Chapter 13: The Glimmer of the Early Morning (Subscription!) )
177 in the federal calendar, May 30.
Su Chen got up early in the morning, squinting his eyes at the clouds behind the clouds for a moment, but the doorbell was ringing.
Before his mother opened the door, Su Chen opened the door first.
There was a woman in a light purple dress standing outside the door, it was Shen Yue, she was bathed in the early morning sun, her long soft hair swaying in the breeze, the moment Su Chen opened the door, she raised her head and smiled, beautiful and incomprehensible, enough to melt the heart of iron.
Only Su Chen had a gloomy face: "I don't know you, please leave." ”
Saying that he was about to close the door, Shen Yue suddenly became anxious, and hurriedly stretched out his hand, blocking Su Chen at the last moment when he was about to close the door, the smile on her face converged at this moment, her eyes looked at the home behind Su Chen that exuded a warm atmosphere, and said solemnly: "I know, this is what you want, this is the life you are looking forward to, but...... You should understand what kind of place this is, there is no 'forever' here that supports you to live in the world of your dreams.
"You're just living in a dream that could be shattered at any moment, and you don't even know when it's going to be shattered, and in what circumstances."
Su Chen's gaze slowly drooped: "I...... I don't really understand what you're talking about......"
Shen Yue's pupils dilated slightly, and her eyes flashed with light, as if she didn't expect Su Chen to fall so deeply, which was a little incredible, but she quickly took a deep breath and continued: "Okay, even if you don't care about your own life, what about the others?" Those who fight by listening to your fame, and those who trust you absolutely? That Mr. Bai has never come to you, waiting for you and your figure again and again, and crying in despair every time he holds your corpse......
"You're saved here—
"Who will save them?
"Who will fulfill the promise you made with me?
"Are you such a person? Can you give up your promises, you give up your future, you give up your hopes, you can give up what you have now, and go after what you have lost? Aren't you afraid of losing all of your current stuff? Or do you simply not care about those who have entrusted their lives to you? ”
At this moment, Su Chen seemed to have been punched by someone, slowly, took a step back, he didn't answer, he just slammed the door in front of him, blocking the woman and everything she said, as if he could avoid it all.
That's right, that's it, that's it......
As long as I don't care, I can ...... with my family
Su Chen turned around, and his body stiffened.
Because not far behind him, his mother in an apron was looking at this side a little stunned, as if she had been listening for a long time, looking at the depths of Su Chen's gaze, there was a deep worry, until she saw Su Chen turn around, she was slightly stunned, wiped her hands on the apron, and then naturally transitioned into a smile: "That girl is so beautiful, who is it?" ”
"A friend of mine." Su Chen replied a little dryly.
"It's a friend, why don't you let people come in and sit down?"
"She still has something to do, so she won't stay."
"Oh." The mother didn't seem to have any doubts, maybe she didn't hear anything, she just smiled and said, "Come on, although you and the unit have taken leave today, you also have to have a good breakfast." ”
Su Chen hummed and walked back to the room, all morning, he was a little absent-minded, after eating, he shrank into his room, turned his head, looked at the small figure on the table, was silent for a moment, he took out two plum-flavored lollipops and stuffed them into her small palm.
Just then, there was a knock on the bedroom door.
"You didn't do anything unseemly, did you? I came in. It was his father, who pushed open the door and walked in.
Su Chen glanced at the time and was a little surprised: "What time is this, aren't you going to work quickly?" ”
"There's no hurry, it's okay to go a little late." Father walked into the room, pulled the chair on the side of the table and sat down, beckoning Su Chen to sit on the other side, "I've been working hard for so many years, what if I go late in the morning?" ”
Su Chen opened his mouth and fell silent, he didn't know what his father was going to do, and he didn't know what to use to stir up the topic, maybe Shen Yue's words were still spinning in his head, and he was a little distracted.
It was Su Chen's father who spoke first, and the fifty-year-old office worker let out two short laughs that were a little embarrassed as the beginning, and said: "It was your mother who asked me to come and see you, your mother and her, and said something strange to me, I think it might be better for her to come and talk to you, but I understand what she means."
"Actually, I can see that you're not asking the company for leave, are you? You quit that job, right? ”
"How did you ......" Su Chen was a little surprised.
"Of course I can see that, but you are my son, and I can still see this. Look, your dad and I'm not bad, am I? The slightly older middle-aged man smiled proudly, as if it was a very proud and proud thing to be able to read through his son's mind.
Su Chen was a little speechless.
The smile on his father's face gradually retracted, he sat on the swivel chair, looked at the young face in front of him who looked seven or eight points similar to him, and said slowly: "Maybe, something happened, you don't want to tell me, it's okay, you don't need to tell me, because I know that my good son and my daughter's good brother have grown up, and what you don't want to tell me proves that it is something I don't need to know."
"But, there's one thing I want you to know.
"Of course, maybe you've got it, and now, I hope you'll listen to me a little bit more.
"Those bad things, upsetting things, you can choose to hide in the bottom of your heart.
"Because life is a long journey, only you are a frequent visitor to this journey, me, your mother, even your sister, and your future wife can only accompany you through a certain part of this journey, but this does not mean that you will have to go alone for a long time in this long journey.
"Maybe you're just walking on the road alone, but as long as you turn around, you'll definitely see us left behind.
"Perhaps, we can only go through a certain period of life with you, maybe it won't pave the way for you, and maybe even cause you a lot of trouble, but ......
"We must all be where you can find it.
"Maybe nothing can be done.
"But we will always watch you go forward as family.
"As long as you feel like you're doing the right thing, we're here to support you."
The early morning sun shines through the gaps in the curtains and fills the room in a warm faint glow.
Su Chen raised his head slightly, looking at the person beside him-
The familiar face, but already crawling with the texture of the years, was showing a simple smile, and he even scratched his head: "Haha, isn't it a little numb?" In short, the support of family is the most important thing, isn't it? Before you are abducted by your girlfriend, what I mean is that no matter what you do, as long as you really want to do it, as long as you don't kill people and break the law, your parents will support you, and we can only support you verbally, don't think about anything else, we can't afford your sister...... Of course, even if you are abducted by your girlfriend and don't come back often, we support what to do, huh...... Silly boy...... Do you understand what I said no? ”
Su Chen looked at him in a daze, and after a moment, he showed a sunny smile: "I understand, actually, I should have understood...... I'm just, a little reluctant. ”
His father frowned: "How come I can't understand what you're saying?" ”
Su Chen shook his head slowly: "I mean, I have one thing to do right now." ”
"What is it?"
"Well, it's hard to say, but roughly, it's ...... Go kill someone. ”
Poof.
Su Chen's father fell from the swivel chair.
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