Chapter 59: No Reason
Let's break up.
When Hao Ze said these three words for the first time, Ye Jiajia was completely disconnected, she seemed to hear these three words, but she didn't seem to hear them.
"Huh? What did you say? Her body froze for a moment, and suddenly she felt a little cold.
Her coldness is the coolness brought by the wind coming in through the window, and I am afraid that it is also the chill that rises in the heart of the receiving signal.
Ye Jiajia turned around and picked up the paper cup she had just put down, and went around to the other side, she needed a glass of warm water.
The cup was filled with half a cup of hot water, which she held in the palm of her hand, but why did she still feel that she was very cold, getting colder and colder.
"You just ...... What was said? She asked again, wondering if she had misheard.
When he said it for the first time, Hao Ze used a tirade to foreshadow, and after so long and silence so many times, he barely allowed himself to say those three words, but when he said it a second time, it was much more natural.
"Let's break up."
"Oh...... Give me a reason. ”
Ye Jiajia was blowing water, and her breath was a little heavy.
"I don't have much hope for the two opportunities next year, I can't make good on my promise if I can't participate in the NBA tryout, it's better to ...... than to let you hope in vain" Ozer couldn't find the right words to express what he wanted to say next.
He wanted to let go, but he was reluctant to let go; He didn't let go, and he couldn't convince himself to keep it.
In other words, he said that he was going to break up at this time, knowing that her life was already very busy and hard, but his injuries would involve her energy and make her life more tiring. In the more than a year they have been together, he knows too well what kind of person she is, considerate, sensible, and comprehensive, with the advantages of his girlfriend and the care of his sister. His injury is not to the point of being hospitalized all the time, but there is a plaster cast up and down, and there are always too many inconveniences, and his own inconvenience will not only trouble his teammates and coaches, but also trouble her who he actually doesn't want to affect the most.
"It's not as good as what." Ye Jiajia wanted to hear him finish speaking.
"It's better for you to find someone who can give you happiness." Hao Ze still found a high-sounding word, very similar to the plots in the TV series she complained to him about before.
Ye Jiajia sneered: "Is there anything else?" ”
"I think we'...... Square peg. After hesitating for more than half a minute, Ozer could only choose one of the vulgar reasons.
The water in the cup seemed to be a little colder, Ye Jiajia took a sip, it was the kind of temperature that she liked but could drink, but she didn't know why she felt that this temperature didn't seem to be suitable for drinking at this moment, because after drinking it, it seemed that it was difficult for her to speak.
The water was not tasty, a little bitter, and a little salty, and it seemed to taste very different from the first glass just now.
"Jiajia, you ......"
Jiajia, what a affectionate title, what an estranged title, others call her affectionate, but falling in Haozer's mouth is estrangement.
No wonder he always felt that something was wrong all night, Ye Jiajia didn't even realize his change of words.
Since he has been screaming like that all along, does it mean that he has made a decision from the moment he entered the ward, and she is no longer the Xibao he cared about before, the baby he liked.
"If these are your reasons, then I can only tell you that I don't accept it." Ye Jiajia took another sip of water, as if it took a lot of strength to swallow it, "These can't be reasons to break up, I remember, I told you a long time ago." ”
"If it's because of your injury that you don't have any confidence in the future, then good, give us three months, if after three months you still think there will be something wrong with your injury, then then I will say yes at that time; If not, unless you tell me you don't like me anymore, I won't accept any reason. ”
Not liking, not loving, is the only reason she can accept, and it is also the reason why she thinks it is the most reasonable to leave.
Not liking, not loving, is the only reason why Ozer can't say it, because he can't lie to himself, and once he says it, there may really be no room for it.
"I ......"
What is like a fish in the throat, Haozer really understands it.
"Can't tell, right? Then I don't think I heard what you said today. She drank the last sip of water in the cup, "I know you need time, I don't bother you, I need time too." Since the doctor said that it will take three months to recover normally, then these three months, let's all calm down. ”
didn't agree, but still gave each other space and time.
"Can you leave me alone, then? I don't want to be reminded every day to pay attention to what to eat, how to walk, how to recuperate, I don't want to think about when it's time to go to class every day, I don't want people to think that I need a girl to take care of endlessly. I can take care of myself, I know what I should and shouldn't do. ”
So, does he dislike her for controlling him?
"Good ......" replied, and she finally choked up.
Having said so much, these are the only ones that really sting her.
Thinking back to the road we have traveled together this year, Hao Ze came to report alone, and Ye Jiajia was waiting for him at the station, taking him to quickly familiarize himself with the school; Howzer forgot to bring something when he was training, as long as Ye Jiajia was there, she would make it up before he found out; During the final exam, Ye Jiajia knew that Haoze needed to make up for it, so he prepared all kinds of review materials he wanted to use in advance to help him memorize and learn; When Hao Ze was slightly injured, Ye Jiajia would immediately take out the injury medicine for emergency treatment, and then kept reminding him to pay attention at any time.
Her class schedule and competition schedule are better than he is with memorizing them.
Was she wrong?
Is she doing too much?
Ye Jiajia kept asking herself.
Those who she thought were the dedication and care in love seemed to have suddenly changed their flavor and become a kind of bondage, which made people uncomfortable.
She herself was living in the shackles of Mother Ye, and she was struggling and helpless, so when she heard Haoze's words, she panicked.
"You have a good rest."
Ye Jiajia didn't stay any longer, turned around and walked out, her walking posture was still limping, but she didn't feel that her red and swollen ankles were still hurting.
She was still holding a paper cup in her hand, and by the time she walked out of the room, the paper cup had already been deformed.
The movement of closing the door was so light and light that she couldn't hear the sound of locking in the deserted hallway.
But the moment the door closed, her person slowly lowered her back against the door.
She curled up and buried her head in her embrace.
The deformed paper cup fell to the ground.