It was a letter, a letter written by Xiao Jingzhi to her, the letter was neither long nor short, and every sentence pierced her heart.

There is their first meeting among the plum blossoms, the embarrassment when he strayed into her bath, the questioning of him in the Qingyu Pavilion, the military stick she chased him to the barracks, the couple silk handkerchief she bought for him in Zhangzhou City, the wind and dust that he rushed to on the wedding night, the tears they hugged together when they lost their son, the evidence that they secretly went to Dali Temple to find, the music of their journey to Shuozhou, and the wonderful life they had in Shuozhou City......

These memories were so beautiful that she couldn't bear to read them, but when she saw the last sentence, her heart jerked, she put the letter aside, touched her lower abdomen, and buried her face in her knees.

"Jing Zhi said he ran away, is he lying to me or you?" Her voice was not loud, Su Wan's expression was a little gloomy, and she squeezed out a smile: "General Xiao wants you to live, let you and Xiao Gongzi live......

"How do you know that he exists?" her words didn't make it clear, but Su Wan knew that the "he" in her mouth was referring to her and Xiao Jingzhi's child.

Not only Wan'er knows, but even Zhao Yu knows. This is a shot in the arm, Zhou Jinhuan's expression immediately changed from sadness to defense, and Su Wan continued: "Girl, that is General Xiao's only bloodline, if you really love him, you will not give up on yourself and let yourself be hurt." ”

"Rather than let me be imprisoned in this palace with their children, I would rather take him and Jing Zhi to reunite in the underworld. ”

"However, General Xiao won't let you do that, will he?"

Su Wan's words were true, so she was angry, and her words were just brains, completely venting her sadness: "The Zhou couple plus Jing Zhi's life, I should kill you, Su Wan!"

The two looked at each other quietly for a long time, and finally Su Wan got a dagger from somewhere, knelt down in front of her, and handed the dagger to her: "Wan'er knew that there would be such a day, so ...... Girl, do it. ”

"You have violated my taboo by killing the Zhou couple, and now Jing Zhi is even more because you were killed, do you think I really won't kill you?" Gripping the dagger tightly in her hand, her sanity didn't know where to run for a long time, she didn't even wear socks, got out of bed, and plunged the dagger into her chest without hesitation, and heard the sound of metal piercing into her skin in a haze, and the blood slowly infected her coat, Su Wan's lower lip bit fiercely, cold sweat slid down her forehead, her eyes didn't leave her, and she said slowly: "The girl really wants Wan'er to die?" ”

Zhou Jinhuan didn't answer yet, just looked at the bright red blood and was stunned, and she slowly fell to the ground: She died?

Throwing away the dagger in her hand, she shrank away from afar, looking at Su Wan in a pool of blood, her eyes were unfocused, as if she was cut off from this world.

"Ah!" As soon as the palace maid entered the door, she saw Su Wan, who was covered in blood, and Zhou Jinhuan, who was shrunk on the side of the bed, and exclaimed.

The screams attracted the guards at the door, and immediately someone ran to Zhao Yu to explain the situation, and Zhao Yu didn't care about correcting the mistakes, so he took the imperial doctor and went to the Egret Pavilion.

"Take her down. Pointing at Su Wan with a little disgust, he took a few steps forward and hugged Zhou Jinhuan in his arms, gently placed him on the bed, and turned his head to the imperial doctor: "What are you doing there, why don't you come and see her?"

Zhao Yu's moodiness was famous, and the imperial doctor didn't dare to say anything, and obediently gave Zhou Jinhuan a pulse.

"This girl is very sad and sad, although she is awake now, her body is still weak, and she needs to rest well, Wei Chen prescribes a calming prescription for her......" The imperial doctor said a lot, Zhao Yu heard that she was no longer in trouble, so he waved his hand and let him go down first.

"The minions supervised them to catch the medicine. "Xiao Mengzi has been following Zhao Yu for too long, as long as he has a look, he knows what to do.

Now, the two of them were left in the whole room.

"Where did this dagger come from?" The embarrassing and dull atmosphere was broken by Zhao Yu, and he saw that he was holding the dagger that stabbed Su Wan in his hand, and touched the blade carefully, and after a while, blood beads came out of his fingertips.

"......" Zhou Jinhuan pretended not to hear, and surrounded his body with a quilt, revealing only a palm-sized face, with a desperate expression on his pale little face.

Zhao Yu is the king of a country, and no one can pretend not to hear his question, and he is not happy to answer, but at this time, Zhou Jinhuan looked pitiful, which really made him a little unbearable to blame, threw the dagger aside, held her in his arms through the quilt, stroked her back with his hand, and said softly: "What are you afraid of?"

"......" She just stared, but there was no real object in her eyes, only emptiness, his gentleness was rare, for her silence, he was rare patient, and picked up his past fake feelings: "Since you went to Shuozhou City with him, I have been thinking about when I will be able to hug you like this, and truly hug you?"

