Chapter 492: Comfort
At noon, having lunch at Duan Zilian's side, Qin Qiaoyun didn't stay long, chatted casually for a while, and then went downstairs to see the store.
And Luo Xinyan took Luo Lingling back to the room after watching TV for a while.
So, in the living room, there were only two people left, Duan Zilian and Xu Ying.
Finally, there was no one else, and Xu Ying immediately couldn't wait to ask the doubts in her heart.
"Pity, there is no one else now, can you tell me why you are so preoccupied? Did you go through something last night when you went to destroy the Xenobiotics? ”
When she came over in the morning, she saw Duan Zilian looking preoccupied, Xu Ying was naturally very concerned, but because there were other people around, it was inconvenient for her to ask.
And seeing that Duan Zilian was so distracted because of his heavy heart that when he was working in the morning, there were some mistakes in the process of playing the piano, Xu Ying was even more concerned and worried.
She was sure that Duan Zilian must have experienced something very important last night to be like this.
And now that the two of them can finally be alone, Xu Ying can't wait to ask, at least this will allow Duan Zilian to tell his heart and make him feel better.
Faced with Xu Ying's confusion, Duan Zilian did not answer immediately, but first found a suitable place to talk about it.
"Hmm...... Let's talk about it in the room. ”
"Okay." Xu Ying has no opinion, and she can understand the meaning of Duan Zilian.
After all, if he just said it in the living room, if Luo Xinyan and Luo Lingling suddenly came out of the room, or Qin Qiaoyun and the others wanted to come up to rest, maybe the matter would be exposed.
Therefore, to be on the safe side, it is safer to go to the room and say about it.
Taking Xu Ying back to his room, Duan Zilian closed the door casually.
Listening to the sound of the door closing, Xu Ying suddenly thought that she was now in the same room with Duan Zilian, and her mood suddenly became a little nervous, and she couldn't help but start thinking about what was wrong and thinking about some strange things.
And just as her thoughts began to diverge in an indescribable direction, Duan Zilian began her own narrative.
"Didn't I go to destroy the Xenobiotic last night, and then, I became Nexus to fight."
"You've turned into a fight? And what about later? ”
Hearing this, Xu Ying was slightly stunned, quickly threw away the messy thoughts in her mind, and subconsciously asked about the next development.
At the same time, she also realized that Duan Zilian transformed into Nexus last night, which means that last night there was an alien beast dozens of meters high, or a dark giant.
"Later, I lost, which can be described as a defeat." After thinking about last night's battle, Duan Zi said bitterly.
"Lost? Are you okay then? Hearing that Duan Zilian actually lost in last night's battle, Xu Ying was very surprised, and she was also anxious, subconsciously worried about Duan Zilian's safety.
"Don't worry, it's okay, although I was seriously injured at that time, I'm not doing well now." Duan Zi spread his hands.
"Oh...... That's right, too. So what's going on? Hearing Duan Zilian say this, Xu Ying immediately put her mind at ease.
"Well, it's a bit of a long story......
With a sigh, Duan Zilian organized his voice and told Xu Ying in detail about what happened last night.
Almost ten
In a minute or so, Xu Ying knew what had happened, and also knew the reason why Duan Zilian was so preoccupied.
"The Tao Hongyu you said actually captured homeless people for human experiments, and turned those homeless people into alien beasts, this is too cruel and inhumane, right? Can do such a tragic thing that violates the bottom line of morality, is he still a human being! ”
"Even if he really did this to study the xenobiotic beast factor, use the xenobiotic beast factor to benefit the society, and restore the health of those disabled people, but he can't do human experiments, it's too cruel. What's more, the words he said were also excessive. ”
"Anyway, if it were me, I wouldn't agree with him!"
Knowing that Tao Hongyu actually used homeless people to conduct human experiments, Xu Ying was indignant and expressed her indignation.
Then, adjusting her mentality, she looked at Duan Zilian.
"To put it simply, pity, when you kill a homeless man who has become a xenobiotic beast, you feel guilty that you have killed yourself; In addition, you lost to the Mephistopheles that Tao Hongyu became, and you had a sense of frustration and a lot of pressure in your heart. ”
"That's why you're so preoccupied, aren't you?"
Because recounting what happened last night with Xu Ying is equivalent to recalling all the events of last night, Duan Zilian is now in a depressed mood and nodded lightly.
"Well, almost."
Looking at Duan Zilian's depressed appearance, Xu Ying couldn't help but feel distressed and hurriedly comforted.
"Pity, you didn't do anything wrong, you don't have to feel any guilt, that Tao Hongyu made those homeless people become alien beasts, and you can't get them back to their original state, for the safety of others, you can only destroy them."
