Over the years, he has been completely accustomed to this state of life with Du Ou, or he is numb.

Most of the time he was very nice to her, very considerate, unusually gentle, like a domesticated docile pug, wagging his tail and salivating at your side, he would carefully learn what she wanted, and then buy it and give it to her generously to please her, not stingy with money, just begging you to smile.

It seems that he doesn't want to reciprocate, but in fact, the reward he asks for is that Leng Qinghe must be full of loyalty and love for him, and there can be no slight neglect and lack, once he notices it, it will ignite his furious fire in an instant.

He is actually an extremely jealous person, often if Leng Qinghe is a little cold to his share, or a little ignorant of his flattery, he becomes angry, jealous, like to turn over some old accounts, bitter, vicious torture Leng Qinghe, if Leng Qinghe ignores him, he will become even more crazy.

Du Ou is this kind of man, he has a beautiful skin, but he is a man with very complex contradictions in his bones. He has a strong and stubborn side to his character, and no matter what he faces, he will appear to be full of patience and perseverance. Nothing seemed to hit him, and nothing could destroy him.

But in front of her, she can always show the most vulnerable side, like some kind of mollusk that never sees sunlight in the deep sea, crawling and sticky, completely devoid of dignity and even character. And the meanness and shamelessness he displayed when he went crazy made even her feel extremely disgusting, simply disgusting.

At first, there is trauma, but over time the trauma becomes an old scar. You feel a pain and itch when you touch this old scar. This pain makes your heart tremble, but this itch makes you hopelessly obsessed with it, and even completely in love.

The feeling of mental powerlessness will make you have some kind of strange addiction and addiction, and you will keep recalling the tearing pain, the pain that makes your soul tremble.

There is perhaps nothing in this world that makes people addicted to it more than being obsessed with pain.

Leng knew she might have developed the mental illness that is medically known as Stockholm syndrome. The kind of mutual affection between the criminal and the abused person that is beyond the ordinary and incomprehensible to the world.

Yes, she is hopelessly in love with Du Ou in this way, although how painfully she decided to break up with him when he was furious, but when he snuggled up to himself, how could he not bear to look at him helplessly and pitiful. makes people think that he is actually the most pitiful person in the world.

She has been wandering in this gray emotional area. Gradually, she realizes that she is actually a woman who belongs to this state of life.

The deadly rope that Du Ou tied around her neck was sometimes tight and sometimes loose, always when she was about to suffocate, but suddenly loosened, allowing her to breathe for a moment. This extreme pleasure, Leng Qinghe knows that he is completely inseparable from this man with a beast heart.

And what puzzled her even more was that it seemed that she was the woman who belonged to him.

In fact, Leng Qinghe herself knows that there is no way out of this state of life with Du Ou, but she always follows every day with self-deception.

When she is satisfied, Du Ou will suddenly disappear from her life for some reason, disappearing completely without a trace, as if there is no such person in this world, and go to another world to find another life.

It seems that in this special relationship, Du Ou, like Leng Qinghe, needs a respite.

After a long time, Leng Qinghe is also accustomed to it. It's just that he can't come, Leng Qinghe will feel like a normal woman, who can live a normal life, and will not live upside down every day, day and night, and erosion.

When he doesn't come, he lives on his own, going to the store early every morning to open the door and eating breakfast in the café next door. And then basically stay in the store all day. When she's busy, she also goes into battle to do some work, but she is not professional after all, and some technical work still has to wait for those specially trained girls to do it.

When I'm not busy, I sit at the door and drink coffee when it's good, and sit in the back to rest when it's bad, chat with Mengmeng, and watch movies online.

After this kind of idle life lasts for a while, Leng Qinghe will begin to slowly miss Du Ou. Thinking: What is he up to? Why don't you come and see yourself?

That day, when Leng Qinghe passed by Du Ou's company, because he missed Du Ou, he made an exception and took the initiative to go to Du Ou's company to find him. I wanted to call him, but the phone was always answered, and I don't know why. Leng Qinghe thought, maybe he was in a meeting, so let's go directly to his office and wait for a while.

When she arrived at the company, she told the front desk that she was looking for Du Ou.

The front desk was stunned for a moment, looked at the fashionable woman in front of her, completely unfamiliar, and asked strangely: Is there an appointment?

Leng Qinghe shook his head apologetically and said, "No."

The woman at the front desk was even more surprised and said: Mr. Du, he got married today.