Chen Zhiqiang was stunned for a moment, and then calmed down again, he should have realized that since I asked this question, I am afraid that I will know that he is the murderer of my mother. Of course, I guess he thought I was just hearsay, and there was no actual evidence, and more importantly, I didn't ask my mother directly, and for him, he was more or less still holding a fluke mentality.

Chen Zhiqiang hesitated for a while before he smiled bitterly: "Guodong, why don't we sit down and talk?" ”

I nodded, no matter what, the first thing I need to know is the truth, and only when Chen Zhiqiang is completely settled down can I get what I want to know from his mouth.

I didn't sit on the couch in the living room because it was too messy, too dirty, and I didn't feel comfortable sitting on the couch, and I was going to talk to him about it.

I turned around and walked to the dining room and sat down face to face with him at the dining table.

Chen Zhiqiang looked a little frightened, his hands were on the table at once, and he was under the table all at once, and his eyes kept wandering, probably thinking about how to phrase them.

After a long while, he said, "I always thought that my father, that is, your uncle, I thought he was your father, but he always denied it. ”

"Oh, then how do you think he's my father?"

"It was my mom who said that." At this point, he fixed his eyes on me, and then flashed his gaze away: "At that time, you were not yet born, and my mother often quarreled with my father, saying that she had an affair with your mother. I was very young at the time, but in my memory, it seems as if my mother and my father never stopped arguing. And the reason for their quarrel, in my opinion, is because of the woman in my mother's mouth. ”

"So you killed that woman, my mother, right?"

Chen Zhiqiang's face suddenly turned pale, he looked at me very nervously, swallowed raw, his mouth was dry, and he stammered: "Then I was still young at that time, and I was just a child, I, I."

I waved my hand and said, "I'm not talking to you about this today, I just want to ask, is your father my father?" ”

"My mother insisted that it was, but my father always denied it. Later, "Chen Zhiqiang lowered his head, a little afraid to say it."

I said to him, "Then my mother was killed. And later? ”

Chen Zhiqiang said slowly: "Later, my father told me that you are definitely not his child, because my father used to be good friends with your father, and they were very close, and then your father died, and my father was very concerned about your mother, because of this, my mother has always been suspicious." Later, when your mother became pregnant with you, and no one knew who your father was, my mother decided that you were my father's child, and she made a lot of noise at home every day, saying that she was going to kill you with her own hands. ”

I finally understood why Chen Zhiqiang did something to my mother, all of this was caused by his mother, although his mother did not encourage him, but as a child, seeing his mother, one thing that he wanted to do all day but did not dare to do, it was easy to overstep his responsibilities and solve problems for his mother.

If Chen Zhiqiang was an adult back then, he would have to pay for it, but after all, he is a child, a child who can't take responsibility for his actions, hate and hate, if I am asked to retaliate, I really can't do it.

Chen Zhiqiang continued: "After my mother knew that I had done something stupid, she once went insane and hugged me every day, not letting me go out, not even letting me out of the bedroom door. Even when I went to school later, she would follow me every step of the way. Later, he said that one night I dreamed that your mother was in the bathroom and hung me on the shower head, and then when I was an adult, every time I took a bath in the bathroom, she would not allow me to close the door, and she would stay at the door, and you would only see me finish washing. ”

I think her mother also deserved it, so she quarreled with her husband for her groundless speculation, which made Chen Zhiqiang embark on the road of crime.

I think it is probably this kind of mental care, after a long time, that caused the deformity of their mother-son relationship, which made Chen Zhiqiang naturally have a kind of resistance to other women.