"It's not your fault, you just did what you were supposed to do, and although it's cruel, you did the right thing, and you really don't need to blame yourself for it, let alone feel guilty."
"Besides, didn't you say it too, those homeless people are no longer humans, but alien beasts, and you have no choice but to destroy them."
Listening to Xu Ying's comfort to herself, Duan Zi smiled helplessly: "Xu Ying, I know what you said, those homeless people have become xenobiotic beasts, and I can only destroy them......"
"However, when I think that they were all human beings, I still feel that I killed someone, I feel guilty, I can't let go, I still can't go away, I just can't get past the barrier in my heart."
Xu Ying comforted softly: "Pity, you are too kind, so you can't let go...... However, if I had encountered this kind of thing, I would probably have been like you, and I felt very uncomfortable. ”
With a sigh of relief, Duan Zilian slowly clenched his fists, his face unconsciously showed a look of panic, and continued: "Moreover, I lost last night, and I lost a mess, so I ...... I'm scared now, I'm afraid I really can't beat that Tao Hongyu......"
"Tao Hongyu is just using Zheng Yulong to strengthen my strength, so even if Zheng Yulong has always been controlled by Tao Hongyu, as long as Tao Hongyu does not allow it, he can't take away my power."
"However, that Tao Hongyu is different, now that it is his turn to fight me, I feel that he is really going to take away my strength...... He will take my power away from him when he strengthens it to a certain extent. ”
"The gap between my strength and him is so big, so I'm really scared, if I can't beat that Tao Hongyu, he will take it away
My strength, when the time comes, everything will be over......"
As soon as he thought that Tao Hongyu might take away his power one day, Duan Zilian was nervous, at a loss, the six gods had no master, his mood was very depressed, panic occupied his whole heart, and he was really afraid that things would develop towards the worst.
From Duan Zilian's words, Xu Ying could feel the panic and panic in his heart, Xu Ying knew that last night's fiasco had caused him a lot of psychological shadows, and he couldn't get out of the shadows for a while, so he would have these negative thoughts.
Looking at his sincere fear and anxiety, Xu Ying couldn't bear it, felt very heartbroken, very worried, didn't think much about it, couldn't help but approach Duan Zilian, held his hand, comforted him, and hoped that she could soothe his flustered heart.
This is the only thing she can do for Duan Zilian.
"Pity, it's okay, don't think about it so much, what will happen in the future, no one can guarantee it, you can't beat that Tao Hongyu now, maybe you can beat it in the future, things won't necessarily develop towards the worst situation, so don't worry so much."
"Don't think so much about it now, try your best to do your current things, have a clear conscience, that's fine, don't have too much psychological pressure."
"As you told me before, although you have great strength, you are still an ordinary person by nature, and there will be many things that you can't do, so you don't need to carry everything on your shoulders, it will be very tiring."
Under Xu Ying's comfort, Duan Zilian thought for a while, slowly cheered up, and the original panicked mood gradually returned to calm.
"Ah, Xu Ying, I know, I'm sorry, I'm worried about you, you're right, you reminded me, I just found out that I seem to be a little bit of a bull, listening to what you said, now I feel much better, thank you."
"Anyway, can you not get so close and let go of your hands?"
As he spoke, Duan Zilian noticed how close Xu Ying was and was still holding his hand, and a faint fragrance came to his face, and he suddenly felt a little embarrassed.
"Uh...... I'm sorry, I can't help it......" Xu Ying reacted, and was quite embarrassed, smiled awkwardly, hurriedly let go of Duan Zilian's hand, and took a half step back.
Then, in order to alleviate the embarrassment, she changed the subject: "Pity, are you really okay now?" ”
Exhaled, Duan Zilian smiled lightly: "Almost, to be honest, I still haven't completely let go, I still have a sense of guilt for killing people in my heart, and I am still afraid that things will develop towards the worst in the future, and I still feel a lot of pressure in my heart." ”
"However, after saying what is in my heart, and with your comfort, I feel much lighter now, even if I haven't completely let go, it shouldn't have any effect."
"That's ......" Xu Ying responded, knowing that Duan Zilian was not completely relieved, so she was not completely relieved.
"Okay, it's already twelve o'clock now, let's take a rest, I still have to work in the afternoon." After saying the matter, the mood was much better, and Duan Zilian wanted to rest and take a break, so that he could have the energy to continue working in the afternoon.
However, Xu Ying did not leave the room immediately, but pondered for a while, and then, made up her mind.
"Pity, don't continue to work in the afternoon, go outside and have fun, relax."