your balance. ”
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"But you don't have to worry too much, it's not an opportunity, is it?"
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"The complexity of the relationship between energy and negative energy is beyond the cognitive limits of any life, and even the most evolved life in the universe, the Protoss, is difficult to fully comprehend. They are generally incompatible, and when they touch, they will annihilate each other and return to true nothingness, but under certain conditions, they will transform into each other. ”
"You're talking about the chaos crystals left behind after those heart demons were killed?"
"Yes, it is obviously the crystallization left by the chaotic things, but it is energy, the crystallization of spiritual power, which can directly enhance spiritual power. This is only when you have negative energy within you. Special circumstances that only occur to a certain extent are the opportunities hidden in the crisis. ”
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"If you use it well, not only will you not die, but your strength will skyrocket."
"Hehe, but can I take advantage of this opportunity!"
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"Since it's affected by my consciousness, it seems that the giant shrimp, well, it's the Demon King, right?"
"It's the Demon King this time."
"Since it's influenced by my common sense as a human being, then the steel armor on that demon king is also genuine steel, right?"
"Transformed by the mind and cast by chaos, it is not steel, but has the same strength as steel."
"With such a strong defensive power, I have to wait at least for the fourth order of the Strong Bone Realm before I have the power to break through! These chaos crystals in front of me are enough for me to cross more than a dozen steps at once? ”
"Haha, you can attack her joints, mouth and other weak points."
"No way, I've seen a lot of arrows hit its joints, and the most of them went in was less than halfway, and not a few drops of blood were shed. The mouth is too high to be hit by jumping, but it is difficult to dodge in mid-air, so it is a live target. ”
"Then take the initiative and hurry up to fight monsters and upgrade."
"Will it give me this time? Inner demons don't seem to have complex intelligence, but they have instincts! ”
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"They have an instinct that drives them to attack what destroys all order, and an astonishing instinct to capture the most chaotic nodes, or weaknesses, of the order and guide them to their mission of being imprinted in the Origin!"
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"It's horrible! Instinct drives them to act, and intuition tells them where to go, how to act, and...... When to act. Obviously there is no thinking, but it is more efficient and lethal than thinking creatures! ”
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"Xiao Lei, you're too nervous!"
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"I can only tell you, in this world, energy and negative energy are always entangled with each other, you have me, I have you, no matter how bright there is a shadow, no matter how dark there is a ray of hope, as long as you put your heart into it, you will definitely be able to find it."
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"And, most importantly, this universe is limited by your common sense, which on the surface seems materialistic, but in essence, it is still idealistic!"
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"Eh, I see, I won't bother you, you don't think about anything first, just rest for the night, okay?"
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"Xiao Lei, then I'm leaving!"
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Long after Xiao Bai left, Gu Lei looked at the chaotic crystals that filled the room, and still couldn't raise his interest in cultivating.
It's impossible to beat the Demon King even if you cultivate!
After realizing that this was actually his own inner world, he and his inner world truly became in solidarity.
Previously, he had a large part of the spectator mentality, so he could often deal with things calmly and in danger, like playing a game, and he was somewhat lucky that Xiaobai had to send him back under irreversible circumstances.
Now that he knew that he and the righteous heart kingdom were actually living and dying together, his ordinary heart immediately collapsed.
The fear of the tragic past, coupled with the fear of intuitively seeing his life hanging by a thread, his spirit is highly tense, and he is constantly looking for a breakthrough, and the breakthrough is infinitely close to zero!
The pressure was overwhelming, making it difficult for him to breathe, and his heart was pessimistic to the point of despair.
"No, you can't stay in the house, you're going crazy!"
Gu Lei felt that his breathing was getting shorter and shorter, his head was getting hotter and hotter, and he was about to lose consciousness, so he hurriedly breathed out. The successive shocks have somewhat improved the experience of coping with them!
As he walked, he became more and more reluctant to stop, as if he was looking for something, he walked through the temple village, walked through the heart city, and finally found the person he most wanted to see on the top of the tower.
The man didn't look back after hearing Gu Lei's footsteps, and sat on the edge of the tower by himself, looking into the distance.
Gu Lei doesn't mind:
"Thank you for saving me during the day!"
When Gu Lei saw that person, he scratched his head embarrassedly, ashamed of his cowardice. At the same time, from the first moment he found the man, he found what he was looking for.
Gu Yong can still kill the demon king with his broken body, and I am so cowardly with my four bodies! Oh, it's kind of ridiculous!
Gu Yong faced the Heart Demon Mountain Range, and he was not afraid of the slightest step of a hundred meters above the ground, and if he made a big move, he might be doomed.
The man still didn't look back, and replied lightly:
"No thanks."
The sound is a bit leaky.
Another wind blew, stirring his empty sleeves, and Gu Lei felt even more sad and blamed himself.
If you don't turn around, are you afraid that I will see his embarrassing side? Or don't you want to see my cowardice?
Gu Lei didn't say much, took his leave, and prepared to do what he had to do. As soon as he turned around, Gu Yong stopped him and said something strange:
"You want to get courage from me, but you don't know that my courage actually comes from you."
Gu Lei was puzzled.
"What do you mean by that?"
Gu Yong didn't answer.
Gu Lei thought for a moment, as if he had been struck by lightning. It dawned on him:
That's right, this is my inner world, what is that heart? Isn't it just my simple instinct! One by one, the thinking is not decently simple! I guess it's my subconscious! Shouldn't Gu Yong also be ...... Gu Yong Gu Xin, Gu Xin Gu Yong, Yong and Faith, Faith and Courage, is it ......
can think of the resolute posture of jumping up even if his arms are destroyed, Gu Lei still can't believe it.
It can't be, would I be that brave? Also, what is the situation of Xiaobai, such a warm feeling, is it ......
Gu Lei didn't plan to delve into it, and he didn't know how to investigate it for a while, or even whether he should delve into it, so he could only move away.
"You remember me!"
As if he was afraid that Gu Lei would go away, Gu Yong raised his voice slightly.
"Even if my body is broken to a little bit, even this will always be with you."