"Zhao Yu, Jing Zhi didn't die at all, right?" she finally spoke, but the first sentence was still about Xiao Jingzhi.

This question is very stupid, she knows that even for the sake of the eternity of Dayan Jiangshan, Zhao Yu will not let go of Xiao Jingzhi, not to mention that he still has an inexplicable feeling for her?

But she didn't want to believe Su Wan's words, because she knew better than anyone else that the loss of Hongzhou City had nothing to do with Xiao Jingzhi's life or death, in fact, he could have escaped completely long before Zhao Yu used the water attack. At that time, he didn't escape, he must have his own plan, it was impossible to die so easily.

"Zhou Jinhuan, you remember, from today on, you are my person, and there will never be a 'Xiao Jingzhi' in this world, understand?" He gently pushed her away, clasped his hands on her shoulders, and his strength was very strong, enough to make Zhou Jinhuan, who had not yet recovered, cry out in pain, but she forcibly held back, and laughed instead of anger: "Your person, Zhao Yu, you have lost your heart and gone crazy, right?"

"I know that you are worried about the child in your belly, as long as you are willing to stay by my side obediently, I guarantee that this child can be born safely, and the entire palace will not ......" Zhao Yu thought that his words were grace, but what he didn't want was Zhou Jinhuan's almost crazy laugh, she was laughing, laughing so much that tears were almost falling, and that smile made Zhao Yu a little frightened: "If I promise you, I will naturally do it, you don't have to worry about ......"

"You want to use this child to stabilize me temporarily, and kill this poor child when my emotions ease a little, yes or no?" Zhao Yu's methods, she knew too clearly, she didn't look at his increasingly ugly face at all, but continued: "Zhao Yu, why do you think that I will live for this child?"

"......" He thought that it was already a great grace for him to spare her life with that wild seed, and he never expected her to ask such a rhetorical question.

"Didn't you ask me where the dagger came from in the first place?" she gently grabbed his shirt and made eye to eye with him, smiling brightly, and there was no sign of the loss of soul just now: "I really don't know where it came from, but I know that if I want to die, I can die even without a dagger, and I will choke to death if I drink water, right?"

"Aren't you afraid that I will kill Wei Daocheng?" familiar, his angry look.

From the day Ah Cheng arrived at the Egret Pavilion to the present, he is a trump card for Zhao Yu to threaten Zhou Jinhuan.

She has always been afraid of Ah Cheng, so she was forced to go to Zhou's mansion, was forced to stab herself on the wedding night, was forced to go to Shuozhou City, and was forced to go to a dead end with Xiao Jingzhi.

Because of Ah Cheng, she became a good sister and a bad wife.

"Why do you think that I will give up being with Jing Zhi for the sake of Ah Cheng, do you think that in my eyes, Ah Cheng is still more important than Jing Zhi?" she asked Zhao Yu and herself.

There used to be so many opportunities, as long as she was selfish, she might be able to live a fairy-like life with Jing Zhi...... But the heart will be uneasy, right?

"What the hell do you want me to do?" Zhao Yu had always felt that Ah Cheng was the most effective medicine, but her reply made him suspicious: Ah Cheng and Xiao Jingzhi, who is more important in her heart?

"What are you doing, you ask me what I want you to do?" Zhou Jinhuan pushed him, ignoring the cold air in the middle of winter, walked out of the door barefoot, pointed to the constantly drifting white snow and said sharply: "Unless it rains red snow, you and I will be enemies forever!"

She didn't shy away from people when she said this, so all the people on duty in the White Egret Pavilion that day heard it clearly, and everyone remembered that their supreme emperor, His Majesty, walked past the woman in white clothes, and the cold on his face was worse than the scattered snowflakes.

"Girl, it's cold outside, let's go inside. It was a palace maid with soft eyebrows and eyes who spoke, and Zhou Jinhuan shook off her hand: "Get up, do whatever I want, when will it be your turn to be a palace maid?!"

"Even if the girl is not for herself, at least think about the child in her womb, the slave maid heard that you have been pregnant for more than three months......" The palace maid was really persevering, and she was still chattering next to Zhou Jinhuan after saying something like that, and Zhou Jinhuan suddenly grabbed an important word: three months.

After learning that Xiao Jingzhi was dead, she never thought about living alone, which was based on the fact that Zhao Yu would never let go of the child in her womb, but how could she forget that the child had been in her womb for three months?

In ancient times, it was not easy to give birth to a child, and it was even more difficult to have an abortion without harming life, especially when the fetus was already three months old.

Take 10,000 steps back, even if Zhao Yu really thinks about her life and is really willing to let her keep this child, then what will she do?

When there is no such child, only one Ah Cheng can make Zhao Yu use it again and again, so does she still have a life to give birth to this child, but this child is Xiao Jingzhi's only bloodline, and she really can't bear it......

Sometimes it's a good thing to have no choice, and life is even more difficult when you have a choice.