Chapter 226
Shu Wan's every word pierced Kangxi's heart like a needle, and with every breath and every heartbeat, the needle would pierce deeper and deeper, and he muttered: "Zeya is not Du Wu's flesh and blood, how can the blood of the two of them melt together?" ”
"The emperor grew up in the palace and knows folk skills, so he must know that as long as he moves a little bit of hands and feet when he drips blood, the blood of two strangers will melt together, how does the emperor know that she didn't do anything when he drips blood to recognize his relatives?"
Kangxi suddenly frowned, looked at her with those dark black eyes, and held her shoulders tightly with both hands, "Do you know something?" ”
Shu Wan shook off his hand vigorously, "I know what, I don't know what, will the emperor believe it if I say it?" Even if the emperor would believe it, would the emperor punish the evil people behind him? Since the emperor does not necessarily believe and will not punish those who do evil, what is the difference between what the concubines say and what they don't say? ”
"If you say it, I'll make the decisions for you!"
She shook her head helplessly, "Hmph, what the emperor said is too absolute, the emperor will not be the master of the concubine, the emperor will be the master of Tong Guifei, the master of Concubine Hui, but not the master of the concubine, the concubine often thinks, if it was Tong Guifei who stood in the position of the concubine that day, presumably the emperor must have been eager to wash away her grievances, maybe Tong Guifei didn't have to stand in that place at all, the emperor would not be willing to let Tong Guifei suffer this kind of grievance, not only Tong Guifei, even if it was Concubine Hui, How could the emperor be willing to let Concubine Hui be framed innocently, and let people say so many words that slandered people's innocence, but there was only one concubine left, not only was she targeted all day long, even if her innocence was ruined, she couldn't ask for an understanding, the concubine knew that she couldn't compare to Concubine Hui, and naturally she couldn't compare to Tong, but the concubine wanted to ask the emperor, the emperor, is this the love you keep saying? ”
Shu Wan looked directly at him and asked again, "Your Majesty, this is what you think love?" Do you really think that sending some gold, silver and jewelry can block the wounds in the hearts of the concubines, and the next two bans can block the mouth of the harem? ”
When Shu Wan said this, her tone was extremely light, as light as cotton wool in the wind, she floated away in a breath, and the thick loneliness and sadness on her face was something he had never seen before, she just sat there, saying these words word by word.
Even if she was crying, it was not the kind of hoarseness, but extremely calm, tears quickly rolled down her chin, and fell on the pine green flag dress she wore today, like the drops of dew rolling around on the epiphany leaves, only more crystal clear and pure, as if the person who was crying was not her, she was just a calm narrator, and when the story was finished, she left.
Kangxi red-eyed, "Then what do you want me to do, find out the truth, and return your innocence?" Are these things really that important? ”
"The truth is there, like a stone under clear water, the emperor and the concubines know in their hearts where the stone fell, in fact, it doesn't matter so much to the current concubines," Shu Wan took out a handkerchief and wiped her tears, "In the past, the concubines still had some expectations for the emperor, thinking that maybe one day they would be able to grow old with the emperor, and also thinking that the emperor might be a good husband, but now there is no expectation at all, since there is no expectation, then it doesn't matter what happens, the concubine entered the palace for the Ma Jia clan, If the emperor gives the concubine glory, the concubine will happily accept it, if the emperor dislikes the concubine, the concubine will guard the flowers and plants in Jingyang Palace. ”
"Enough! Wan'er, you are not allowed to say such things again, you know that I am different to you and to them," Kangxi hurriedly took her hand and interlocked his fingers, and put her hand on his heart, "Wan'er, you are unique and special in my heart, and the two of us are destined to be together, you know all this, do you want to deny me just because of this matter?" I promise that you will not be wronged again in the future, you are more precious than everyone in the harem, is this okay? ”
"What is the use of the emperor's guarantee?" Shu Wan slowly withdrew her hand, "To be honest, the concubine has never believed in the guarantee that the emperor said, and what did the emperor say at the beginning, 'I promise not to let you suffer a little grievance', 'I promise that no one will hurt you'", but what is the result? It's useless at all, it's just coaxing nonsense, and the concubine is not a child, so what do you want the emperor's guarantee to do? ”
"Wan'er, don't look at me with this kind of eyes, and don't talk to me with this tone, I will be doubly good to you in the future, do you believe that I am good, I will really be twice as good to you and the children."
Kangxi suddenly felt a deep sense of powerlessness, because he watched the little light that belonged to him in her eyes slowly disappear, just like what she said was that he promised not to let her be wronged or hurt, but in the end it was he who hurt her the most.
Shu Wan smiled at him, a tear still hanging on her eyelashes, her hand was withdrawn from his hand little by little, he suddenly held her cold fingertips, and said in an almost pleading tone, "What do you want?" Wan'er, as long as you say it, I will definitely give it to you. ”
"Really?"
Kangxi nodded, relieved in his heart, fortunately, she still has what she wants, that's good, he smiled: "Of course it's true, as long as you say it, I will definitely give it to you." ”
Shu Wan took a deep breath, got up and knelt down in front of the couch, "If the emperor really still cherishes the concubines, and really has a trace of pity for the concubines, then ask the emperor to let the concubines and children out of the palace, it is too tiring and tiring to live in the palace, and the concubines really can't hold on, if the concubines really die one day, the children of the concubines will definitely be killed by them. ”
Kangxi watched her get up and kneel down for him, he opened his mouth but couldn't say anything, those sweet scenes from the past flashed in front of his eyes, why did she want the freedom he couldn't give, she wanted to leave him? But why leave him?
He sat there for a long time, and finally said slowly and carefully: "I still think you want something, it turns out that you want to get out of the palace, Wan'er, you really frightened me just now, if you want to get out of the palace, I will naturally let you out of the palace, you get up first." ”
Shu Wan glanced at him hesitantly, "Does the emperor really allow the concubines to leave the palace, and also allow the concubines to take Battle and them out of the palace together?" ”
"Of course it's true."
Kangxi went down directly and hugged Shu Wan in his arms, "It's just going out of the palace, it's not a big deal, it's boring to stay in this palace all day, isn't it just going out of the palace?" I'm right, it just so happens that I also want to go out of the palace to observe the people's feelings, so I'll take you with me this time. ”
Shu Wan hurriedly broke free of his embrace, "Your Majesty, what the concubine said about leaving the palace means..."
"I don't allow you to say it," Kangxi covered her mouth, "Wan'er, don't say it, tomorrow I will take you out of the palace to play, and when we come back, don't worry, everything will be fine, I will be as close as before, okay?" ”
"Your Majesty!"
Shu Wan kept struggling, Kangxi held her in his arms with one hand, covered her mouth with the other, he lowered his head and kissed her hair and eyebrows, while muttering, "No matter how much you ask me, I will not agree to you, Wan'er, you are mine, and you can only be me, from the moment you entered the palace, you are destined to be tied to me in this life, Battle, Furgo and Zeya are the children of the two of us, I promise you that I will protect them well, I will, you have to believe me." ”