"What did Lin Mengxue say just now?"

Looking at the screen of the mobile phone, I shook my head helplessly, threw the mobile phone aside, turned off the light and fell asleep, until the next morning when you heard my mother's voice in a daze and reluctantly got up from the bed.

"Son, are you up?"

"Hmmm......"

"Click~!"

There was a knock on the door, and my mother entered my room, looked at me with sleepy eyes, and said helplessly: "You really like to sleep as much as before?" ”

I yawned and said, "It's a blessing to be able to sleep." ”

"Since you're up, let's go out to eat, and when you're done eating, go and sweep the graves of your father and grandfather."

"Hmm."

……

I went out to finish breakfast, put on the cotton jacket that my dad bought for me, took a pack of cigarettes from my father's cabinet and went out, went downstairs to buy a few white flowers, and went to the market to buy a pot of aloe vera.

After everything is ready, we will drive to the cemetery.

In other cities, when autumn is still in place, Xinjiang is already covered in cold, the leaves on the trees on the roadside have fallen, the asphalt roads are covered with white frost, and everything seems so silent.

I sat in the car and looked at the items in my hands and sighed slightly.

The driver in front of me glanced at me and said, "Young man, it's very special to take these things to see your relatives." ”

"Oh? Is it? Maybe it's a little special, but he loves these things. ”

"If you like it, that's good, don't go to learn from those who buy a lot, every time you see some people go, there are big bags and small bags of everything, it feels the same as moving, and I don't think about whether the other party likes it or not, in case I don't like to go back and come to you in my dreams, it's fun."

"It's nice to come to me in your dreams."

"Haha...... Also. ”

The driver also knew what I was going to do, and didn't joke with me anymore, when I got out of the car and came to the cemetery, the surrounding area was as bleak as today's weather, but this is also right, because at this time to sweep the grave, I guess there are people like me.

In the white fog, I came to the grave easily, and unlike two years ago, all the tombstones had been rested, and the irregular stone tablets had been replaced by new square stone tablets, including my grandfather's tombstone.

"Click~!"

lit two cigarettes and put them on the tombstones of the two, and said lightly: "Dad, grandpa, I haven't seen you for two years, are you okay?" ”

“……”

I smiled a little, placed a bunch of white flowers in front of the tombstones of the two, and then gently placed the aloe vera under my father's posthumous photo, and said with a smile: "This is your favorite aloe vera, I brought it to you today, I hope you like it......"

“……”

Gazing at the sky, I sat in the middle of the two graves, and I remember that before my father died, he said that if he died that day, please bury him next to his father, saying that it was because he owed him too much to the old man, and hoped to make up for it, but I did not expect that this sentence would become a reality in the near future.

Looking blankly at the fog in the distance, I muttered, "After leaving me for 10 years, how have you lived in the past 10 years?" ”

“……”

Still no one answered my question, and I didn't care about myself and continued: "Dad, it's my fault that I haven't come to see you for two years, and I apologize to you here, but I haven't gained nothing in the past two years, just last year I completed my dream and successfully reached the top of the interstellar world championship, taking 200,000 US dollars, which is almost more than 1 million yuan when converted into RMB, and then I achieved my second goal, ten consecutive championships, and I haven't lost a single battle in foreign wars, and I am called a foreign killer, Dad, am I not very powerful......"

“……”

"I have sworn a poisonous oath, swearing not to be a person like you, not to be a person who is as incompetent as you and can only say that I can't do it, now I have succeeded, I have turned what I think into reality, I hated you a lot at the beginning, now I think about it...... It feels like you're making a negative teaching material for me, so I don't want to be like you, and I don't know if I'm thinking too much, if so...... Thank you very much......"

“……”

"Alas......" sighed, took out a bottle of wine from his pocket, poured two sips, and said with a smile: "It's really cheap now, I felt disgusting when I heard your voice, and now I really want to chat with you, haha......"

I smiled helplessly, looked up at the grave on the other side, and said: "My dream is complete, but my life has collapsed, my first girl I loved because I died in the fire, until this summer I learned that she was still alive, although I don't know what's going on, but I feel more and more that this is a prank, a sweet prank, and then what...... I had a second girlfriend, but it's a pity that she ...... I'm in love with another man, and I'm ......."

"Tick Tick ......"