Then, Chen Zhiqiang said: "Since then, my mother has not even let me fall in love with any woman, she neurotically thinks that all women are the embodiment of your mother, and she approached me to take me away from her." Let me tell you this, I have had a serious psychological disorder with women in my life, except when I graduated from high school, after I accidentally had a relationship with Leng Xin in the classroom, I never touched any woman again, even if Lu Yuxin chased me to the city where I studied in graduate school, and lay on the same bed with me, I had more than enough strength to have a relationship with her, but I had premature ejaculation before I could climb onto her. Maybe you don't know that Lu Yuxin has lived with me for so many years, if she was a yellow flower girl before, she would still be a yellow flower girl when she left me. ”

To be honest, it is precisely because it is not accompanied by Lu Yuxin that I will not hate him to the core. If he really does Lu Yuxin, I really don't know if he can control himself at this moment.

I asked, "After my mother died, didn't you ever think to track down my whereabouts?" Or try to ask your father, where have I been? ”

Chen Zhiqiang explained: "After returning from the hospital that day, my father sent me directly to the police station to turn myself in, but because I was too young and was not punished by the law, my mother was desperate to protect me after knowing about it. It was in this extreme fear that she went through her life in pain. And after that return, my father left the house for two days, and now that I think about it, I must have sent you to my aunt's house in my hometown. I was so worried and scared about your mother's death that I didn't even think to ask where you were going. ”

What he said was true, as a child, he had no hatred for me and my mother, everything was because of his mother.

When he knew that the harm done to my mother would directly threaten his life, I am afraid that he had been living in extreme fear, and had never thought of finding out my whereabouts, or that he had a mentality of covering his ears and stealing the bell, thinking that my disappearance would only bring him a sense of security.

I then asked, "When I came to your house from the country, you recognized me at first sight, right?" ”

Chen Zhiqiang nodded and said: "Yes, because you look very similar to your mother, from the first day you entered the door, I not only recognized you, but also identified you as my father's child, otherwise, I don't think he would have raised you so big." ”

"Your father raised me?" I smiled bitterly and said, "Speaking of which, it should be your aunt and uncle who raised me." ”

Chen Zhiqiang explained: "Of course, because of their contributions, you can think so, but not long after you came to our house, I checked my father's passbook and asked for a salary card, and found that for 18 years, he sent money to my uncle and aunt every month. In other words, my uncle and aunt can only bring you up, and all the living expenses and tuition fees are borne by my father. ”

Speaking of this, I couldn't help but feel a wave of anger in my heart, and asked, "Maybe what your father did was only to atone for you and your mother, but you think that I am his illegitimate son, who came from the country at the end of his life, to fight with you for the inheritance, right?" Because of this, on the day Lu Yuxin left, you killed him with your own hands? ”

Chen Zhiqiang sighed, was silent for a while, raised his eyes and looked at me and said: "Yes, the situation is what you said, and it's not that I thought, but my father said that after he dies, he will give you all his savings and this house." Because of this, when I heard you say that Lu Yuxin broke up with me, and I talked to my father about taking Leng Xin back, he flatly refused. He said, Leng Xin and I can get married, but we can't live here, he wants to give this house to you, and expects you to provide for him in his old age. ”

Hearing this, my heart is really full of flavors, for Chen Zhiqiang's hatred, it can be said to be gritting teeth, and for what his father did, I can't help but be grateful to Dade, in the face of this my mother's enemy, and my benefactor's son, I am really at a loss, I don't know how to face him correctly.

I asked in a cold voice: "You should know my character, whether I know my background or not, even as your father's nephew, do you think I will take what belongs to you from his hands?" ”

"Of course I know you won't, the problem is, if you're really his son, it's different. I'm not just worried about my family's property, but more importantly, I'm afraid that before he dies, I'll tell you what happened 18 years ago. Chen Zhiqiang said: "Actually, I didn't push with him at that time, because of your mother, my temperament has changed greatly, although I was very naughty when I was young, but since then, I have basically isolated myself from the world, which is the main reason why I was able to enter the university later." Not to mention that he is my father, just like ordinary people, I will not use force again. ”

I believed him when he said this, so I listened quietly to see what the truth was about his father's death.