Gu Lei's face was expressionless.

Even when he foresaw such a tragic ending of broken bones and pain, he didn't seem to react.

At this moment, his heart is too painful, too tired, and completely numb!

Like Feige, he remembered the experience of being eaten by darkness again and again, and the pain that was far more than one time ago was like a wave on the beach, constantly surging and superimposing. Now not only is his body abnormal, but his heart is crushed into powder by excessive pain.

And, in the same way, self-confidence and fear of the future are also deeply rooted in the bone marrow.

As a part of life's self-protection mechanism, fear can never be eradicated, and it can overgrow, entangle and even entangle life when it encounters an unexpected or suitable opportunity.

Life is a collection of positive and negative energy!

What's more, everyone's ability has an upper limit at a certain moment, and once the things that need to be dealt with exceed the upper limit of his ability, then failure is generally inevitable.

Those who can temporarily break through the limit and surpass themselves are only a few people.

Gu Lei was able to constantly surpass himself and break through the limit like that before, which was already a very unlikely event!

Objectively speaking, if he can break through the limit and surpass himself again now, it will really be a small probability event in a small probability matter.

Such a person can be called a masterpiece among people, I am afraid it is rare to meet in a thousand years!

Therefore, Gu Lei, who still can't be said to be particularly outstanding, really has little confidence to continue to squeeze out even the slightest bit of potential.

Gu Lei wanted to say to Xiaobai, "Then I can't help it", and then sat back and waited for death, and even prepared to commit suicide to avoid pain.

But Xiaobai didn't even give him a chance to speak, so he directly turned to show him the current situation in the shelter.

And when he saw the vivid faces that were staring at him, waiting for him, and mixed with fear and ardent anticipation, Gu Lei's dead heart, which he thought had been completely shattered and was no longer afraid of dying again, instantly came back to life uncontrollably, and once again felt the unbearable severe pain that only life could feel.

He couldn't help but ask himself:

Do you really want to watch them die?

In Gu Lei's extremely painful red hole bloody eyes, the blood flowed down even more terrifyingly.

For those who stand on top of men, if the sky falls, those under people can say that they can't do it, but they can't!

Even if Gu Lei is only the leader of a small group now, he can still feel the heavy weight in this sentence, but this is the "King of the Heart", the true king, and he has to bear the heavy fate from time to time!

So, did Gu Lei have the qualifications to become a king? The cruel answer is that he still doesn't.

is still the same sentence, Gu Lei is just an indifferent and selfish small person in the market, a small person among small people, how can he have the heart of a king in a short period of time.

His talent was there, so after finding that there was no hope of revenge on him, Jerff, like Xiaobai, just wanted him to become a relatively good mortal and have a stable but happy life, and simply did not instill him with any superfluous ambitions.

Desires and expectations that surpass our abilities often lead to extraordinary disasters.

Therefore, Gu Lei has actually always been an attitude of getting by, but he was pushed by a faint unwillingness in his heart, and was constantly crushed and reorganized by the cruel reality, so that he came to this day step by step and grew into an outstanding teenager.

But even so, he still lacks a key ingredient to become a king, that is, the determination to become a king.

How difficult and cruel is the road of kings, if there is no strong will to persevere, unrepentant, how can you finally win the throne of blood piled up on top of the mountains of white bones?

And a mere ape-man guy doesn't even dare to think of marrying a dragon girl or marrying a nobleman, how dare he dare to become a supreme king who is proud of the world and has no eyes to spare!

However, this does not mean that Gu Lei does not have the possibility of becoming a true king, because to become a true king, another factor is more essential than becoming a king who is only above 10,000 people.

Gu Lei grabbed his face as hard as if he was about to crush it.

Every time the power of the heart swept across his face, the pain in his heart would rise a little, and his nails would sink deeper into the flesh.

He unconsciously and constantly asked himself:

Can I watch him/her die?

The mind was as cruel as freeing himself from his will, projecting their helpless pleading eyes onto his mind, which was also helplessly pleading, and he could only ask himself the question over and over again that only deepened the pain.

Many, many people in this, or every one of them, have more or less reasons why he can't let them go.

For example, the girl was the girlfriend of a male member of the 7th Squadron, and her boyfriend had just now, right in front of his eyes, being melted alive by a nuclear explosion. She's the widow of a comrade-in-arms now!

For example, those two people are Mitenka's brothers, why did Mitenka sacrifice his life to save him without hesitation, isn't it for his two brothers?

For example, the big one is a dogtooth, and he promised his brother to take care of him. And he had almost shut his teeth out of this shelter and let him die. And he was just rescued by Dogtooth.

Another example is Vitaly, the brother who was born and died with him.

Another example is Wu Xuelian, who is also a woman who has lived and died with him, and is also the woman he loves.

Another example is the little rock that is lying there without knowing whether it is alive or dead. If it weren't for the fact that the Star Shaking Whip could be more stable and wouldn't hurt him, why would Little Stone have forced himself to that point and endure such a massive amount of excessive radiation, and now his life is hanging by a thread!

……

There are too many, too many, Gu Lei really has too many reasons, these reasons pop up one after another, constantly persecuting him, forcing his heart to be shattered anymore and more blood keeps coming out, gradually completely submerging his heart that has been turned into powder.

At the end of the picture, looking at the swollen and bleeding, burned, burned arms, neck, and face of the small stones, Gu Lei finally couldn't bear it anymore, and looked up to the sky like crazy and roared.

The heart-rending and painful howl echoed through the small shelter, almost tearing the eardrums of the people and tearing the hearts of the people together.

In history, there has never been a shortage of people who want to be the king.

But there are very few people who want to be the real king!

Because if you want to become a true king, you must not only have the ability and courage to surpass thousands of people, but also have a sense of responsibility to carry those millions of people on your shoulders.

After a long time, the long howl of pain slowly subsided. The loud sound of "boom" also slowly became clear.

Finally, in Gu Lei's heart, which had completely melted into a sea of blood, there was a little dazzling and urging light that pierced the sea of blood and pierced the darkness.

Gu Lei's hands slowly let go, slowly revealing a detached face that had no fear or pain, but made people feel indescribable heartache.

Life is bitter!

In the face of a life full of suffering, the vast majority of people may not be able to die physically, but at least the heart can still die early and get rid of pain in advance.

But a very small number of people, as long as their bodies are not completely shattered, even if their hearts are completely shattered, they just can't die of heart.

I only heard Gu Lei say calmly:

"Xiaobai, tell me, what should I do?"