Finally, the tears overflowing in the eye frame flowed uncontrollably, I clutched my chest and said, "I know how to cherish the first loss, but why do I still lose the second time, I ......"

"Knock~!"

A punch hit the ground, I cried out loud, sometimes the loss of the only way to know how to cherish this sentence is true, only the pain can be deeply understood, but after knowing how to cherish still lost, you will once again fall into confusion, cherish what is it.

"Shocking ......"

A soft call came, and I subconsciously stood up, raised my head and said, "Who?" ”

I heard a sound of footsteps in the distance, and I hurriedly followed, but after a few seconds there was no sound, and standing on the foggy street, I wiped the tears from my face and laughed at myself, "Forget it, what are you doing in stewardship?" ”

Turning back to the side of the grave, I saw a man and a woman standing in front of the graves of my father and grandfather, and when they saw me coming, they said, "Boss, why did you run away just now?" ”

Looking at this familiar face, I was surprised: "Celestial star? Earthfall? When did you guys get here? And why are you here? ”

Tianxing said with a sad expression: "It's been here for a long time, it's just that you haven't noticed." ”

Earthfall looked down at the things on the tombstone and said, "Because I'm in a bad mood, Tianxing took me back to her hometown to play, and by the way, I came to sweep her sister's grave, but you, I really didn't expect your home to be here." ”

"Yes, I've lived in Xinjiang for 16 years, my home."

Earthfall chuckled, stepped forward and took out a few flowers from the bag and put them in front of his father and grandfather's graves, bowed deeply and asked a little curiously, "Is this really your father and grandfather?" ”

"Yes."

"Can you tell me why you died?"

"My father was a smoker, and when I was a freshman in high school, I was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer, and as for my grandfather...... I haven't seen my grandfather since I was born, but I've heard her say that he was stoned to death in a factory accident. ”

“……”

"Forget it, you're out to relax, I still don't talk about these sad things, how are you playing these days?"

"So-so......" Tianxing said with a puffed face.

"That's it...... In that case, let's have a meal together, it's been a long time since we've been together. ”

Earthfall smiled and said, "I'm afraid this won't work, wait for our plane later, there will be no time to eat." ”

"Well, let's wait until next time."

"Hmm."

Suddenly, Tianxing looked at me and said, "Boss, I really want to ask you!" What the hell do you think? Why are you still indifferent to Lin Mengxue and that light rain together! Don't you love that Lin Mengxue? ”

"Love! Of course love! I said decisively: "But if I rob it, won't it make Lin Mengxue even more annoying." ”

Tianxing said angrily: "That's just you take it for granted, love has to take the initiative!" There is no love that you can get passively, if you are passive, love will only pass away from your eyes, and in the end you will have nothing! ”

“……”

Tianxing's words could make my mind blank, and the words that the dark shadow had said to me sounded in my ears again: "Everything is your weakness, if you are strong enough, will these things happen?" If you had enough strength, would these be gone? ”

The next moment I thought of something, and I felt like I knew how to do it, and said, "Thank you Tianxing, I know how to do it......"

His eyelids lowered, his hands clenched, and he secretly said in his heart: "Strength! I need strength! Great power! ”

Looking at me, Tianxing seemed to feel something, and said, "That, did you understand something wrong......

"No, I'm sober now, I know what I'm going to do next, thank you for the reminder, I hope it won't be long before all the doubts in my mind will be solved."

"Oh...... In this case...... Alright, we'll all be waiting for you. ”

"Well, wait for my king's return!"

"Form 2!"

“……”

Because the plane between the two of them was in a hurry, they didn't stop too much, and left the cemetery quickly, and I drove home to ease my mood and relax myself completely, because I knew very well that I would be very busy for the next period of time, and I would make all kinds of runs for strength.

……

Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, it's been a week at home, and when I leave with my backpack, my mom wants me to stay longer, but I know that I can't rest anymore and I have to act.

Stepping on the plane home, I didn't rush home when I returned to Hangzhou, because I needed to complete the next thing alone, and if I was at my sister's place, there would be more or less trouble, so now I am still alone.

Find a good rental house, more than 80 square meters, just right to live alone, the facilities are also complete, after connecting the device, log in to the game, when my figure appeared in the game again, I couldn't help but laugh: "I'm back with Sedum!" ”