Outsiders were not allowed to enter the intensive care unit where Xiaoshi was located, but considering that Xiaoshi was hopeless, it was better to let a friend accompany him through the last journey of his life, so Gu Lei was made an exception and let him in.

Gu Lei sat weakly on the side of Xiaoshi's bed. Looking at the terrifying dark spots on Xiao Shi's face that almost covered his entire face, he couldn't help but cry again.

"Gu Lei?"

Hearing a muffled whimper, Little Stone struggled to open his eyes. Gu Lei hurriedly wiped away his tears.

Seeing that Xiao Shi wanted to sit up, Gu Lei hurriedly went to help him up. Faced with such a parting of life and death for the first time, the two teenagers were speechless for a long time.

"I'm sorry!"

After speaking, Gu Lei felt like crying again.

"Forget it, Gu Lei, it's not your fault!"

The little stone looked away.

"Who told us to live in this age! This is probably the fate of us civilians. ”

“……”

"No matter how you struggle, no matter how hard you go all out, no matter how much you give your all, you will end up with an empty bamboo basket."

“……”

"Therefore, it may be a relief to be able to leave this world full of suffering early."

"I'm sorry!"

Except for this sentence, Gu Lei still didn't know what to say. Little Stone is his only friend, but he is affected by himself and is harmed like this, and he can't even avenge him.

Before Gu Lei came to the hospital, he didn't expect Xiaoshi's condition to be so serious. If he knew, he would never have let Andy go mercifully.

But now he doesn't have that chance. Tatu put on his armor and stopped the police who wanted to enter the campus to search. And in the face of armored soldiers who can't even help the police, he himself is even more impossible.

Thinking of this, the guilt in Gu Lei's heart almost crushed him.

"I'm sorry!"

After speaking, Gu Lei's tears finally flowed uncontrollably, and his heart was full of self-blame.

"Haha, Gu Lei, you really don't have to be like this. We are friends, and for whatever reason, we should not hurt each other. If we swap places, can you play it to me? ”

Gu Lei felt even more guilty, and he couldn't give a positive answer. Little Stone doesn't mind either:

"Actually, I'm your only friend, so why aren't you my only friend? I didn't have any friends other than you before. As for the reason, that's a long story. Some you already know, others you don't know, do you want to hear it?

Without waiting for Gu Lei to answer, Xiao Shi continued to say to himself:

"You know, I'm an outsider, and I have a happy family. It's a pity that my dad failed when he was promoted to the elite, and he was suppressed and retaliated against by competitors, and he had an extremely unsatisfactory life in the company.

“……”

"So, my dad became more and more stressed, more and more decadent, and finally addicted to drugs. As a result, not only was my father's money lost, but even my mother was clamoring for a divorce from my father. ”

“……”

"Hehe, I thought that as long as I firmly followed my father, my mother would give up the divorce because she was reluctant to me. Unexpectedly, after all, I was too naïve, and my mother chose to leave later. ”

“……”

"Thankfully, as if feeling sorry for me, my dad swore to me that he would quit drugs. This rekindled my hope for life, and I even naively thought that once my dad quit his addiction, my mom would come back and our family would be as happy as before. ”

“……”

"So, even if I live here, I still don't get discouraged, I try to do everything I can, I help with housework, I go out to do part-time work, and most importantly, I study hard."

“……”

"I hope to use good grades and good news to make my dad happy and help him overcome drug addiction. I've always fantasized that one day our family would be back to the way we were at the beginning. ”

Speaking of this, Xiao Shi's eyes were already filled with tears. Gu Lei's heart was also deeply shaken, and he was speechless.

"However, drugs are just terrible. My dad promised me again and again that he would quit his addiction, but he lost to drugs again and again, and finally ......"

Xiaoshi wiped away his tears and smiled easily:

"Eventually he committed suicide in despair."

“……”

"Haha, you know all this! And what you don't know is that I hate my dad from then on, I hate him for not keeping his promises, I hate him for abandoning me, and I hate myself for being incompetent. ”

“……”

"So from the day my father died, I vowed that I would never become like him in the future, I must be a capable person, and I must not let the tragedy happen to my children repeatedly."

“……”

So I started to study harder, I didn't eat or sleep, I tried my best, and I completely gave up all unnecessary human interactions, and as a result, ...... Results ......"

As he spoke, Xiao Shi's emotions lost control again, and tears broke out uncontrollably in his eyes again.

Fate may not have been unjust to him, but it is as cruel and unforgiving to many as it has been to many people, and it is not such a wonderful time!

Long.

"I'm sorry!"

"Didn't I say it all, it's none of your business! There is no hope in the first place, and I shouldn't have had it! ”

“……”

"In short, I am also a person who is not popular, except for Mr. Gordon who cares about me, I only have a friend like you, I must cherish it."

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! ”

"Okay, don't cry, Gu Lei, although you looked wooden before, you were actually very stubborn and embarrassed. I saw you before we became friends, and you were about to be beaten to death at that time, and you didn't want to shed a tear, what happened to you today? ”

"I'm sorry! Woo......"

"Eh, I'm dying, can you save me peace of mind?"

"I'm sorry! Woo...... Woo......"

"it!"

……

In the end, the little stone was completely opened. He didn't care about Gu Lei anymore, and slept peacefully, ready to end his painful and desperate life in his sleep.

It was Gu Lei, who didn't feel the slightest sleepiness until two or three o'clock in the morning. He still couldn't let go.

If Xiao Shi didn't wake up tomorrow morning, he would probably live in the guilt of killing his friend for the rest of his life, no, killing his good brother!

Fortunately, Xiaobai's voice sounded in his mind in time:

"Want to save him?"

Gu Lei was stunned and said:

"Little, Xiaobai?"

"Want to save him?"

"Yes!"

After resolutely speaking, Gu Lei's eyes went dark and he lay on the body of the little stone. And the little stone didn't feel it at all.

To outsiders, the two teenagers seemed to be asleep and were sleeping quietly.

But actually......

After Gu Lei regained consciousness, he found that he had come to the heart realm, and at this time he was lying in his own room in the temple, while Xiao Bai was sitting on the edge of his bed.

Before he could fully straighten up, he couldn't wait to ask:

"How can I save it?"

"The negative spiritual energy produced by modern drugs is composed of negative energy, which is also negative energy in nature, so as long as Xiao Shi's soul is also pulled to the heart realm, the positive and negative energy in his soul will be naturally separated, and at this time, by destroying the inner demon, the negative energy in his origin can be reduced and his life can be saved."

"Can you pull the little rock in too?"

“……”

"By the way, didn't you tell me to bring my girlfriend in later? So, it should be okay, right? ”

Looking at Gu Lei's hopeful eyes, Xiao Bai replied seriously:

"I was just kidding!"

It wasn't until Gu Lei's face was completely blackened that she said playfully:

"But I didn't expect the joke to come true!"

At this time, Xiaobai's world-famous face was particularly beautiful and moving in Gu Lei's eyes. She smiled and continued:

"He is lucky to treat you as a friend and believes in you from the bottom of his heart. You are also lucky that someone is willing to trust you so much. ”

"Really?"

Gu Lei was a little frightened in surprise, and Xiaobai was joking again. Xiaobai's smile is even better:

"Actually, he's already next door!"

Seeing that Gu Lei was about to get out of bed, Xiaobai hurriedly stopped him:

"Don't worry! Let's figure out what to say first! ”